How Can I Still Be Human

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[monsterwithin]

“Stop that, it tickles!” | Hello uwu. |

Romantic/Fluff Sentence Starters!

Kao laughs, light and airy as he watches the girl wiggle. He didn’t have a very firm hold of her, but with her small frame, it was easy to keep her in one place, tickling her sides relentlessly. Still, at her plea, he lightened his fingers.

“Okay, okay, but you have to promise you’ll listen to me next time Eve.”

[historindies]

cruel intentions → sentence meme

[cruelintenticns]

historindies:

CONTAINS GRAPHIC LANGUAGE AND SEXUAL REFERENCES

❝You amaze me.❞

❝God forbid I exude confidence and enjoy sex.❞

❝Do you think I relish the fact that I have to act like Mary Sunshine 24/7 so I can be considered a lady?❞

❝I’m the Marsha Fucking Brady of the Upper East Side, and sometimes I want to kill myself!❞

❝So there’s your psychoanalysis, Dr. Freud. Now tell me, are you in…or are you out?❞

❝What shall we toast to?❞

❝Silly rabbit. My triumph isn’t over them. It’s over you.❞

❝You were very much in love with them. You’re still in love with them.❞

❝It amused me to make you ashamed of it.❞

❝You gave up the first person you ever loved because I threatened your reputation.❞

❝Don’t you get it? You’re just a toy. A little toy I like to play with.❞

❝Tastes good.❞

❝So I assume you’ve come here to make arrangements? But unfortunately, I don’t fuck losers.❞

❝Most people are sheep. Who are you to criticize something you’ve never experienced?❞

❝I just don’t think people should experience the act of love until they are in love.❞

❝Are you a lesbian?❞

❝I didn’t meant to offend you. I just picked up on a little bit of that lesbian vibe.❞

❝The only reason I let him keep up the charade is because the man has a mouth like a hoover. Oof!❞

❝This sure doesn’t take like an iced tea.❞

❝Yup. Then I fucked your daughter.❞

❝I’m impressed.❞

❝Well, I’m in love.❞

❝They told me they loved me, and I believed them.❞

❝Would you cut your psycho-babble bullshit!❞

❝There’s pictures of me on the internet!❞

❝My advice is to sleep with as many people as possible.❞

❝But that would make me a slut, wouldn’t it?❞

❝Fucking idiot…❞

❝Well I know this sounds corny, but whenever I feel the temptation of peer pressure, I turn to God and he helps me through the problem.❞

❝I don’t know what I could possibly say that would rectify the harm I’ve caused you.❞

❝The truth of the matter is that being with you was the only time I have ever been happy.❞

❝My whole life has been a joke. I prided myself on taking joy in others’ misery.❞

❝I succeed in hurting the first person I ever loved.❞

❝Please give me another chance. I’m a wreck without you.❞

❝You spend all your time preaching about waiting for love. Well here it is. Right in front of you, and you’re going to turn your back on it.❞

❝But you are going to have to live the rest of your life knowing that you’ve turned your back on love.❞

❝And that makes you a hypocrite. Have a nice life.❞

❝And how are things down under?❞

❝E-mail is for geeks and pedophiles.❞

❝That little wager of yours? Count me in.❞

❝ What are the terms?❞

❝In English? I’ll fuck your brains out.❞

❝Because I’m the only person you can’t have, and it kills you.❞

❝You’ve got yourself a bet, baby!❞

❝Everybody loves me, and I intend to keep it that way.❞

❝Why can’t we be together?❞

❝You wanna know why? Because I don’t trust myself with you.❞

❝You could be a model. It’s too bad you’re not sexy.❞

❝I can be sexy!❞

❝Keep your legs together. This isn’t Jamaica.❞

❝Introduce them to your world of sex, drugs and… what else do you do?❞

❝My God. You are completely pussy-whipped.❞

❝What happened to us?❞

❝You’re in love with them, you don’t love me anymore.❞

❝Hmm, quite the predicament you’re in.❞

❝Well let me tell you something, people don’t change overnight. You and I are two of a kind. At least I have the guts to admit it.❞

