so i had my graduation yesterday on halloween dei and when i was signing my diploma my titties just compleeetely, logged out.
logged the fuck OUT they were like 'girl i'll see you at home' like its so fucking ugly i dont even want to watch back the photos.
and i know, i often have something negative to say and think about my photos, but in this case i am right to be fucking bothered. and i often think why didnt i get the fucking big naturals i am owed as a big bitch! but when i think of the glee of large breasted ppl when they get breast reductions i find myself forcing myself to count my blessings. especially how they say they can grow back with time, virtually undoing a lot of the work 🥲
but yeah i wouldve preferred a shred of fucking titty in my hunched over photo of me signing my hard earned masters degree.
Anyways
If i reflect on my degree and the role of tumblr in it, (for whoever is actually still paying attention btw lol)
A huge part in my journey to my masters in sociology is due to my activity on tumblr. As being a "sjw" came up, it resonated a lot with me and my interests but also what i stand for. It was because of this i was led to sociology in the first place and now (with gods will inshallah🙏🏾🤲🏾) i get to become a part of the policy advisors that concern themselves with exactly the issues raised on tumblr of empancipation, inequality, systemic racism and colonialism and economy, but hopefully in a position that can actually implement structural progression on these issues.
I dont know what kind of person i would've turned out to be without tumblr. I probably still would've had a deep concern for humanity but mayhaps less activistic? Or, maybe i wouldn't even be alive because in all fairness my tumblr has caught about 13 of the darkest years of my life and still counting. Where in all honestly i can say there hasn't been a single day death or suicide HASN'T been on my mind during that time. But i don't know maybe the fact that i get to scream into the void here helped diffuse a little? I cant say for sure! But my time here definitely made me better person - even if it hurts to care so much about everything, and everyone.
I hope now i get to start feeling a little more glad to be me every single day to counterbalance the depression 🙏🏾













