Hear ye, hear ye- I have an Announcement
I’m, uh, taking a step back from tumblr. I’ll be back in October, but I’ll be gone for the rest of this month. More under the cut regarding it, but for now I give y’all a fond see ya~
Stepping back is nothing I want to do, but right now I’m not feeling really good. This time of the year, my mental health takes a pretty steep nosedive and, honestly, I have some things going on in my personal life that make me uncomfortable posting on here- or, really, anywhere with my screen name.
There are people in my life- in my face to face life that I see all the time- that don’t respect my boundaries. I don’t tell anyone irl about my tumblr or ao3 or anything like that. Unfortunately, there are people that have found out despite my efforts to keep this a private, personal thing separate from irl. I think of this as a space for me- a space where I can come to relax and chill and just be without having to hear about it from someone I know or without having to worry about their opinions or having to deal with the fact that everything in my life is shared with people when I want to keep things separate and for myself sometimes. It’s a boundary that’s very important to me.
Unfortunately, it’s a boundary that’s been violated in the past multiple times. And, right now, I feel like it’s something that’s being violated again.
I don’t feel comfortable on here right now and it might just be me being paranoid- it might just be my brain having a field day without my insecurities and worries and frustrations. But. The fact of the matter is that I don’t feel comfortable here right now.
More than my frustrations with my boundaries, it has a lot to do with my mental health as well. I don’t want to be on here while I’m feeling bad. I don’t want to get worked up and do or say anything that might make others feel uncomfortable or unhappy or anything like that.
So. I’m going to take a step back this month and concentrate on other things and try to focus on getting my shit together. Or. Keeping it together I guess.
I have stuff in my queue right now, so I’m just going to let it keep posting while I’m gone. I might pop in every once in a while just to see how a few mutuals are, but I don’t think I’ll be posting anything. Maybe on ao3? But I can’t promise anything there either.
I’ll come back in October and hopefully I’ll have some Writes for my fandom stuff and some good vibes for the rest.
I wish y’all the best.
💕Mora
