⛧𝐃𝐄𝐂𝐄𝐌𝐁𝐄𝐑 𝐌𝐎𝐎𝐍

—— 𝐀𝐑𝐄 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐃𝐈𝐒𝐆𝐔𝐒𝐓𝐈𝐍𝐆 ?

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This blog feels so cluttered and chaotic. I'm going to say fuck it and do a re-vamp. It's overwhelming me too much. Plus I need a fresh start. Only issue? The blocking. So,consider this a heads up for an archive <3

[starei]

wanna kiss all your troubles away

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@fxntasmagoria / gags for billy its so lame but this is how she feels about him uwu

[sayumwinchester]

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@xavierplympton1984

[feedtheflies]

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It feels so nice writing Scout again <3 I’ve been so lazy and down on myself(not only for RL shit but writing wise too) lately. I apologize for the late replies and I hope no one thought I forgot our threads or dropped them. 

[moved3677]

A snort came from him when she mentioned that Stu would infact jump if Billy told him to. “Dont worry i wont go letting him jump just yet. I still need that asshole around.” He said with a smile before meeting her eyes. “ I need both of you.” He clarified. “But yes im getting antsy. Its almost been a year, i think its time.”

He figured doing it on the one year anniversary of killing Maureen would hurt Sid just a bit more and that was enticing. “I just think it would hurt a bit more. I gotta do something else if shes not going to put out and i can throw that in her face.” He said before pausing. “Sorry for bringing that up again. Anyways i was thinking of throwing a party. Well Stu mentioned the idea first but of course its my decision at the end of it.”

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Scout was beside herself with thinking of the plan. It consumed her every thought and more and more it would take over her mind completely. To say she was antsy was an understatement. She was stoked,the anticipation was killing her but she knew she had to hold her shit together for Billy,otherwise it’d fuck everything they’d been planning up. She rolls her green hues at that,smile on her face.

’’You know I’m right though,he doesn’t shut up about you sometimes and when he’s stoned with just us its worse.’’She chuckled at her brothers antics,he really amused her and was there for her when no one else was,even Billy at times but she couldn’t blame Billy,he had his own shit going on and she wouldn’t ask that of him. Scout had her own ideas but Billy’s were more set in stone than her own,she wouldn’t screw this up for him nor would Stu.

‘‘No,no I totally agree with you on that. It’s just taking its sweet time getting here,you know? I mean,we’re all antsy as fuck to do it but this shit takes planning,neither Stu or I can fuck up because we want it done sooner.’‘She smiles softly at him to let him know she’s serious,she doesn’t want him to think she’s going to puss out on him. This was a long time coming and they were going to do it,there was no turning back and that wasn’t an option even the day of Maureen’s death. 

‘‘A party? Well,fuck everyone tells me this late. I’m always the last to know,I swear. But I’m in,I’m always in as long as there’s lots of booze. Got to go all out,you know?’‘

[bloodyxballetmoves]

 @morbidgrl asked “i don’t want to mess up what we have.”

“I will never stop being your friend just because we might break up Scout. What we are doing right now is just the next step to friendship and nothing should make you think that anything will change the way I think about you unless you want it to that is.” He looks her in the eyes and tilts his head to the side with a cocked eyebrow and playful smirk. “I promise you nothing is going to happen to mess up what we have babe. I promise.” 

[bloodyxballetmoves]

“He blackmailed me into doing gay porn or ‘gay for pay’ as he called it, said I owed to him because of what he did for me and at the time I thought I did to but now I know that I didn’t owe him anything. I should have just walked away when I had the chance and severed all ties with him but he’s still got me doing porn to pay him off for helping me only now it’s straight porn and I don’t know what to do Scout.” He looks at her and then shakes his head “That and the pay he gives me when I make one is five times more than I make at the studio in a month.”

He plops down in a chair and looks up at her “I don’t want you thinking that I’m whoring myself out cause that’s the last thing I’m doing, it’s just that I’ve gotten comfortable. I like the clothes that I can buy the things that I have and the money for all that comes from making porn for Blake but it makes me feel dirty. I don’t wanna do it anymore but I’m afraid that he won’t let me go. I mean having a face like mine in your movies is going to make you a lot of money.”

“I understand if your angry about the ones that I’m still making but don’t hold any of it against me. I still feel somewhere that I owe the man for saving my life and getting me clean, I know what he’s doing to me is wrong but maybe I’ve been around that wrong for so long that I think it’s right now. I hate second guessing myself like this, this is something I only used to do with mom and that was a long time ago.”   

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To say she was surprised and not surprised at the same time was an understatement. She knew she had a bad feeling about this Blake guy he'd talk about from time to time but she never knew for what reason,and now that she knew the truth about Blake,she wanted to find the man and do something she'd get thrown into prison for. How did she not see any signs that Xavier wasn't the same? Did he just hide it really well? He hadn't given her any inditcation he was hurting,or hiding something and now that she knew she was pissed at herself for not being able to help him or see signs. She was fuming,but was trying not to let Xavier see that,though it was obvious since her face turned red from pure rage. She needed to chill the fuck out and be there for him now that he'd told her. So,she takes a deep breath and exhales slowly to calm down and speaks after a few moments of beating herself up and envisioning Blake's brutal death.

