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so i had my graduation yesterday on halloween dei and when i was signing my diploma my titties just compleeetely, logged out.

logged the fuck OUT they were like 'girl i'll see you at home' like its so fucking ugly i dont even want to watch back the photos.

and i know, i often have something negative to say and think about my photos, but in this case i am right to be fucking bothered. and i often think why didnt i get the fucking big naturals i am owed as a big bitch! but when i think of the glee of large breasted ppl when they get breast reductions i find myself forcing myself to count my blessings. especially how they say they can grow back with time, virtually undoing a lot of the work 🥲

but yeah i wouldve preferred a shred of fucking titty in my hunched over photo of me signing my hard earned masters degree.

moonjong-starboy

Anyways

If i reflect on my degree and the role of tumblr in it, (for whoever is actually still paying attention btw lol)

A huge part in my journey to my masters in sociology is due to my activity on tumblr. As being a "sjw" came up, it resonated a lot with me and my interests but also what i stand for. It was because of this i was led to sociology in the first place and now (with gods will inshallah🙏🏾🤲🏾) i get to become a part of the policy advisors that concern themselves with exactly the issues raised on tumblr of empancipation, inequality, systemic racism and colonialism and economy, but hopefully in a position that can actually implement structural progression on these issues.

I dont know what kind of person i would've turned out to be without tumblr. I probably still would've had a deep concern for humanity but mayhaps less activistic? Or, maybe i wouldn't even be alive because in all fairness my tumblr has caught about 13 of the darkest years of my life and still counting. Where in all honestly i can say there hasn't been a single day death or suicide HASN'T been on my mind during that time. But i don't know maybe the fact that i get to scream into the void here helped diffuse a little? I cant say for sure! But my time here definitely made me better person - even if it hurts to care so much about everything, and everyone.

I hope now i get to start feeling a little more glad to be me every single day to counterbalance the depression 🙏🏾

#inside that red binder is my diploma #my entire legs from thigh to toe still hurt because of those bloodclaat boots. i shouldve worn my fake yeezys on everything #those boots ruined my fucking day for real

There was an autistic kid on tt whose mother asked if you could have anything in the world what would it be and he said "a normal brain" or something and the mom was taken aback (idk i scrolled too fast) but i was like bitch metoo tf🫠

I think there may be something fundamentally wrong with me but im hormonal so i cant be certain right now so for now i'll try to keep my finger off the metaphorical trigger but goddamn!

Goddamn🫠

#i say goddamn🫠#let me go to bed before i start thinking in overdrive again

anyone noticing a continuum glitch in pop culture?

the parents in tv shows (also animated like bobs burgers) used to logically be young in the 80s during flashbacks of their youth.

but we're so far in the future that those "20 years ago" flashbacks no longer automatically correlate to the "80's" but the y2k era hasnt really settled as the known "past" for current tv-parents yet.

i was watching bob's burgers and they showed a lil flashback of linda in her teens in obvious 80s attire, and i remember that they had more of these snippets also containing her sister gayle when they were in school. but all those moments were set in the particular 80's backdrop.

to make sense in this timeline they would either have to age up (in their 60s for example) or their "20 years ago" flashbacks should be the y2k era. but in all honesty that does not sound as enticing and interesting as being young in the 80s😅

i think the 80's serves as a safe anchorpoint for "tv-parents' youth" because it wasn't tainted by life with smart phones and hear me out. it serves as a romantic yet iconic time of "simple people"with eccentric interests and iconic cultural fashion that wasnt yet victim to the endless hyper fast fashion and communication cycles and we may feel like life then was slow enough to actually romanticize it but far away enough to mystify it by those who werent born then.

using y2k as an anchor point in history for tv just sounds unappetizing because a lot is demystified by hypercommunication maybe less unbridled joy in societies. the end of blissful ignorance?

kindof the way like gen alpha and gen z grew up with all the information in the world at their fingertips but lack the will to actually look things up, meanwhile earlier gens used to use encyclopedias to obtain information. they "know" everything already so theres no mystery left, only instant gratification.

i dont know if i'm coherent btw i just spent at least 4hours in a shinee induced daydream psychosis having conversations with myself in korean

(i had a really bad day)

#and 20 years from now it's going to be even worse to look back #because what do you mean “yeah my parents were on tiktok during the pandemmy of 2020 doing the renegade dance challenge”#instead of in the clubs snorting the last of the purest cocaine and enjoying not being surveiled constantly by peers or ai companies

At some point we all just decided our phones were gonna wear clothes and that was just it.

No more naked phones

wantbytaemin

okay just this and then i go about my business but like even though this is like a cute and funny thing it’s such a testament to how INSANE (positive) shinee are. might i remind you these guys are all over 30 years old with their own solos and with not nearly as much practice together as they used to get. there are no excuses for anyone ever bc shinee are the standard and that’s just that