monster

big appreciator of monsters and cowboys and people's OCs (he/they/it)

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The devil talks to him; in his ear, in his blood, in everything he sees and doesn’t.

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Hate Micah with a PASSION. Yet he may be my favorite to read about?? I spent last night reading random rdr2 fanfiction and came across one where he was just SUCH a fucking loser, somehow worse than in the game, pining after Dutch REALLY hard, and it was like a "haha that man you're obsessed with hates you :) real bad :) that comforts me :) you freak :)" moment. And then I start searching for MORE loser Micah fics, and came across another where Dutch is... recipient? But in the way that every line praising Micah in any way is QUICKLY followed with "That rat." "That nasty man." "That beast." it's great. He might actively stress himself into a heart attack by acknowledging his feelings for Micah

I left so many comments last night just shaming Micah and calling him a freak loser and then turning to the author and thanking them for making him such a freak loser. I love you Micah writers. Please please please never stop making him a loser it heals me in impossible ways

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I usually hate playing dating games that focus on romance over lore or really anything but dating (y'know, the whole point of the game? Thus why I don't play dating games unless they've been recommended to me).

That being said. Date Everything? It's calling to me. Like I hear it whispering to me. Scratching at my door like a sad little cat that wants to be free from the rain.

The game. it calls to me. in evil whispers. The candelabra man.... Mac.... Skips.... I have seen like 4 shorts on the game and many drawings and I am enamored. I don't know a fucking thing about the game but I feel like maybe if I played it. it would like. cure all of my worries. with a hyperfixation and boundless creativity. Will you cure my burnout, dating game? Please? (The answer is no of course but I hold out hope that maybe Mac can cure me)

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My kitty think she's so smooth. When she sits right beside my cup of water and meows at me for pets and then DIVES in when I pet her. that's MY water girly get away!!! you're not smooth!!!

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Motivation to finish that book/game you've been thinking of making:

when you're done you can write your fav OCs getting dicked down for ao3! :)

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Been wanting to draw sm recently but I haven't drawn consistently in so long that I kinda suck at it again. Very weird and demotivating I should actually be Better after not doing it for a while what is this

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Reaching the point of Extremely Man to the point that I'm like "oh.. oh this is not for me" when I see "men dni" posts lol. Had to block the tag because tumblr kept recommending it to me, and then I'd like a post about liking women and then suddenly see men dni in the tags and realize that post isn't supposed to be viewed by my eyes even though I completely agree. I feel like I just walked into a shower with like 10 ladies every time I see that

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The one good thing about tumblr's new like system is seeing people get ratio'd for abhorrent comments.

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Scary when someone likes an old post and you have to come face to face with your old art style.... Like what IS that......

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Filtering ao3 tags is so fun. "Character A/Character B please" 200 results. "Ugh A/B, absolutely NO B/C!!!!" 40 results. "And no reader" 20 results. "And absolutely no B/D either" 12 results. "...How did C end up back in this ship again. Get him out of here" 6 results. None of them are intriguing except for the one you've already read.

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I am not immune to khajit little kitty faces. Buying Skyrim pretty much exclusively for the little kitty guys. They're so precious

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I think I have a thing for older, bearded elf generals apparently. Cuz uh... Thador from AFK Journey looks nearly identical to Ketheric from BG3, and I think they're both reallllyyyy handsome. Thador really looks like a younger version of Ketheric, he even has an action called the Moonveil Rite (that's a good reference to Ketheric's Selûnite past). They've even got similar circlets. Like, look at these two!

Oh my god I went to look for photos of them both, and found this one with Thador in front of the triangle (Myrkul's typical symbol)

It's perfect.

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Clearing out my drafts time :))

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Been so sick recently. All I've been able to do is watch youtube, read ao3 (end up too tired to read), try to write (fail), and cry. Horrible time

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Drawing and writing again finally :)

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Ignacious von Valancius.

My RT, very shitty man. As a death world survivor, he's particularly endurant and grew to have a very skewed sense on most topics. He's polite, says please and thank you and offers supplies and a helping hand to the weak, but very little times does he do it out of the goodness of his heart. He's pragmatic, knows he'd be nothing without a community, so he intends to nurture his people to its full strength so he's at his full strength (though, if they cannot be nurtured to a reliable state, he'd rather have them killed. "Rise to the top or be left in the dust" isn't just a standard he holds himself to afterall). He's also big on "keep your enemies closer", which is why he's often so willing to cozy up to people who share a mutual hatred of each other. He's a bit of a sadist under the mask, but because he really only acts on it with people who oppose him and his community, he's not seen that way by "people who matter". Yet, at least :)

Despite the fact he does most of what he does and how he does it for the sake of power, he builds very strong connections to folk and he's reliable and caring (in his own special ways). He's an insane ride or die, until he's betrayed (unless it was a mutual betrayal, that only excites him).

I plan on giving Iggy a corruption route, and having Marazhai ruin his morals. ...Not that his morals were particularly strict before, but even worse now lol

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forget cat in a hat here's gort in a hat