❝Not only will you ruin your reputation, you’ll destroy theirs.❞

❝I know how to alleviate menstrual cramps, thank you very much.❞

❝It’s not like you have a husband - unless you’re married to Jesus.❞

❝It’s not you, it’s me…I’m completely fucked up.❞

❝I thought I was in love with you, but it was just a lie.❞

❝I just wanted to see what you were like in bed.❞

❝I wanted it to work, but unfortunately I feel nothing.❞

❝You’re such a coward! Look at yourself!❞

❝Don’t touch me! Don’t touch me! Don’t fucking touch me!❞

❝I can’t stand that holier-than-thou bullshit, and yet, I’m completely infatuated.❞

❝It’s okay. You can laugh. I promise not to tell anyone.❞

❝Okay, let’s try it again only this time I’m gonna stick my tongue in your mouth, and when I do that I want you to massage my tongue with yours. And that’s what first base is.❞

❝They took down my pants and started writing the alphabet with their tongue.❞

❝I’ve been very well-informed of your reputation.❞

❝You promise people the world in order to get them into bed with you.❞

❝Relationships seem too distracting. I’d rather concentrate on my studies.❞

❝Get your ass on the bed and prepare for the fuck of your life!❞

❝How can someone so charming be so manipulative?❞ 

[h311houndss-deactivated20180714]

pretty people never lie, vampires never really die

[infpaesthetics]

vampire aesthetic for anon ♥

[burnedoutsuggestions]

                            how long did it take you to realize that

                                     ɏøᵾ Ⱥɍɇ nøŧ ønɇ øf ŧħɇm?

[monsterwithin]

sanguinwillow:

“It was .. good, I guess” she said shrugging. She sighed and stuck a strand of hair behind her ear, “I can’t believe I am.. not the only one, I struggle daily to be human, and ..I ..well, you do too, right?” She asked him.

She pulled out a thermos that had a straw sticking out of it, she sipped on it and started walking. “How..old are you, vampire age” she asked, curiously. “I was born in the 1700′s” 

“I was born in the early 1600′s... I was turned when I was twenty though, about three... four hundred years ago? It’s been a long time... I’m not sure how I’ve been able to keep my humanity all this time. No other vampire I met has ever wanted to be human.”

It was still so weird for Kao to meet another vampire who shared his humanity. He’s been alive for so long, it’s been almost impossible for him, he couldn’t imagine how hard it’s been for her.

[rpstartersforyou]

Romantic/Fluff Sentence Starters!

[shadcwmonarch-deactivated201909]

rpstartersforyou:

“You have something in your hair - let me get it for you.”

“Hm? Oh, sorry. I couldn’t help but stare at you.”

“Um, would it be okay if I held your hand?”

“Shut up and kiss me already.”

“You’re the most important person in my life.”

“Are you tired? Here, I’ll carry you the rest of the way.”

“I’m not much of a chef, but… I really hope you like this.”

“Sorry for calling so late - I couldn’t stop thinking about you.”

“I need you more than you need me.”

“I want to kiss you and hold your hand any time I want.”

“I can’t stop thinking about you… I can’t.”

“The truth is… I love you.”

“You like me more than you like them, right? Right?”

“Be mine. Please.”

“I am who I am because of you.”

“It’s been a long day… go for a swim together.”

“Wait, don’t pull away - I want to hug you for awhile longer.”

“Ah- I adore your laugh.”

“Stop that, it tickles!”

“Ouch, I bit my lip… kiss it better?”

“I don’t want to get up… I’m so warm beside you.”

“You’re so intoxicating to me.”

“Your eyes are amazing… do you know that?”

“You’re just so wonderful.”

“S-Stop looking at me like that! You’re making me blush…”

“Are you tired? Rest in your head in my lap.”

“You, Me, Order In, Netflix… waddya say?”

“I want to be more than just friends with you.”

“Fuck it - do you wanna get married?”

“Your smile is beyond gorgeous… please, keep doing it.”

“Whenever we’re together, I feel at home.”

“Will you say you love me? Pleeease?”

“Wait, don’t go! Can’t you stay the night?”

“Wow - you look… amazing.”

“*Puts hands over eyes from behind* Guess whooo?”

“I’m not jealous! It’s just… you’re mine!”

“I want to go on a date! I demand it!”

“We just met, this is crazy, I’m referencing a song… but call me maybe?”

“What? No! I wasn’t staring… I-I was looking at something behind you!”

