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[monsterinxxxme]

uploading things i’ve written while drunk bc there’s so many and i need them gone from my notes pt.6 nsfw

it was passed midnight. you were in a tiny skirt and thin shirt, your boots were covering you the most. you were in a cold jail cell surrounded by drunk guys. god how were you stupid enough to get caught. you clutch your purse full of pills and baggies as you glance around the cell. finally you hear your name

“y/n l/n?”

said a police officer as he unlocked the gate.

“you’re free to go.”

before you can sigh in relief and run off you bump into him.

park sunghoon. chief of police.

“y/n. bag.”

he said as he towered you.

you sighed in defeat as he pulls the purse from your grip.

next thing you know your in his office, bag guts dumped onto his desk

“do you have any idea how much trouble i could get into if they knew i was covering for you?”

sunghoon whisper yelled and he gesterued at the pills

“hoonie…you know im sorry..”

you said with fake tears in your eyes.

“y/n. this is the last time im helping you. i’ve had enough.”

sunghoon said while crossing his arms as he sat back in his desk chair.

you sighed with a pout as you stood up and made your way to his chair

“you know im sorry, right?”

she said as she kept eye contact, slowly lowering to her knees, crawling under his desk infront of him

“y/n. im serious. no more games.”

she rubbed her cheek against his thigh

“yes i promise.”

she then unbuckled his belt and palmed him through his boxers before revealing his hard length

she kissed the tip slowly as he gripped the chair, biting his lip.

she then bobbed her head slowly taking him in fully

he let out a deep groan as his fingers tangled into into her hair.

she wrapped her tongue around his shaft as she sucked, then she heard a moan come out of him. then quickly followed a shiver and a grip on her hair. she pulled back and swallowed.

“wow. new record hoonie.”

she said standing up and pecking his cheek, pushing all the pills back into her purse before leaving sunghoon behind in the office disheveled

[monsterinxxxme]

uploading things i’ve written while drunk bc there’s so many and i need them gone from my notes pt.5 sfw

jake sim is the school’s golden boy.

top of every class. captain of the soccer team. handsome in that effortless way that makes people turn their heads in the hallway. teachers trust him, classmates admire him, and popularity seems to follow him everywhere without him even trying.

but before all of that, before the crowds and the praise, there had only been three of you.

you grew up together.

you, jaeyun, and niki.

afternoons blurred into evenings in your bedroom while the two boys wrestled across the floor, knocking into your desk and laughing too loudly while you told them to stop. scraped knees from bike rides, late night snacks stolen from your kitchen, summers that felt endless because the three of you were always together.

it had always been like that.

the three of you. always.

until freshman year.

jaeyun became jake to everyone else. the golden boy everyone seemed to love overnight. his name started echoing through hallways, across soccer fields, through conversations you weren’t part of anymore.

and you changed too.

you found new friends, girls who sat with you at lunch, who talked about makeup and gossip and crushes. your world grew bigger, fuller.

the three of you didn’t spend every afternoon together anymore.

niki told himself it didn’t matter.

he still had friends. people who joked with him, people who sat beside him in class.

but they weren’t you.

they didn’t know the way you laughed when jaeyun said something stupid, or how you used to fall asleep halfway through movies when the three of you watched them together.

they weren’t the person niki’s eyes searched for the moment he stepped into a room.

they weren’t you.

the group chat had been quiet for days when your message appeared.

a simple text.

jaeyun and i are dating :)

across town, niki is hunched over the bathroom sink.

your message lights up his phone on the counter, the screen glowing in the dim light. he doesn’t look at it right away. his hands are gripping the porcelain too tightly, knuckles pale as something sharp twists deep in his chest.

it hurts.

not the kind of hurt he can explain.

he coughs.

a small red petal lands in the sink.

for a second, he just stares at it.

another cough follows, harsher this time. more petals fall from his lips, soft and stained with blood, sticking to the white porcelain like something delicate and ruined.

his phone buzzes again.

he already knows what the message says.

you and jaeyun.

of course.

his chest tightens painfully, another petal slipping past his lips as the taste of iron spreads across his tongue.

because it was never just friendship for him.

not when it came to you.

niki grips the edge of the sink, breathing uneven as the petals gather beneath him.

and the thought that has been buried somewhere inside him finally surfaces, quiet and aching.

why couldn’t it have been him?

