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not to be emo trans but I really resent the fact that I cant look back fondly on any old photos of things I've done / places I've been because all of them are laced with the fact that that wasnt me and I cant see them without being reminded and when I talk about things I cant ever show photos without outing myself
hm I rly enjoy having friends and a social life but I really should assess my use of that to avoid being alone with myself huh
I’ve stopped wearing my binder to work bc it was starting to hurt but I didnt wanna just go w nothing so I got kt tape to hold my tiddies in place bc I’m at the point w weight loss where the size of my tiddies is nothing that is much more than an overweight cis guy but the way they sit is very feminine somehow but w the tape it helps a lot and so now I’m like. wigged out bc I never thought I’d lose enough weight to not have to bind and I thought if I did itd only be if I got like super skinny. but it makes me so much less dysphoric to use tape than my binder and my ribs love me already. plus I still have enough extra fat that it’s not restrictive at all. I can move freely nd all that. life is wild.
hey I'm gonna rb this w pics of how I wear the tape so scroll fast if u dont wanna see my tiddies
I use 2 strips each cut in half one to pull up so the fat sits like it would on a cis man and then the other half to pull to the side so the fat is more spread out. it doesnt make them go away completely but it at least lets me pass in loose button ups and sweatshirts without binding
lowkey thinking abt doing a Male sign snp somewhere.
I've stopped wearing my binder to work bc it was starting to hurt but I didnt wanna just go w nothing so I got kt tape to hold my tiddies in place bc I'm at the point w weight loss where the size of my tiddies is nothing that is much more than an overweight cis guy but the way they sit is very feminine somehow but w the tape it helps a lot and so now I'm like. wigged out bc I never thought I'd lose enough weight to not have to bind and I thought if I did itd only be if I got like super skinny. but it makes me so much less dysphoric to use tape than my binder and my ribs love me already. plus I still have enough extra fat that it's not restrictive at all. I can move freely nd all that. life is wild.
god when I was depressed I had shitty friends. like the guy I considered my best friend for like a solid year and a half was such a skeeze tbh. like first of all, hes almost 3 years older than me and when I was 14 I told him I had a crush on him but he was dating someone at the time and so nothing happened but then I realised it was just like. having a good friend and not a crush so I got over it but then he and his gf broke up and by then I had a crush on someone else nd they asked me out nd I told him bc friends and he got like genuinely upset and said he'd need to keep his distance for a while bc he had feelings for me. like. okay whatever..... and like at the time I was okay with it??? like looking back now I dont deserve that bullshit. I deserve good friends and good things. fuck shitty friends
a few nights ago I made out w a guy and then the next day texted him that I wasn't down to have sex right away but I also lowkey regret not hooking up w him bc he was rly cute. but like I dont wanna go back on what I told him bc I'm not down to fuck rn but I also like... need to get dicked down
me? self destructing in the face of criticism? what? never! my night plans always include smoking a shitload of weed and crying into some ice cream. I'm not unstable at all.
fuck I’m pretty sure I forgot to give one of the residents their night time meds last night and I’m freaking out bc I’ve only just started passing meds and i know it isn’t solely on me because the med checker didn’t catch it either and I’m just really fucking stressed because I’m really new and this is a decent fuck up. and like it was just a behavioral med not something huge like a seizure med but still. I’m just fucking dreading going in to work today
turns out, to everyone's surprise, my anxiety made this into a way bigger fucking deal than it needed to be. they were just like. o cool fill out the paper.
fuck I'm pretty sure I forgot to give one of the residents their night time meds last night and I'm freaking out bc I've only just started passing meds and i know it isn't solely on me because the med checker didn't catch it either and I'm just really fucking stressed because I'm really new and this is a decent fuck up. and like it was just a behavioral med not something huge like a seizure med but still. I'm just fucking dreading going in to work today
why am I like this
hey I know all I fucking do is complain but I'm stuck at work for 2 more hours bc I got sent to a different house. so I work until 11 when I was originally scheduled to get off at 9 and ive been at work since 7am and I'm fucking dying and my mom is coming into town tomorrow and I don't wanna deal with her shit and i need to clean my place tonight but I'm fucking exhausted so I'm probably gonna end up pulling myself out of bed early tomorrow and cleaning which I don't wanna do but you'll catch me dead before I let my mom think I live in a messy place like she does. bc my place isn't bad it's just small so a small mess looks like a lot. and I'm just really overwhelmed and want to cry and sleep and be with my dog nd I feel rly childish and bad when I get like this but everything is just so much right now
h eyo on Tuesday I'm gonna smoke weed nd watch b99 and coco w a cute guy and maybe make out nd I'm stoked
hhhh I just wanna make out w a cute guy rip I miss gabe so much.
hhhhhhhh I'm rly considering trying to hook up with a guy but I know I'm not in a good place today so I probably shouldn't but also I feel like this is the only time I'd be able to get out of my head enough to enjoy anything
if u see this pls give advice
I wish I was the type of person that could do hookups. I just wannaa..... have sex and not worry but I'm Stress about everything and don't wanna put myself in a situation where there's pressure to do something beyond what I'm comfy with. but I also rly wanna have sex bc I have days where all I wanna do is just like. get fucked but I never have the guts to initiate anything even tho i have at least one guy in Moscow that'd be down
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