“Do you want some? Here, open your mouth… I’ll feed you some!”

“It’s been a long day… here, let me give you a massage.”

“Is it alright if I call you princess?”

“It’s not like I like you or anything! … Okay, well- maybe I do.”

“I think your perfect. Even with your flaws, you’re nothing but perfect.”

“That was barely even a kiss! Do it again - please?”

“What? No. I wasn’t aiming for your hand. I was reaching for the, uh- popcorn.”

[rpmemeries]

❝30 texts to send to my muse:❞ | Sentence Starter

Warning(s): Alcohol

[ text ]: I woke up to a half empty bottle of cider on my dresser. I drank it and have no regrets. Morning.

[ text ]: I’d ask why there’s pictures of Kayne West all over my bedroom floor but I don’t actually want an answer at this point.

[ text ]: I can hear your life falling apart through the ceiling.  Shut up.

[ text ]: I just googled ‘Rarest Pepe’ and I’m crying.

[ text ]: I just brought the Spice Girls Greatest Hits.

[ text ]: I’ve had nothing to do all day so I’ve been learning the lyrics to ‘Trap Queen’.

[ text ]: Be proud of drunk me. I managed to only eat HALF of a large pizza this time.

[ text ]: We all got really drunk and communally agreed Bucky Barnes was a ‘cute little button babe’.

[ text ]: What a massive egotistical penis.

[ text ]: Does today require people clothes or can I just wear my pyjamas?

[ text ]: I’m certain he heard me shout and LOUDLY ‘nap time comes before pants time’.

[ text ]: I’m not responding to this because I have died. I’m dead. Dead people don’t answer texts.

[ text ]: I think I’m going to retire and become a hermit.

[ text ]: I want Lucky Charms.

[ text ]: I’m not surprised he didn’t show up. He didn’t arrange it.

[ text ]: I miss hugging you and smelling your hair (in a non-weird way!).

[ text ]: Why are you saved in my phone as ‘Prison Wife’?

[ text ]: I was in the middle of a check-up and the doctor quoted Jurrassic Park at me.

[ text ]: I replaced your apple juice with whiskey six months ago.

[ text ]: Why did you send me pictures of yourself dressed in all of my coats?

[ text ]: I’ve watched so much Peppa Pig I am reaching my point of insanity.

[ text ]: What a complete ball of Human-shaped trash.

[ text ]: You need to stop shouting about Communism in public places.

[ text ]: I was just legitimately asked if Human was a form of meat.

[ text ]: The Devil has a British accent.

[ text ]: You kept making train noises all night. Are you okay?

[ text ]: I just brought some muscle cream and I smell like a herb garden.

[ text ]: I think our neighbour may have gone rabid.

[ text ]: I realise we were joking at the time but are you considering a stripping career?

[ text ]: I don’t want to go out today. I’d rather wear wet socks all day.

[guillotinedaydreams]

— vampires

[monsterwithin]

favoritefadedfantasies:

His words offered her no comfort, and the huntress looked away. Blue eyes moved to her hand - he’d done so much damage with such a small action. But the hole slowly knitting itself back together made it clear that he was a threat to be taken seriously. 

Kao needed to know what they were dealing with. 

This secret - she’d carried it for so long. What would it feel like to let it burst from her lips? She’d never spoken these words to anyone, and in some way it denoted a strange intimacy with Kao - she’d only met him hours before, but necessity required this connection. How could they plan if they didn’t know the stakes? She wasn’t going to tell him everything - not the power of her blood, of course, but she might as well let him know that she wasn’t normal.

“Kao…” She started, looking up at the vampire again. “I’m going to tell you something now, and you must guard it with your life. I am only telling you because it’s important to how we deal with Ezra.” Tehra looked around, as if she expected Ezra to be listening through the walls.

“He’s right. I’m not entirely human. Let me ask you something - have you heard the myths of the Guardians? Humans enchanted to never age, be stronger, heal faster, and fight harder than normal humans?” The huntress asked, wondering if he’d come to the conclusion himself.

Concealed eyes moved to meet bright blue ones, his breath still unsteady from the events that unfolded earlier. He couldn’t be sure what it was that Tehra had to tell him, the seriousness in her face made his chest feel heavy, as if whatever it was that needed to be said would put a heavy weight on both of them, although it seemed that Tehra had been carrying this secret for a while now. 

