The steam was still rising out of the tub. Marcus laid unconscious, a glass formally filled with whiskey and sleep aides set on the ground next to a kitchen knife. He didn’t snore and his breath was soft enough not to disturb a butterfly's flight path. His hair was tussled; he was clean shaven for the first time in weeks. Amelia could feel the lack of tension as she massaged on either side of his neck.
She worked his skin, fully expecting him to take up and break her plan. Part of her wondered if she kept kneading his neck in hopes he’d wake up and stop her. There would be no protest, no screaming or begging. A marriage that had never been absent of noise was suddenly suffocated with silence. Amelia picked up the knife and felt the weight in her hand before gliding it along a sharpening steel. Her eyes moved from her work to Marcus and back again.
It was half an hour later, she was standing in her bathroom with a gun in one hand. Her hands were coated in blood like a cherry in chocolate, making a mess of things with blood drops and smears lining a path from the bathroom to her feet. The plan was to shoot herself through the head, she didn’t want to spend the rest of her life in prison when she just sliced her way out of hell.
But she waited too long. And Instead of firing the gun she held in one hand, she dialed the cellphone she had in her other. “Lucius?” She spoke softly, a habit from when she was trying to hide something from Marcus. “I need you to come over. I need your help.”













