lily

lily• 21 • she/they • mathematics major • bisexual •a ghibli character (self-diagnosed)

[mooncrvmbs]

i have been inactive on this account for ages. everyone that has been here with me and this account since the beginning knows that this used to be an nct account. nct has taught me so much about love, about friendships and myself. i left kpop three years ago and since then i seemed to have harbored the feeling that i had left it behind as a relic of my past that i look fondly on. the mark news today made me realize that i am still the same teenager obsessed with her favorite group deep down. i needed to come on here and pen it down into existence to make it real enough for myself. i could never deactivate this account, i wouldn't dare. but i also will not be active on this account ever again, it only feels natural to do so.

may this account be an eternal archive of the group that taught me everything i know about love and friendships.

i hope we meet again <3

[girlmostlikely]

Is anybody else just really scared

[echoesofsaturn]

"slut era" i say as i rot and decay in my bedroom and watch the years pass me by as i miss out on core experiences other people my age are having while i think about the past

[kaashina]

maomao and jinshi are so barbie and ken coded bcs maomao has a great day every day but jinshi only has a great day if maomao looks at him send tweet

[neo--queen--serenity]

someone call our man an ambulance

[krmna]

[kaashina]

maomao and her dedication to never discovering anything about jinshi's personal life

fake idgafer final boss

[kaashina]

maomao when every important figure in the empire keeps asking for her help

[neo--queen--serenity]

Maomao, every time she looks at Jinshi:

[kaashina]

i think it's funny that some people would use maomao as an example of a 'strong female lead' to put down other shojo girls who are traditionally more girlish and feminine and emotionally sensitive (or 'crybabies') as if maomao wouldn't be the first one to jump into their defense if they're in the same universe. maomao is literally the most girls' girl, empathetic, understanding girl you'll ever see and she'll hate you for putting other fmcs down to lift her up

like. how do you like maomao bcs you're supposedly a feminist but you hate like a man??

[realspoiled]

gentle cleansers, green tea, at home workouts, fruit bowls, face masks, spf 50, pink nails, jewelry always, hair masks, body milks, late night runs, sparkly claw clips, hair massages, lip serums, balanced salads, night routine, vitamins and supplements, sunglasses sun hat combo, princess treatment, floral bouquets, vogue videos.

[thriftstoredoll]

It’s no longer shoujover everyone…we are shouback

[mooncrvmbs]

me losing absolutely any interest in a manga when they kiss in the very first chapter is a concerning habit

[mooncrvmbs]

I HAVE THE URGE TO FINISH THIS DEGREE AGAIN (i just got a pink calculator)

[eulerseverything]

This proof is left as an exercise for the grader

[uuuuuhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh]

He's right tho

[pikapiqzy]

you think the vibe at 221B couldn’t get any cozier, and then you remember that one time Holmes rambled on about his early cases just to avoid cleaning the flat.