Im seeing BTS for the first time this year, been a fan since 2016. C: Really excited, but I also cried because I went to call my mom first thing to give her the news but I lost her in August. I catch myself still doing things like that.
BTS means a lot to me, has helped heal me in ways I cant really condense down. They were there with me while I processed being told I wasnt good enough as an artist by the nau art board on graduation day. There through the following depression, throughout covid, there while I watched Dad die slowly of cancer, while I watched grandma die, while I watched my uncle lose himself to alzheimer's before dying. There with me when mom died from cancer as well. Its just... been a lot the last few years and each time there was always an album or single they put out that would help me process it all. So being able to see them in person and experience a concert like theirs Is going to be wild to me. Cant wait.