I don't want to lead a bad life, wasting away my time as I always have. On this blog, I'll record the journey I'm on to finally become the person God wanted me to be - who I really need to be.
I thought keeping a public digital diary of my progress would motivate me more than just constantly spiraling and talking to myself as if I'm the worst person in the world for having issues. So far, it's working out very well!
My body, as it is now (November 16, 2024):
Weight: 65.9KG
Body fat %: 32.7%
Waist circumference: ~28 inches
My goals:
Physical:
Gain more muscle
Do cardio at least 3 times a week
Do yoga every day, minimum 20 mins
Learn belly dancing properly
Learn industrial dancing
Have a good posture
Go hiking at least once a week
Eat 100% clean (NO JUNK EVER!!!!!!!!!!)
Fall into a regular skincare routine
Stop biting my lips and actually heal them for once!!!
Cut out synthetics from my life (especially from hygiene products)
Recycling my waste properly
Take my vitamins regularly (including spirulina + chlorella)
Improve my gut health (aka eating WAY more fermented stuff)
Drink at least 2 liters of water per day regularly
Grow out my hair longer (aka get into hair oils and masks)
Generally repair the damage birth control has dealt to my body (ultra detox needed)
Juice cleanses once per week
Fast one day out of the week
Fast for at least 14 hours per day
Drink more tea!
Lifestyle:
Engage with my hobbies more
Learn how to knit
Learn how to crochet
Learn how to sew
Become an excellent chef
Learn how to make soap and candles
Learn how to grow animals and care for them
Learn embroidery
Learn how to make lace
Become better at doing fancy hairstyles
Get back into drawing and actually become good at it
Learn an instrument (harp of some sort, probably)
Learn how to weave fabric/how to make textiles in general
Get good at time management (NO MORE WASTING TIME!!!!)
Learn pottery/clay sculpting
Learn wood sculpting
Learn corsetry (part of sewing but it's very specific)
you are shaped by what you absorb: visually, mentally, emotionally. if you constantly take in noise, negativity, and mediocrity, your perception dulls; the world starts to feel flat. but when you surround yourself with depth, beauty, and intentionality, your inner world expands. the books you read, the art you admire, the way you speak to yourself - it all becomes part of you. choose carefully, because what you consume is what you become.
Madeleine Eastoe of The Australian Ballet, as Clara, in The Nutcracker (2007).
The lead roles managed well and lived up to their parts. Madeleine Eastoe as Clara was all bright eyed wonder, light and girlish in her steps and confident with her repertoire.