❝I get why you didn't want to tell me. But I wish I knew so I could help you then,I didn't think anything was wrong,you know? Looking back,I didn't see anything wrong or off about you,and I wish I had known.❞She says honestly,green hues focused on him and only him,she's pissed off sure,but not at him. It was all directed to Blake. How fucking dare that asshole try to black mail her Xavier,and force him to do this? The pay didn't matter,money did not matter what mattered was Xavier's well being and his happiness and this gay for pay was obviously not something he wanted to do. She was still seething but calmed,thinking of him was the only thing to calm her down now as it normally did for her when she was angry or upset,and she watches as he plops himself on a chair,frowning at what he says to her.

❝I don't think that of you,Xavier. I know you don't want to do this and I know that Blake has power over you because he had helped you and he feels like you owe it to him to do what he wants with you. I want to fucking kill him,X. I'm not even mad at you,nor do I hate you - its him I hate and want dead. I had to calm myself so I wouldn't blow this all on you and didn't want you to think my anger is on you.❞She really couldn't hate Xavier,even if she wanted to. He was one of her best friends and someone who understood her and loved her for who she was inside and outside. He just got her in a way no one else did,besides maybe Montana. She sighs,and wonders what they hell was going to happen now,was Blake going to somehow find out about her and try to hurt her or use her to fuck with Xavier? So many questions but none to throw at him now,it wasn't the time for that,she needed to hear him and help him and that's exactly what she's going to do.

❝You may have a face carved by angels,but that doesn't give shitty,creepy men the write to treat you the way he does. You're so much more than a pretty face,Xavier. And I'm not angry with you,I can't be. I'm angry at him. I'm glad he found you when he had,but this isn't right,and one day or another that man will get his karma. I know what happened with your mom haunts you,Xavier,but this guy...he's not even a man,he's pathetic and he's using you. And you might have to stop me from going after him myself.❞

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lil headcannon.~

Scout pretty much forces herself to make friends,and that includes going up to people she finds interesting enough to attempt to make conversation with. It’s ballsy of her to do but sometimes whatever charm she has draws the other one in,and then when that happens - she’s left wondering what the fuck to do about it when she’s getting to know them,and giving them little details about herself takes a lot,building that trust,and dynamic with others takes a lot in general. She doesn’t open up easily,and doesn’t just throw her trust at just anyone. Give her time to adjust,even if she approaches you first and you’re willing to get to know her,give her time to prepare herself to call you her friend or vice versa. Eventually,you’ll know her like the others who’ve known her for years(and some since birth) as long as that takes,she’ll be loyal as fuck and always be there for you no matter what.

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@lcngdays​ continued from ask.

It had been by pure chance and dumb luck she’d be around for something like this to happen. She’d heard the gunshot,but didn’t know which direction it came from until she found the source through whoever got shot howling in pain and she was able to find him there,blood spurting out of the wound. She had been cautious at first,but he obviously needed help and Scout was no expert on taking out bullet wounds - this would be a first. 

She’d be damned if she was going to let some stranger die in these woods. She knew the woods well enough,spending time here,picking up dead birds,shit used for black magic and witch craft purposes,the usual shit Scout did. She had her back pack on her,always did when she came around these parts and he was lucky as hell to come across her and she wasn’t going to let him bleed out.

She sighed,biting her lip and leaned down to observe the wound,’’You’re gonna die out in these woods if you don’t let me help you. You just met me,but you’re gonna have to trust me if you want to live.’’

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Do you ever read your old threads from years ago and want to gag? God I was horrible,why didn’t anyone tell me? I feel like I was trying too hard back then,honestly lmao.

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        𝐋𝐎𝐎𝐊 𝐈𝐍𝐓𝐎 𝐌𝐘 𝐄𝐘𝐄𝐒 𝐃𝐎 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐒𝐄𝐄 𝐀𝐍𝐘 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄? 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐎𝐍𝐋𝐘 𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐆                                                          𝐈𝐒 𝐀𝐆𝐎𝐍𝐘.

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Oh it’s 100% worth the wait. Any pizza is,if you ask her. But she did have a type,same with men and woman as it was with pizza. She was excited to show him the joint,it was one of her go to’s,she eagerly nods her head,not at all fazed by the line a head of them.

❝It is worth the wait,I promise. We can order more than one pizza,if you want to try more than one to really get your taste buds into it.❞She grins,and does agree the line is long as fuck,now that she’s  focused on it and not at the thought of the pizza,that’s how good it was. 

❝Think you’re right,maybe we should get it delivered. I’ll happily pay for ya. ❞

          “ We ? ” he scoffs , laugh trickling out with a shake of the head . No way he’s standing in that line . Gabriel would much rather sit around bored in his own shop all day . “ Best pizza around is my Nonna’s , and even that was a quick hour waiting around inside her apartment  . ” It wasn’t true — but if it was , he’s sure kosher pizza would be just as good as this gourmet elevated shit . New York style for sure . “ Sorry , wait — Do I know you ? ”

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Shit she hated the confrontation when ever she attempted talking to people. It was hard enough,maybe she should've just stayed quiet. But she wanted to meet people damn it,its the whole reason she's even out of her house today. 

She's listening to him speak,earning a few looks from people near by,the usual up and down due to her usual get up - spiked leather jacket,ripped up black jeans,and her trusty combat boots. Her bullet belt probably didn't help the stares either,but it didn't bother her,she was more interested in anyone who'd give her a chance,really.

❝Your Nonna sounds really cool. And uh,no not really. But I come by your shop sometimes and see you from time to time. Didn't expect to see you here too. Figured I'd give talking to you a try. Sorry if I weirded you out.❞

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I think everyone should make a post with just a ❤ and let mutuals comment on the post with nice things :’)

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