“I can tell, your aura... The feeling I get from you... I could already tell you weren’t entirely human.”

That was the truth, it was a weird feeling he got whenever he got close to someone that was also of supernatural being. Humans didn’t flare up to much, but vampires and other supernatural beings set off a sort of alarm, his stomach tightening when they come within a certain distance. The feeling he got from Tehra wasn’t one of a vampire, but it was of something... something different.

“I don’t think I’ve heard of those. My knowledge of the supernatural comes from Ezra and my landlord Viktor, who happens to be a warlock.”

[monsterwithin]

sanguinwillow:

“You are right, I get off around 2 am, meet me out back”

When 2am came, she was off of work and standing out back, waiting for him. She couldn’t believe this, she had actually pinched herself to see if she had been dreaming. 

Kao wasn’t sure why he decided to go back and meet the vampire after the bar closed, but he found himself striding towards the girl nonetheless, hands in pockets as his fingers fidgeted with lint. 

“H-Hey there! How... how was the rest of work?” 

[monsterwithin]

favoritefadedfantasies:

It was clear she was listening very intently to his words, as her eyes never left his face. As he spoke her expression darkened, and she had to avert her gaze for a moment - she knew why Ezra was interested in her blood, but would it be right to tell this vampire?

The knowledge could put them both in more danger - if Ezra could manipulate Kao into telling him what she was, then he’d have the upper hand. But if Kao didn’t know then he didn’t have all of the information to make a wise decision. But what was the decision he was facing? To befriend her or to run? And would they really be forced to decide - if he left now and they never saw each other again would Ezra really pursue her? 

Ezra must’ve heard the myths - he must’ve suspected she was in face a creature of legend. But did he know what her blood could do? She’d heard some of the myths, they always mentioned she existed, but never mentioned the power she could give them. All that brought her back to one question - should she tell Kao?

“He did. Perhaps he thinks the blood of a huntress is sweeter because of all I’ve killed.” A shrug. She knew that wasn’t true, and she wondered if he believed her. “But I agree… he zeroed in on me rather quickly with quite an interrogation. I would expect him to be back. Do you think he intends to kill me? He’s quite a bit older than me and I don’t know how I would fare, even at my best.”

Kao did have to agree with the huntress when it came to how Ezra immediately went to questioning her, asking her about what she is and how old she really was. Ezra was up to something, he always was really, but this time it was different. It was almost as if Kao had led his sire to Tehra, it was all his fault that the huntress now had a marker above her head.

“Ezra is a very strong and old vampire lord. He comes from a long line of royal bloods, ancient ones. I’ve seen those who go against him...”

The vampire had lived under Ezra’s control for a long time, he knew how the man worked, but at the same time, so many parts of his sire were mysterious to him. There were few things that Kao was sure of when it came to Ezra.

“None survive. He’s... he’s a demon. A blood thirsty demon... With the way he reacted to you... We might have to be careful.”

[a5xc]

Survivors of the Marjory Stoneman Douglas High School shooting announce the ‘March For Our Lives’ on March 24 in support of gun control

‘‘… Not one more. We cannot allow one more child to be shot at school. We cannot allow one more teacher to make a choice to jump in front of a firing assault rifle to save the lives of students. We cannot allow one more family to wait for a call or text that never comes. Our schools are unsafe. Our children and teachers are dying. We must make it our top priority to save these lives…’’

[monsterwithin]

sanguinwillow:

Her breath hitched as he spoke. So it was true, he was a vampire, like her!

She stared at him agape at first..”I ..I can’t believe this, I thought I was the only one” She whispered loud enough for him to hear, but no one else. “I try to, be as human as I can, I try not to, feed off people, I am..I try to be normal” She hastened to explain.

Kao had moved now to meet her eyes, his expression of a mixture of shock and joy. He had never met another vampire like him, a vampire that clung to their human side. It was never heard of, but it seemed like there was one in front of him. Still, he was a little wary. There was still the fact that he’s never met another vampire like this. But then again...

“I-I thought I was the only one that tried to keep human. Usually once someone turns, they throw away their humanity, I-... This may not be the best place to talk.”

