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I would stare at the grains of light suspended in that silent space, struggling to see into my own heart. What did I want? And what did others want from me? But I could never find the answers. Sometimes I would reach out and try to grasp the grains of light, but my fingers touched nothing.

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helo friends!!  it is i, tatsu! after a long hiatus, i’ve come back with a reboot of one of my most precious sons, blair ashwood!!  he’s an adopted child, technically filipino born american, and a serious case of asian babyface… he’s a sweet spring child with, you know it, the angsty past.  but that’s locked until you’ve maxed out friendship levels and get past the facade of his happy-go-lucky enthusiasm. he has a deep-seated fascination with ghosts and the supernatural, and he’s ready to meet some demons and get possessed!!   if you could drop a like and reblog to spread this promo around, that’d be very much appreciated!!

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helo friends!!  it is i, tatsu! after a long hiatus, i’ve come back with a reboot of one of my most precious sons, blair ashwood!!  he’s an adopted child, technically filipino born american, and a serious case of asian babyface… he’s a sweet spring child with, you know it, the angsty past.  but that’s locked until you’ve maxed out friendship levels and get past the facade of his happy-go-lucky enthusiasm. he has a deep-seated fascination with ghosts and the supernatural, and he’s ready to meet some demons and get possessed!!   if you could drop a like and reblog to spread this promo around, that’d be very much appreciated!!

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helo friends!!  it is i, tatsu! after a long hiatus, i’ve come back with a reboot of one of my most precious sons, blair ashwood!!  he’s an adopted child, technically filipino born american, and a serious case of asian babyface… he’s a sweet spring child with, you know it, the angsty past.  but that’s locked until you’ve maxed out friendship levels and get past the facade of his happy-go-lucky enthusiasm. he has a deep-seated fascination with ghosts and the supernatural, and he’s ready to meet some demons and get possessed!!   if you could drop a like and reblog to spread this promo around, that’d be very much appreciated!!

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random things my professors have said (starters)

Just a bunch of random quotes from my professors during my first semester of college. Enjoy and feel free to make any changes !

“The heart is a dramatic organ. The bowels are also pretty dramatic.”

“I don’t remember why I put that picture of a water slide there.”

“By that time, you’ll have figured out my brain. I haven’t yet.”

“Woah, you have big shoes.”

“Zero is hero.”

“Make sure you don’t take my picture. I’m copyrighted.”

“We don’t really know what it’s like to be a rat or a pigeon.”

“Hello. Welcome to the planet.”

“I set you up.”

“You wouldn’t be able to tell if your toe fell off in the middle of the night.”

“I know you are a millionaire. I don’t want to talk to you.”

“You don’t have a clue.”

“I’ve taught you to see the fun in pain.”

“Get rid of the dog mask.”

“I actually think nasty things when I smile.”

“I know you don’t want to see me. I don’t want to see you too.”

“I’m just making stuff up.”

“The other day, someone called me nurturing. I was like, ‘you’re ruining my reputation’!”

“I said the exam is NEXT Thursday. Don’t scare people.”

“I wasn’t drunk, but I was acting like it.”

“Are you glaring at me?”

“I profoundly believe that humans are absurd creatures.”

“It’s my job to embarrass you.”

“When I was young–I’m still young, right?”

“Uh oh. [grunt] I’m okay.”

“If you solve this, I’ll buy you lunch.”

“I’m going to tell you a story about farts.”

“I know a lot about corn.”

“Wow, you are super. *high fives*”

“I didn’t do that!”

“I saw you walking past the library, and you looked as though you were lost in thought.”

“I’m glad to see that you’ve decided to stay.”

“In the game, you can die many times. In life, you can die one time.”

“This is just dessert. There’s a banquet coming.”

“What do you call it? A ‘snake’, right?”

“Don’t yell at me.”

“Impossible means ‘I am possible’.”

“You’re completely aroused.”

“There’s a stop sign. You have to stop.”

“I like sleep.”

“No one likes to feel pain. Actually–never mind, I don’t want to ask.”

“Do I sound cynical? I’m trying to be nice.”

“Dude, you wanna compete with Jimmy Hendrix? Fuck you.”

“I don’t want to talk to most people. It’s not a gender thing, please just go away.”

“We’re making tortillas now.”

“I’m not very nice.”

“Be careful, somebody might beat you up.”

