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When life gives you lemons…
TLDR; Life is hard.
✏️ Word count: 94 ✏️
📖 Estimated reading time: <1 minute(s) 📖
T/W: None
🌸 My youtube channel (lots of fun over there…) 🌸
Blog type: Educational, NSFW, Rant, Life Update, Late Night Thoughts.
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Life never seems to distribute suffering equally.
For some people it seems like they cant go a day without it and for others it seems like it barely ever crosses their paths. This is a big reason why I no longer believe in religion. We are all put on this earth but the playing fields are different for everyone. Yet those born into a life of suffering and those who live a life of luxury, all pray to the same God. But to me it seems like only one persons prayers are getting answered.
How do I remove others expectations from my own?
TLDR; -
✏️ Word count: 294✏️
📖 Estimated reading time: <2 minute(s) 📖
T/W: None
🌸 My youtube channel (lots of fun over there…) 🌸
Blog type: Educational, NSFW, Rant, Life Update, Late Night Thoughts.
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Somehow this feeling always seems to come back to me one way or another. No matter how much I grow and change, I can never escape this horrid need. I wonder if its because I thrived off of peoples praise growing up (and well into my adulthood). That pat on the back whenever I accomplished something to someone else’s liking. But, what happens when the things that I desire don’t align with what you want for me. What if, what you think is best for me is slowly poisoning me from the inside?
I’m not sure where the lines got blurred and I lost sight of what I really wanted for myself. Who and where would I be if I listened to only my voice and not theirs. I have more questions than answers and looking in the mirror I feel sad. My sense of direction feels skewed. I can’t diffuse between ‘what is right for me’ and ‘what is just right’.
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Getting more creative with my art
TLDR; I’m kinda bored with my art rn, need to find a way to make it more interesting for myself…
✏️ Word count: 268 ✏️
📖 Estimated reading time: <1 minute(s) 📖
T/W: None
🌸 My youtube channel (lots of fun over there…) 🌸
Blog type: Educational, NSFW, Rant, Life Update, Late Night Thoughts.
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I’m kind of getting bored with my own drawings… I like the progress that I’ve made over the last couple months/ years but when I look at my artwork it’s hard to see a story in any of it. I follow multiple art creators and all their artwork is really engaging or better yet tells a story and that’s what makes it memorable. Besides them all being really talented artists.
- 𝕊𝕖𝕧𝕖𝕟 𝕞𝕚𝕟𝕦𝕥𝕖𝕤 𝕚𝕟 𝕙𝕖𝕒𝕧𝕖𝕟 -
𝔼𝕟𝕛𝕚𝕟 𝕩 𝕗𝕖𝕞!𝕣𝕖𝕒𝕕𝕖𝕣
✽𝕎𝕣𝕚𝕥𝕖𝕣'𝕤 𝕟𝕠𝕥𝕖: A shortish piece I conjured up! I wrote this with a timid black reader in mind, but other girlies are welcome to read. I haven't really written in suggestive/sensual pieces before in previous fandoms, so this is my first genuine attempt! I may look into doing this in the future!
✽𝖧𝖺𝗉𝗉𝗒 𝗋𝖾𝖺𝖽𝗂𝗇𝗀!✽
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The bottle of cheap beer spun and settled on the man opposite me. My muscles stiffened. The ringing in my ears overtook the hollering group, drowning me.
“Hey.”
His hand came into view.
An offer.
I took it, using the time to find his gaze. Enjin’s smile was gentle—surprisingly so, despite not being too far removed from his usual demeanour. Something shone beneath his golden eyes. I feebly mirrored Enjin’s smile as the pair of us made our way toward the wardrobe.
“Seven minutes, you two,” Semiu said, eyeing two of us. “The timer will start once you guys are inside.”
I nodded curtly. The wardrobe was used for storage, naturally—its smoky wilting paint was evidence of its service. I kept my eyes trained on it, counting the bronzing bolts to keep my thrashing heart at bay, when Enjin’s voice pierced through my fog.
“You okay?” He asked.
“Y-yes.” I said.
My voice hadn’t come out how I wanted. Meagre and tiny. I cleared my throat.
Breathe.
“Let’s do it.”
Enjin peered at me for a moment before easing the door open. I slipped through it, with him close behind. It took a moment to shut, then we were plunged into murky dark.
The silence rung my chest tight.
