LDS Mormon Cover Up

The LDS Mormons hid violent child abuse and child sex abuse at their Church Meetinghouse

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Rubbing

You have three magic genie wishes, what are you asking for? Undo the child sex abuse I suffered. Bring my sister back to life. Hold my criminal parents and the dirty cop accountable for their crimes.

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Cannabis and PTSD

Which topics would you like to be more informed about? Cannabis is the only medication that reduces my panic symptoms I am diagnosed with several mental health disorders, the primary being Post Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD). It started in 1984 when I was six years old. Read what happened to me here (new tab). In 2008 I began working with my primary care physician on my anxiety and…

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save yourself

Share a lesson you wish you had learned earlier in life. L-R: Me, Courtney* (RIP) and Murph* My mother received a letter from school in 1984. The letter indicated that I had been sexually abused as a 6-year old first grader. My mother did not report the abusers. They were other children that learned about sexual abuse from somewhere. They sexually abused me, Courtney and Murph in…

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destabilized

How are you feeling right now? Florrie Holy water, drown it outSave me from my sins I’ve been worrying about the same old thingsI tried to block ’em outBut somehow they keep getting in, ohI’ve learned to satisfy the riddles in my mindI can’t help myself, guess it’s a habit of a lifetime And I don’t feel afraid to sayIt’s all a little bit messed up but that’s okay‘Cause there is beauty in my…

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Thank you for your support and time over the years. -Joseph*

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Australia

If you won two free plane tickets, where would you go? Aussies really do say that. RIP If I won plane tickets I would head to Australia. I have dual U.S. / Aussie citizenship. If the situation in the U.S. continues to devolve, those tickets might be one-way. Could I handle the spiders, snakes, crocodiles, sharks, and all that? Don’t let it fool you. Koalas are vicious. I’m a fraidy cat but…

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Black Celebration Disintegration Viva Hate

What’s your definition of romantic? If you have read any of my blog, you know that I lost any chance of experiencing normal “romance” when I was six years old. I lived in a bubble of abuse and disassociation from 6 to 18 years old. Twelve consecutive years of grey and black. The only color in my life was red. Red like the shirt I was ****** in. Red like my skin after **** would beat me. Red…

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Work-related injury

Have you ever had surgery? What for? In the late 1900s Sony was the champion of home televisions. This was the era of heavy glass & plastic televisions that required a substantial stand. It was common for a 36-inch TV, a GIANT screen for the times, to weigh more than 100 pounds. A picture of a very old Panasonic television. It is sitting on a heavy duty television stand. A scientist can…

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It is low on my list

How important is spirituality in your life? A Mormon Temple sensitivity or attachment to religious values. the quality or state of being spiritual Webster’s Dictionary After the religion of my birth turned on me, it is hard to even consider spirituality being part of my life. I think that spirituality can mean the search for meaning in this life. In a state of spirituality, one may think…

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Money, it's a crime

What are the most important things needed to live a good life? “You get a good job with more pay and you’re OK” Maslow’s hierarchy of needs Maslow’s hierarchy of needs is a conceptualisation of the needs (or goals) that motivate human behaviour, which was proposed by the American psychologist Abraham Maslow. The pyramid begins at the bottom with physiological needs (the most prepotent of all)…

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Chris Kamoze

If you had to change your name, what would your new name be? This bastard gave me, his bastard, two of his names. I am going to change my name before I die. I have been aching to change my name since this man told me that he didn’t care that he hid the SA his children suffered. “SO WHAT!?!?!” He bellowed at me when I asked him how he felt about concealing the child SA. May 2021. I have a…

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I used to be afraid of my mother

What fears have you overcome and how? Mother in the late 1960s I used to be afraid of my biological mother. I used to freeze around her. I used to be so afraid of her I would wet the bed. My earliest memories are of my mother screaming. My mother hitting me. My father straddling my mother and holding her wrists together while she screamed and gnashed her teeth. Writing this blog and…

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Do you practice religion? no. no. no. no. no. no. no. no. Religion ruined my life when I was six years old. Learning about the gory insides of religion at such a young age was traumatizing. Still here? Check out my new podcast: https://rss.com/podcasts/mormoncoverup/

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Working for 30 yrs

What jobs have you had? I inherited my father’s work ethic. Me and father in 1983. Here’s most of the jobs I’ve had, in alphabetical order. Which sounds the most fun to you? account manager biscuit maker bookseller bus boy carry out cashier concession district manager electronics sales gas station attendant general manager it consultant janitor line cook operations…

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Belonging and self-esteem

What does “having it all” mean to you? Is it attainable? Maslow’s hierarchy of needs is a psychological theory that organizes human needs into five levels, typically depicted as a pyramid. The levels, from the bottom to the top, are physiological needs, safety needs, love and belonging, esteem, and self-actualization, with the idea that basic needs must be met before higher-level needs can be…

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My sister

Who would you like to talk to soon? Courtney’s real smile. This is Courtney when she is surrounded by people that care about her. I would like to talk to my sister. I want to know how she was so brave when we were kids. I want her to know how much our time together means to me. I miss her. Rest in peace. 💐 Award winning Courtney Courtney smiling Courtney’s last xmas Courtney after…

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A survivor.

What is the legacy you want to leave behind? Fixe abused children, one wearing a mask. The little girl covering her ears was not abused. I am a survivor. That is the legacy I want to leave. I overcame incredible odds to make a life for myself. My parents actively worked to prevent my success and happiness. My parents did not help me in any way, I made it in my own. The church I was raised…

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