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I will literally never be beautiful

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Haven’t been posting because I’ve been busy! Not giving up!

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Who needs munchies when you can just smoke a bowl and clean everything in sight lmao

Fighting for that stoner aesthetic I guess, being a fat stoner doesn’t feel right 😩

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Sept 15, 2019

Last weight: 180.8

Currrent weight: 178.4

Think I lost some water weight so that’s good! Much comfortable seeing myself under 180. Hopefully I can still keep going down. 3 and a half months until the years over. I wanna be at least 150 by the end of the year. Which is about 30lbs.

Not working today so just gonna relax and smoke some weed and try not to eat especially when the munchies come on. It’s all willpower. That’s all I need to focus on. It’s all in my control. No one can force me to eat except myself.

Goal is to stay under 1000 calories. Tea and water only.

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Here goes it again!

Sep. 13th, 2019

Current weight: 180.6

Ate bad yesterday, today’s plan is to go to work in a few hours and eat when I get home at 10pm. I have veggies pre cooked all I need to do is warm them up and not buy snacks.

Honestly it’s easy not to eat at work, it’s after that I struggle with because I smoke a lot of pot and get hardddd munchies. It’s all willpower though. Time to stop using munchies as an excuse to excess eat.