“I can say nice things, but if you remind me, I’ll deny it.”

“The world’s fucked.”

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elysianrot :

as if it mattered much to her. she may be a priestess in another realm , but here , she was nothing more than his wife , his soulmate. if her other half came home from work covered in dirt , grease , sweat , she wouldn’t complain. in fact , she would never complain about ian. he was perfect , even when he was imperfect. 

“ oh ? ” it sounds like a pain , for sure. & while yueliang knows that they don’t need the money from his job ( she’s rich , after all , with all of those gems ), she understands the human sentiment of wanting to earn his money. he was an independent drake , after all. she slips under an arm so that she’s pressed against his chest now , chin resting center. "did you at least have time to eat your lunch ? i made your favorite.”

he looks down at her, as she’s finally slithered her way to his front, hues soft as arms rest around waist, pulling her flush. a chuckle slips from smiling lips as he leans down to brush his nose against hers.

“ who do you think i am? ...the day i don’t  eat what you make is the day i’ve been kidnapped my aliens and that’s my horrible, inept  substitute, ”  he leans back, only to press a kiss to luscious locks, exhaling quietly. this kind of happiness feels almost like a dream;  to have someone so beautiful revel in his presence and drench him in her ardent affections? if he were asleep, he’d never want to wake up.

“ right... so what mischief  were you up to today, babe? ”  

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elysianrot :

if benji had to describe the day , he would say it was long , tiring , yet , being beside roommate & other half revives him. in all honesty , he could careless about their teammates. all he wants to is to lay side by side with chai , to bask in beautiful & glorious presence. but , this is good too , nestled side by side in the restaurant. 

cheeks flush slightly , barely noticeable , before he clears throat. “ i’ll treat you instead, ” perhaps , they’ll treat each other instead. fingers brush chai’s as he grabs for the menu , a partial excuse for skinship , before he opens it up for both to see. “ what do you feel like having tonight ? ” he’ll probably ask to share whatever they both get.

another bright chuckle spills from lips, though the brush of warm skin brings to tanned surface a roseate tint that blossoms in both cheeks. the half-dimmed lighting allows some leeway, and he quickly leans back into the darker part of their booth. 

the chatter of the team melts away as he gazes at his beloved’s profile. as long as he’s next to him, everything is okay. a strand of hair hangs against his cheek and chai fights the urge to tuck it behind his ear. but to his question, he twitches, reviving from his thoughts as he leans closer, just hovering over shoulder.

“ hmmm...  something french? ”   it’s a joke, purely a joke, but it’s whispered so carefully that it’s become the truth.  “ ... just kidding. maybe. i want the jalapeno popper sliders. yum! so spicy! ”

he announces the second half of his statement, and one to his right slaps him on the back.  “ he likes it spicy! pogchamp??? ”

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DOODLES OF THE DAY: MY GOOD GOOD GOOD GOOD BOY NEXUS and my HORRIBLE BOy JAZZ

like here is a respectful good brother and heres his nasty little child, anyway fuck i still love them both LOL LOOK AT NEXUS’ NECK AND TELL ME THATS NOT A HOT ASS NECK

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all donned in their monochromatic styled jerseys after a hard practice scrimmage, their favorite restaurant waited at the corner, lights twinkling and the interior, warm and welcoming from the cold night’s breath. 

despite a plummeting team morale an hour back, joy has, once more, entered the fray, visage beaming, laughter brighter than the flickering streetlights. as they hustle in, chai squishes himself with lips curled in a dazzling smile into his roommate’s side, batting his lashes dramatically as one of their teammates chortles at his antics.

“ i’m gonna treat you, tonight! ”  he exclaims, though in the back, a laugh responds, “ you’re broke, dude, you can’t even treat yourself right! ”

well, he meant a different  way, but his double entendre slides well, it seems.

---to @elysianrot.