[monsterwithin]

sanguinwillow:

She spotted him sitting at the end of the bar, she handed a woman a drink, with a paced on smile and then looked back to him, her face blank. She still couldn’t really believe it. This had to be some sort of fluke. She sighed and made her way over to him, she pasted on a fake smile and spoke. “What can I get you?” She asked. She actually hated smiling. It hurt her face to keep doing it all day, but it was the rule.

She looked at him, still seeing that his aura was in fact that of a vampire. She must me dreaming. This was too unreal. How would she even go about knowing for sure? Without coming off as a loon?

Kao kept his eyes down, but he could feel the women walking towards him. Was she going to attack him? Tell him to leave? It wasn’t like he was going to cause any trouble, but he also wasn’t sure why he wanted to stay. Maybe he wanted to meet a vampire that was as human as him... or as close to it.

As she spoke he looked up, a little surprised by that smile. He could see the way her lips moved but her eyes were dark as she spoke. She was are wary as he was.

“What are you doing in a... human bar?” 

He spoke quietly, just enough for her to hear, but not enough for anyone else. 

[monsterwithin]

favoritefadedfantasies:

She’d touched on a nerve, that was immediately evident. A pang of guilt laced through her at the realization - his entire demeanor had shifted. She wasn’t surprised - Ezra had made clear the sort of person he was, and the sort of abuse he was fond of. Kao’s reaction made perfect sense, and she wished she hadn’t asked - the huntress hadn’t wanted to put him in a position like this. 

“I understand, I’m sorry for bringing up painful thoughts.” Tehra answered, glancing at the other. She only then noticed the contacts he wore - covering the trademark red eyes of a vampire. It brought her sadness - while she appreciated his humanity, the contacts made clear that he had a problem with what he was. Tehra supposed she could understand - she’d never wanted to be an immortal hunter doomed to a life of blood and isolation.

But his words did not ring true for her, she didn’t believe them for a second and the way her face dropped made that clear. Tehra shook her head as she spoke, meeting his gaze.

“As much as I wish you were right, I don’t believe you are. The way he looked at me - something in me caught his interest. Obviously you know him better, but men like that don’t typically release the things that interest them. And as far as not doing what I did again - I can make no promises. The minute I find a way to kill him, I’m going to do it.”

The vampire had waved her off when he apologised, Kao not really upset with her for bringing up the past. It was something he had to deal with everyday, his past an ever looming thought on his mind. But when he thought about it too intensely, too much... A chill ran up his spine before he turned his attention back to the huntress.

Kao nodded, Ezra did seem like he was interested in Tehra, if not a little too interested. The comment his sire made during the interaction and the way the huntress stood up to Ezra, it would have to have peaked his interests. This wasn’t good for them. Eyes drifted to the wound on her shoulder, the smell a little off. 

“He’s... I don’t know... I can never properly read him. He seemed... interested in you... Ezra was drawn to your blood... I could sense that much... The smell of it, he kept making comments about you not being... what, human? He asked ‘what are you?’, like that the fuck is that supposed to mean?”

Ezra’s motive always confused him, even spending as much time as he did with his sire, he never really learned him. Being locked away in the basement with little to no contact for days didn’t leave a very good impression on Kao.

[monsterwithin]

theravensdobe:

“That is money?” he asked, stunned. He took it back, looking at it with an awed expression. He smiled, “I see, ok, no..I meant, what country am I in?” he asked, stuffing the money back into his pocket. He looked around, he had no idea which buildings held food.

“Is there any place here that sells ramen?” he asked. He watched wearily as a few more cars drove by. A woman sauntered up to Naruto, her arm instantly wrapping around his. “Hey baby, looking for a good time?”

He grinned, “Sure! you know where any ramen is?”

How the hell did someone end up in the U.S and not know where they were? Did he sneak across the border or just he honestly just not know? It took Kao a second to pull himself from his thoughts to give the boy an answer.

“You’re in the U.S.A. The United States of America. Not very united if you ask me.”

The last comment was spoken under his breath, Kao having lived long since the first colonies. The second question was much easier to follow, as Kao did know a place that sold ramen.

“Yeah, there’s this little ramen shop about... I don’t know, ten or so minutes from here? Follow the street this way and take a left onto Jackson St, about half a mile down there’s going to be a small street to your right... 55th Ave I think? Turn there and keep walking. The shop says ramen on this big sign above it. It’s hard to miss.”