“Enjin I—”
“Look, sweetheart,” he said, “I’m not the type of guy that forces a girl to do something she doesn’t wanna do. We can just wait it out. That’s cool, so you ain’t gotta worry.”
I chewed my lip.
Enjin seemingly leaned against something, the furniture sighing under his weight. I urged myself to speak despite the proper words sinking into the hollow of my throat.
“That’s not—” I began. “I-I want to—”
“You kissed anyone before?”
The question shocked my nerves. “Of course I have!”
Enjin laughed then, the sound snaking around my muscles with the charm he wore like a coat. It weakened my
unease. “Really now? How long has it been since then?”
I crossed my arms. “I don’t see how that’s important right now!”
“I mean it is.” He chuckled. “Especially considering how nervous you are.”
“You—!”
I retreated—pressing my lips together before I uttered the wrong words. ‘He’s so insufferable!’ I thought. ‘Him and his stupid face!’
His stupidly handsome face!
Enjin sighed. “Look, I promise I was being serious earlier. We can just stay here and chill, it’s all good.”
“I want to do it, Enjin.”
I froze. Heat rippled across my brown skin, nipping at my ears at the sound of my own words. “I-I mean if you want to as well, of course.” I babbled on nervously. “The dare I mean— y-you know, just in case you didn’t get what I meant by ‘it.’ Which naturally could have several insinuations, but I what I actually meant was— ”
Something coiled around my wrist. Then, it tugged.
Lingering air escaped my lungs, my other hand found Enjin’s chest.
“You pinch me if you feel uncomfortable, alright.”
He was close.
So unbearably close.
“Right here.”
He took my trapped wrist, guiding my fingers along his forearm.
“Real hard. So I feel it.” He said. “Promise.”
There was no question in his words. Only earnest concern.
My pulse rushed through my ears. I could feel it again. His gaze. Only it was tenfold, confining me to a space with him alone. His scent blurred my senses. Cedarwood with a hint of something sweet. His free hand settled on my waist, prompting me to inch closer with a gentle squeeze. With lithe caution, Enjin’s breath rose to my lips—biding his time.
“_______.”
I jumped. “Yes?”
“You haven’t promise me yet.”
My pinky went looking for his, winding around it the moment I found it.
“I promise.”
Slowly, our lips brushed together before settling fully. Bliss blossomed in my mind with the electric spark of alcohol—inviting a rugged warmth I desperately craved. I was left to wonder a fluffy maze, a drift in the boundless blue. Courage simmered in the depths of my stomach. My fingers rose up Enjin’s torso, running along the bumps and dips of his toned stomach, only to rest entwined around his neck. Enjin’s tongue sought entry. I granted it. Calloused hands traced my hips and thighs, hoisting me up onto his lap. The furniture groaned at the added weight.
Breathless, I tried to break away, but Enjin caught the plush of my lower lip between his teeth, enticing me back to devour me again.
Breathing deeply, Enjin broke away. His mouth found my neck, leaving trail of open, feverish kisses along my skin.
“You’re too cute, you know that?” he murmured. “You smell so fuckin’ good too.”
The space left between us was ripe with heat. I writhed in Enjin’s arms, sultry whimpers leaving my mouth before I had a chance to stop them.
Something rung beyond the walls of our gloomy heaven. My heart sank as my fervent dream crumbled away.
I’m sure Enjin had heard it too—but he continued cradling my figure.
“Listen,” I pleaded weakly, “We... should get going.”
Enjin grunted—displeased.
Warmth bloomed in my chest. Just a moment longer. My fingers outlined Enjin’s jaw. Then, our lips found each other again. We both sighed, our bodies mending together in what ecstasy we could steal from this finite moment.
I leaned in close, brushing my nose against his.
“...Let’s get going, yeah?”
Enjin didn’t speak for a moment. Then, he cleared his throat.
“Yeah.” He whispered. “Let’s go, sweetheart.”
Finding peace in being bored
TLDR; 6 months after quitting my job and on the days that I’m not at work, I find myself twiddling my thumbs.
✏️ Word count: 270 ✏️
📖 Estimated reading time: <1 minute(s) 📖
T/W: None
🌸 My youtube channel (lots of fun over there…) 🌸
Blog type: Educational, NSFW, Rant, Life Update, Late Night Thoughts.
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Firstly, HAPPY NEW YEAR! I hope that everyone spent it well.