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elysianrot :

miki had been filled with excitement. it was unusual for the pair of lovebirds to go out together. gavin had a … dangerous profession , & hadn’t wished to catch the bakeneko up in it. of course , miki had always been content in the comfort of their home , curled up in beloved’s arms. he was never one to ask for too much from gavin , after all. 

so , when gavin informs him that their date has been … intruded upon , for lack of better words , a pout forms on his lips. not because he thinks its gavin’s fault , but because someone couldn’t let gavin enjoy his afternoon out. maybe they should take a vacation in another country. 

fingers tighten around gavin’s hand , a quick nod as curls of dark bob with it. ‘ of course, ’ gavin doesn’t even have to ask , or tell him. miki is simply happy that he was able to spend at least some time outside with him. 

regret pangs in his chest as he shakes his head, snowy locks catching light. there isn’t a day without action and for the first time in forever, he’s not looking forward to it--he’s rather apprehensive, hues flickering from corner to corner when he tugs his lover into a side-alley.

the hair on the back of his neck rises, even as he tries to keep tonality and gaze soft.

“ miki, if i tell you to run, you have to run, okay?  don’t look back and don’t stop even if you think you’re safe. i’ll find you if we happen to separate, though, okay, love?  ” warnings tumble from his lips and it’s all he can do to properly protect him. though, if injury befell him, surely he could never  find it within to forgive himself. he rummages in a pocket of his coat and unearths a half-mask, a cover for the eyes and nose.

“ put this on, ”  he hurries as his arm hustles them from the alley, turning to look behind him occasionally.  “ i don’t want them knowing what you look like. though, it might be a l’il too late for that. ”

his fingers are tight as they pull him close suddenly, crushing him into his chest as lips press an urgent, emotional kiss upon his hair. 

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elysianrot :

of course beloved would wish for something so incredibly random. at times like this , ming felt bad that his darling had to stay locked up in their apartment. but he knew the world was too cruel for huian , surely humans would taint him , would harm him. & the dragon could not , would not , let that happen to his soulmate. nose brushes along temple , smile evident on lips. 

                    peaches. 

if huian wanted them , then ming would make sure he got them. pulling back so that he can cup soft cheeks with palm of hand , he strokes the soft skin. ‘ peaches ? ’  he refrains from making a rather lewd comment , instead leaning down to press a delicate kiss to the corner of pouting lips. ‘ do you want to go to the garden & get some , my love ? ’

they gently gaze at him with sulky demeanor, though vision breaks as the briefest brush of their skin sends a shudder of satisfaction through their body. their lashes flutter at the warmth of his palm and digits tremble against the fine fabric of the dragon’s suit.

“ yes, ”  huian firmly comments, sending their lover a reproachful  stare from beneath lashes, though they relent at his following question as rose-kissed tiers curl into a satisfied, if childish, smile. they’re surely blessed with this wealth, they sigh.  “ will you help me? ”

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@dovecall VIVI BE KIND,, BE SOFT,, IM EXPLODING HERE,,, THANK U SM ;;;;; IM SHEDDING REAL TEARS RN

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its gavin!!! surprise!! a muse from this blog!! insane isnt it anyway here he is with my OG signature, , , at least drawing smth as simple as this takes way less time than yesterday! 

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ashdrawn replied to: [[MOR] anyway i was down so i started drawing...

sjfklsdjslkdjfskjklfj tHIS IS SO BEAUTIFUL !! i love your art <33

SKDJFLSKJflksjFL THANK U SM, ,,, im rly rusty so im hoping to improve more!! 

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anyway i was down so i started drawing again and eeeugh its fine im working on it itll get better anyway i love ergo fuCk 

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love me

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sweeps blair off his feet, twirling him around, and giving tiny kisses all over his face.

it’s completely unexpected and he lets out a shriek of surprise and glee when he topples over, only to find the world spinning with his head, a thousand thoughts dying on his lips as only laughter spills. he’s even hardly dizzy as his arms fling themselves around tae’s neck, pressing himself close to receive his warranted kisses.

as his legs point out in an exaggerated pose and his lips curl into an uncontrollably joyful smile, there is no  place in the world he wants to be except here, watching furniture blur back and forth with an addled mind, caught in someone’s arms, and drunk on a bliss he never thought would be possible for him.

his fingers rub symbols of love as they dance upon thin nape and his surroundings slow for a moment as he simply drowns in the swell of his feelings burrowed in his chest for so long. he hadn’t prayed in a long time, but some god out there heard his silent pleas, answered him in salvation shaped like a man.  his touch is holy and his breath like the wind; his hair are wildflowers that his fingers have dared to pick.

from all this, he just can’t stop laughing. out of choked tears and gratefulness, he gasps, “ tae, you missed your mark! ”

and in risking his own livelihood, palms release just to clasp his lover’s face close, planting a kiss on the rosy bullseye.