[monsterinxxxme]

uploading things i’ve written while drunk bc there’s so many and i need them gone from my notes pt.4 sfw

ok deadass i want to actually try on dis one but i don’t like writing anymore

dealer x cop

undercover stripper

she works as a dancer for 2 months until she finally gets promoted to under grown dye to high requested. she acts professional but bimbo towards the clients who want her

“three years. three fucking years this has been going on and we still haven’t caught that mother fucker.” the chief of police scolded as he slammed a file down on the desk. the room was filled with officers. the meeting was coming to an end.

“sir..! we have no leads.” one officer pleaded.

“that’s enough. you’re off the case.”

“l/n, park, you’re on.” the chief said, file landing in your hands.

-

“are you serious.” your partner, jay said, slumping down on his chair.

“they had two of the best officers and they couldn’t get anything. how are we supposed to manage?”

“i mean… what else is there to lose?” you said while sitting across from him, file open.

“we don’t even have a picture of this guy.” jay mumbled, peeking over at the file.

“our only hope is going undercover and hoping we find something…” you said, reading words ‘owns club busan. a strip club.’

“it’s so obvious that’s where they’re laundering money from.” you said while pushing the file towards him

“oh no. i am not working as security there. that place is always getting raided.” jay said pushing the file away

“you would rather me become a stripper?”

jay stayed silent, making eye contact. you sigh.

—

yang jungwon.

one of busans most respected dealers.

started young, took over his fathers business after he passed. he supplied drugs, weapons, girls. you name it, he’s got it. for a price.

he’s the main suspect for a homicide but they have nothing on him. what kind of drug lord would he be if he didn’t have his own corrupt officers?

his name isn’t even in the system, record clean. as if he never existed.

he owned a strip club in down town busan, he did all his business there. why most people don’t know is his place has a basement. where all the magic happens. only certain people with a certain code can enter. you go to the bar and ask for a yang special. you get lead to the back, patted down, and the you enter the shop. weapons hung on the wall, crates filled with drugs duffels with money, girls mingling by the couch, each door had one body guard. what men came for were the girls. 6 different dancers, each a different race. slim, nice body pretty face. paid to do whatever the man wants. no refusal. that’s where y/n had to step in. they had connections to the club. that’s how she got the job. her color was a deep wine red. her job was to get as much information she could and seduce jungwon.

the first week was hard.

you walked in the dark club around 9pm, bag in hand. you paid the bouncer and made your way to the back. you got dressed and it was finally your turn on stage. you chose a slow song and danced for a bit, mingling with the men throwing money. you teased and danced for around 30 minutes until the next dancer was called. you quickly pick up your mine and make it back into the dressing room.

“nice for a first time.” mumbled a girl in neon green.

“could’ve been better” said a girl in pink, fixing her lip combo

[monsterinxxxme]

uploading things i’ve written while drunk bc there’s so many and i need them gone from my notes pt.3 nsfw

Bg turning into girl +hk

the light seeped into the room from the curtains, casting a shine onto the wooden floor. Kai groaned softly as he lifted his head up, spotting his switch right infront of him. He must’ve fallen asleep while playing again. he sighed and sat up, rubbing his eyes as they adjusted to the light. He heard footsteps near his door then a knock. Before he could even process it Taehyun came in.

“Goodmorning,” he said while glancing around the room. “I made us breakfast, can you wake up Beomgyu?”

Kai lazily nodded, yawning before dragging the blanket off of himself. He watched Taehyun leave the room and go back the to kitchen. Kai dragged his feet down the hall way till he reached being his room.

He knocked softy, eyes tired. “Hyung?” He knocked again, still no answer. He twisted the doorknob slowly, opening the door and seeing Beomgyu on his gaming chair. He probably was playing games all night with soobin. He looked again and noticed beomgyus hair looked a bit longer from the back. Once he reached the desk he spun the chair around towards him.

“Hyung—“ he cut himself off. His breath caught in his throat as he stepped back. Why did Beomgyu look so…pretty? Yeah, Beomgyu is a pretty sleeper but. He looks more, feminine. Kai’s eyes raked down beomgyus body, pausing at the swell on his chest. Are those…breasts? Kai gulped, his face flushing up. This must be some kind of prank. Yeah. He must’ve asked the makeup artist to make him look extra girly, add extensions and put some time of stuffing in his shirt.

