Your apologies don’t mean shit if you keep hanging around terrible people. Why would anyone want to feel comfortable talking to you or “forgiving you” if you hang out people who have been openly transphobic, homophobic, antisemitic, talked about peoples family, and chronically harassed many people online. You openly support people like that and we’re supposed to believe that you’re different. Bullshit.
i’ve noticed recently that people have this obsession with me being isolated. everyone wants me to be completely alone from the few people that have been apart of my fandom experience for years. you all also have absolutely no idea what kind of relationship i have with them now or ever had, because no one has asked or cared. all you have are things said through third parties, out of context screenshots and you just believe them without any proof whatsoever because it confirms a bias you already had about them and myself. it’s also weird that your acceptance of my apology and/or words and actions are contingent on someone else. if you don’t want to accept my apology, then so be it, but don’t use this excuse because in actuality, you never actually wanted to accept it or talk to me anyway. either way, that’s okay and i’ll move forward regardless.
i don’t align myself with and/or support people who are horrible and/or bigots (transphobic, homophobic or any type of -phobic), zionists (in any capacity), racists, etc., so you must ask yourself where the evidence of these claims are. if you have any, please feel free to message me off anon (or on it, doesn’t matter to me as long as proof is provided). i would love to see them, so i can understand and bring it to their attention. i’ll turn on anon submission with media.
tl;dr: i said it before, and i’ll say again: stop coming in my inbox with accusations with no evidence. if you have valid evidence, i’ll acknowledge it, address them and if no explanation or growth is provided, then i’ll do something about it, but just be honest with yourself: you don’t want to accept my apology, and that’s okay too. my friends don’t control my views, who i can and can’t talk to, etc. i can and will speak to whoever i like. i’m so tired of talking about this and it’ll be the last time i say it, so any other further anons like this will be ignored unless you got evidence.
edit: i also don’t care what you “believe” about me, because truth be told, no one really got to know me and who i am because they never cared or tried to. i know who i am, i made mistakes, etc., made an decision to get better and that’s all that matters. i know how i am aiming to improve, change, etc., and i can only move forward knowing that. so, if you believe xyz, keep going with that. i’m not on a mission to disprove anything, force people to talk to me, force people to accept my apology or whatever you think i’d do. if you do accept my apology, awesome. if you don’t, okay. i don’t expect friendship from anyone i’ve hurt and am just grateful that they even want to talk to me to hear the apology. it’s unfair to even ask that of them. so, please, your assumptions, accusations and conclusions will stay put in my inbox. i only did this one so i could speak on it for the final time.
