Hear ye, hear ye- I have an Announcement
Iâm, uh, taking a step back from tumblr. Iâll be back in October, but Iâll be gone for the rest of this month. More under the cut regarding it, but for now I give yâall a fond see ya~
Stepping back is nothing I want to do, but right now Iâm not feeling really good. This time of the year, my mental health takes a pretty steep nosedive and, honestly, I have some things going on in my personal life that make me uncomfortable posting on here- or, really, anywhere with my screen name.
There are people in my life- in my face to face life that I see all the time- that donât respect my boundaries. I donât tell anyone irl about my tumblr or ao3 or anything like that. Unfortunately, there are people that have found out despite my efforts to keep this a private, personal thing separate from irl. I think of this as a space for me- a space where I can come to relax and chill and just be without having to hear about it from someone I know or without having to worry about their opinions or having to deal with the fact that everything in my life is shared with people when I want to keep things separate and for myself sometimes. Itâs a boundary thatâs very important to me.
Unfortunately, itâs a boundary thatâs been violated in the past multiple times. And, right now, I feel like itâs something thatâs being violated again.
I donât feel comfortable on here right now and it might just be me being paranoid- it might just be my brain having a field day without my insecurities and worries and frustrations. But. The fact of the matter is that I donât feel comfortable here right now.
More than my frustrations with my boundaries, it has a lot to do with my mental health as well. I donât want to be on here while Iâm feeling bad. I donât want to get worked up and do or say anything that might make others feel uncomfortable or unhappy or anything like that.
So. Iâm going to take a step back this month and concentrate on other things and try to focus on getting my shit together. Or. Keeping it together I guess.
I have stuff in my queue right now, so Iâm just going to let it keep posting while Iâm gone. I might pop in every once in a while just to see how a few mutuals are, but I donât think Iâll be posting anything. Maybe on ao3? But I canât promise anything there either.
Iâll come back in October and hopefully Iâll have some Writes for my fandom stuff and some good vibes for the rest.
I wish yâall the best.
đMora