“Kai?” a soft feminine voice spoke up, laced with sleep.

Kai was dragged out of his thoughts looking back at Beomgyu who was sitting up and rubbing his eyes.

“Hyung…did you dress up last night and forget to take it off?” Kai mumbled as he looked at the floor. Half’s fiddling with his draw string.

“what are you talking about?” Beomgyu said as he stood up, feeling a strange weight on his chest.

He glanced down and screamed.

“What the hell!!?” He said while lifting his shirt to reveal his boobs. Kai’s face flushed up even more, he quickly looked away.

“Woah, where did these come from..” Beomgyu muttered. “Kai do you see this or am I just imagining things?” Beomgyu said as she rushed over to the bathroom.

Kai followed behind, watching Beomgyu look at his feature in the mirror.

“I’m a girl…” Beomgyu said in realization. “I’m a girl!” He said once again before running past Kai and out of his room.

Kai stood there in disbelief until he heard an “ow wtf—“ from soobin. And a “haha you can’t hit me im a girl!” From beomgyu.

For the rest of the day it went on like usual only that it wasn’t normal. Because beomgyu was a girl. the members would tease Kai for constantly staring a beomgyu.

By night time Kai was lying awake in bed. Eyes on the ceiling as he thought about beomgyu. It was so weird. He had so many questions. why was he a girl? How was he a girl? When would he turn back. Then suddenly, his sweatpants felt tighter than usual. He glanced down and saw his dick was half hard. Just from thinking of his hyung. He tossed around, trying to sleep and ignore his hard on for the next 10 minutes. Until he god fed up and walked out of his room and into the hallway, just as he made it to the bathroom door. He glanced as Beomgyu. He bit his lip, eyes furrowing in stress before walking towards it. He stepped in slowly, Beomgyu was too busy on his game to notice. Kai shut the door slowly, locking it before walking up behind Beomgyus chair.

“Hyung?” Kai said softly, Beomgyu still hasn’t notice.

Kai then spun the chair around, beomgyus face being shocked. “Kai? What are you—“ he glanced down, face dropping when he noticed the hard on.

Kai’s face was flushed. He always had some attraction to Beomgyu deep down, and now that he was a girl. It was his only chance. Now or never.

“Hyung…” Kai whined. Face flushed.

Beomgyu turned off his pc before standing up from his chair, his frame being smaller and shorter than usual.

“Uhm, what’s up?” Beomgyu said awkwardly.

Kai stared at Beomgyu with low eyes, hands nervous, as he played with the hem of his shirt.

“Can, “ he gulped, clearing his throat. “Can I …use you?” He said quietly. Eyes now on the floor, ears burning up. His pale skin was now flushed.

“…what?” Beomgyu was stunned, he backed up a bit.

“Hyung, please.” Kai whined again.

Beomgyu felt a pulse down there. His cheeks heating up.

“Wouldn’t that be…weird?” Beomgyu said.

Kai’s head shot up. “No! Especially since you’re a girl now.” Kai defending.

Beomgyu let out a sigh. “Fine—“

Before she could even finished, Kai was already on her.

His lips found hers quickly, the kiss sloppy and deep as Kai’s hands travel under her baggy t shirt, kneading her breasts. A small whimper coming out of beomgyus mouth. Eagering Kai even more .

He pushed her back on the bed, climbing on top of her, pulling her shirt off. He stared at her boobs in amazement before going down and kissed them, his tongue rolling over a sensitive bud. His fingers finding the other one. Beomgyu let out a shaky feminine moan. Causing Kai to groan in response. Beomgyu laid back looking down at Kai as he kissed down her stomach with low eyes. Kai slowly slid off her sweatpants, staring at beomgyus glistening heat. Kai’s hands slid under her thighs, lifting her legs up and he lowered his face into her. Beomgyu felt his warm breath on her. He licked a slow stripe down her folds, his nose

[monsterinxxxme]

uploading things i’ve written while drunk bc there’s so many and i need them gone from my notes pt.2 sfw

you we’re currently outside of heeseungs studio apartment, tears running down your face, face flushed, hands shaking. you had stormed , shutting the door behind you.

