just wanted to let you all know i don't believe in magic anymore
i'm finally free!!!
i spent years desperately trying to find a solution to insitutional oppression in woo and magic and wellness grift bullshit. it's not there! i'm still disabled and my big plan of never going to doctors again post-medical trauma ended up really hurting me long-term. handing the reins to your health to a bunch of new-age grifters instead of your shitty doctors won't fix it, trust me.
i don't know what will fix it, but it's not agate water or taking doses of vitamins and herbs so big you have diarrhea or giving your blood to demons you saw on tumblr.
i especially regret the "research" i did and posted about here re: herbal effects on hormones. it was mostly vibes-based and a lot of it was likely dangerously wrong. i wish i'd spent that time talking to a competent gynecologist or endo instead; i could have been in less pain from my then-undiagnosed endometriosis many years earlier.
if you need a sign that you should re-examine your relationship to magic, astrology, spirituality, mysticism etc - here it is.