I’m really looking forward to this new year, but in a different way to what I’m usually used to. Instead of thinking of it as this grand restart to my entire life existence, I see it more as a continuation on how I have been evolving as a person.
When I quit my job last year I found myself with a lot of time in my hands. And part of me wanted to get a list and start blocking out each part of my day to be as productive as possible, the other part of me just wanted to be lazy and not do much of anything really. I was/ am mainly doing the latter. But, the guilt that would usually plague me when I decided that I wanted to bed rot instead of conquering the world never quite set it. An outcome that I wasn’t really expecting but really embraced. I really like that I can just be bored for the sake of being bored, the feeling of the majority of my life being given to work is no longer there so it feels like my nervous system is finally starting to recover. No longer in the fight or flight mode, but instead, just resting.
Having a part-time job now has also helped me I believe because I don’t have that overwhelming feeling that I won’t be able to eventually pay my bills. Anddd I’m about to start in a new position, which I’m really excited about so really looking forward to that too :-D.
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Thanks for reading if you got this point, see you next week!
Mosha xoxo
First sketch of the New Year 💫 hope everyone spent it well <3.
Trying to get myself to do more male anatomy
I think I’m going to test out doing art streaming to help improve my art skills
TLDR; Will streaming me drawing help to improve my art skills and build a community? Only one way to find out!
✏️ Word count: 320 ✏️
📖 Estimated reading time: <2 minute(s) 📖
T/W: None
🌸 My youtube channel (lots of fun over there…) 🌸
Blog type: Educational, NSFW, Rant, Life Update, Late Night Thoughts.
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I’ve tried streaming once or twice and averaged like 2/3 viewers, but never dedicated time to it long term. This was partially due to me being really tired after work, so in turn not having much energy to stream anyways. However, I’m ready to give it a good go this time round. It was definitely good practice doing it in the past, so hopefully I can get it up and running easily enough again.
So what am I trying to achieve with starting an art stream…
Continuous improvement of my art skills (on a semi-set schedule)
My brain functions well when I build a routine for my life. This is great from one side, but disastrous when something falls out of place and I feel like my entire day or week is ruined. But, I believe overcoming this will be easy by starting off with short live streams once a week. Especially since I don’t have a fixed work schedule at the moment, there is no point dedicated multiple days to streaming if I won’t be able to follow through with them and consequently feeling like a failure when it doesn’t get done lol.
Create a small community
Another one of my goals is to create a community as well. I’m not entirely sure what sort of shape this is going to take yet, but by testing the waters maybe it will become clearer to me. I just want this small corner of the internet to be a safe space for people to come and hangout. My interests varies from art to gaming (Fortnite and Love and Deepspace mainly) to books and more so being in community with people who share the similar interests would be really fun and fulfilling!
I’m really excited to try this new venture and see what comes of it. And if you are interested in joining I’ll be streaming on Twitch (@moremosha) to get started : ))
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Thanks for reading if you got this point, see you next week!
Mosha xoxo
I've noticed that my emotional capability are very limited (for the most part)
TLDR; I think I have/ express emotions a lot less than other people and I don’t know how to change that.
✏️ Word count: 238 ✏️
📖 Estimated reading time: <1 minute(s) 📖
T/W: Briefly touch on anxiety.
🌸 My youtube channel (lots of fun over there…) 🌸
Blog type: Educational, NSFW, Rant, Life Update, Late Night Thoughts.
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This is going to be a short one. Mainly me just questioning life and throwing it into the void, of which is the internet.
Couple days ago, I was chatting with my friend and I was essential saying that I don’t think that I feel emotions the same way as other people. People will have a varying amount of emotional sensitivity and that can be due to a lot of different aspects in life (childhood, personality etc). And I can definitely see that growing up I held a lot of emotions close to my chest and prided myself on my ability to “just get over things”. Not for any reason in particular, in my head it just felt like the easiest way to navigate life and my teenage years.
But, now as an adult I struggle with expressing my emotions effectively. This is particularly notable with my “happy” emption, there are many a situations where I notice the people around me are very happy. And though I smile and laugh, inside I just feel neutral. It’s like a distant feeling within my own body. In those moments I often feel confused and look for social cues from others to help gauge my own emotions, which is its own issue within itself.
I want to be able to feel more because anxiety finds me easy peasy, but happiness seems to lose its way often. And I’m not sure why. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Thanks for reading if you got this point, see you next week!
Mosha xoxo
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