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forever worthless and a burden

“followed by your man and” whoever the fuck else

the cyerce elegans sea slug srsly has no business looking this ethereal

Sometimes it feels like this hasn’t even healed

wondering what i did to deserve to be lied to

maybe i am easy to replace.

maybe i am not as admirable and wanted as I had been believed to be.

There is something in you: it’s mean. With a malevolent impulse. You want to hurt people. You want to hurt me.

I did nothing to deserve to be hurt. I have been nothing but kind to you. I have shown you nothing but love.

One day I will leave.

I will leave.

I will.

And the memory of me will haunt you.

You will go places and it will remind you of me. And you will weep.

Your eyes will swell. Or maybe your heart simply will tremble.

One day I will leave.

And only then is when you will realize what you truly had missed.

Only then is when you will think about what you should have done.

Could have done.

Would have changed.

Would have said.

Yesterday, today, and tomorrow you are cruel.

Your words deliberately used as daggers, for reasonings I will never understand

I gave nothing but love.

One day I will leave.

And there will be a hole in the garden of your heart where I used to water the fruit of your soul.

Why can’t I just accept that you’re horrible for me ?

“You’re such a dumbass”

“I fuckin hate you sometimes”

If I tell you something bothers me why is it a debate?

I’ve received so many birthday wishes today;

But I feel more dead than alive.

It’s nights like these,

Where you’re not very far at all;

That’s when I feel the most abaondoned.

It took me longer than it needed to, to realize I did something horrible to you. I’m so sorry.

we were made for this.