Hri

she/her i post things in my mind

[moondusttown]

i only hate bleeding my guts out every month

[moondusttown]

my usual passwords had numbers from my birthday and my ex’s birthday, yesterday while creating a password for a new site i decided to change the usual and so i changed one of the numbers. today while re entering the password, i realised that instead of changing my ex’s birthday to a new number, i changed mine. it was a 5 year old relationship and it has been more than a year since we broke up btw

boy i am so doomed😂😂😂😂💔💔

[moondusttown]

i shoot my shot by dreaming about them btw

[moondusttown]

hate it when i go to take a shower and open the bottle of shampoo but it’s the one i used in childhood so now i can smell being 12 and 15 and now i have to take a solid half hour bathroom floor time to stare at the void :D

[moondusttown]

saw my university campus that i dont go to anymore in a dream for the first time. this isn’t going to be fun

[moondusttown]

it does, infact, not get better

[moondusttown]

how it genuinely feels to cry over and goon to the same person at 3 am

[moondusttown]

how i lowkey b movin in public

[moondusttown]

anyone else has this underlying fear of never finding love? that ur never going to have the marriage u dreamt of when u were 15 and 20? that no one is ever gonna look at u the way that one boy did when u were 19? yes

[moondusttown]

“i swear it was real and i swear he liked me too!!!” i scream as they drag me through the white walled rooms

[moondusttown]

i have become the very thing i feared, a male avoidant

[moondusttown]

idk how to flirt but i will make u hate my guts :P

[moondusttown]

the first and second days of my periods have me feeling so inhuman, like im just flesh and meat and bones and blood, like something rotten and not human, my existence disgusts me to my core

[moondusttown]

something abt me that doesn't make me go past the first date

[moondusttown]

the way i never get past through a first date implies that i might be the problem

[moondusttown]

girls create lil deadlines for guys in their head, like they give him a week to improve, if he doesn't, he's getting blocked. i do something similar but it's more like, if he doesn't text me by friday, im gonna text him first and ask him out. yolo

[moondusttown]

whenever y'all see me posting here too much, just know that i have a humongous crush on some guy who's not on this app