-

“are you fucking serious right now?” you yelled at heeseung, who was sitting on the edge of his bed. Scrolling on his phone. he didn’t even bother looking up.

“Who the fuck was she?” you said, voice shaky. Referring to the girl who had left not too long ago. She was in bed with heeseung when you arrived.

heeseung sighed, putting his phone down and looking up. “Why do you care?” The look on his face was uninterested and displeased.

“why do I care?— are you—“ you shut up immediately. Hands clenched. Heeseung stared at you with a neutral face.

“If that’s all, you can leave now.” He said, standing from the bed and heading towards the bathroom. You stared at the floor, tears threatening to fall as the door shut. you glanced up, seeing his phone on the bed. you immediately reach for it, opening it and finding his messages. The more you scrolled the more you felt nauseous, fingers gripping the phone, knuckles white. Countless messages from girls whose numbers weren’t even saved, some unopened, and some unreplied. all hookups. You felt sick. you scrolled to the most recent one

unknown 9:52pm

you could’ve told me you had a girlfriend.

heeseung;

shes not my girl

this whole time you thought the two of you had something special, but turns out you were just some girl he could fuck whenever.

just as you closed the phone heeseung walked out, with a sort of surprised face.

“Why are you still here?—“

*slap*

“what the fuck man?!” He said feeling his cheek.

“you’re such whore.” You mutter, throwing his phone somewhere in the room. “this whole time, you’ve been fucking other bitches behind my back.”

-

you stood there in the hallway, tears running down ur face. You had hoped he would come out, to explain or apologize but nothing. you sat at his door for around 20 minutes before sighing and standing up, walking back in. he was already at his desk, on that stupid computer, playing that stupid game with his stupid friends.

“Heeseung.” You called out. No response, just more clicking and taps of his keyboard.

“Lee heeseung.” You said louder this time. He looked back, lifting his right side of the headset.

“What are you still doing here?” he mumbled before going back to his came.

“Tell me you love me.” You whispered.

he looked at you then back at the computer before sighing. “ay, imma get off.” Heeseung said into his mic before closing the window, and getting up.

He stood infront of you and sighed.

“Say it…” you said, voice shaky.

“I love you,” he said quietly,

“Do you mean it?” you said , eyes watering up again.

He sighed, running his hand through his hair.

“No.”

“Why not heeseung?” You said. Tears falling again.

he shrugged, rubbing the back of his neck.

“Why don’t you love me?!” Yelling this time. Looking at him with shaky eyes. Breathing uneven.

he stepped closer, caressing your face before moving a your hair behind your ear.

[monsterinxxxme]

uploading things i’ve written while drunk bc there’s so many and i need them gone from my notes pt.1 nsfw

You were scrolling on your phone, laid on your stomach on soobins bed as he was at his desk on his pc.your head whipped up from your phone when you heard soobin cursing into his mic and dragging his mouse around hard. you crawled off the bed, appearing behind his chair.“Beomgyu, you’re literally low plat I don’t know why you’re talking.” Soobin muttered into the mic as he put them back into queue.

you lean into his headphones, listening along.

“I may be low plat but at least I didn’t go 4 to 12,” beomgyu snickered. Kai laughing along.

soobin glared at his monitor before speaking up. “you know what, fuck you guys. I’m getting off—“

You grabbed soobins shoulder with a smile. Before he could speak you shushed him before crawling under his desk. He looked down at you with wide eyes as you perched up on ur knees, your hands running up and down his thighs slowly.

He cleared his throat, muttering a quick “nevermind,” into the mic before gripping his mouse. as he got into the next match you watched him from below, his eyes looked down at your every few seconds, until he forgot you were there, completely lost in the game. The sounds of the mouse clicking and keys being pressed filled the room.

you heard beomgyu snickering again, you felt soobin tense up but just as he was about to yell out a comeback. You palmed him slowly through his sweatpants. He immediately froze, clearing his throat again before going back to the game.

you kept the pace up until you heard him curse again. Then you slid down his sweats down to his mid thigh. You watched them flex as he looked down, breath hitching. you laid the side of your face on his thigh, close to his half hard dick. Staring at him with low eyes, your breath making him shudder.