[evilnicegirl]

i hope that someday there will be no more advertisements ever again

[nononobodyunderstands]

Jennifer Finch (L7), 1992.

[sobcat]

ready for what the next week brings...

[mostlyy-a-ghost]

ngl this situation really sucks but i am like keenly aware that my anxiety around the situation is making things 10000000x worse like everyone has an urgent move at some point in their lives and although it's scary to find out that your home has become a crack house without your knowledge and know that someone you live with got stabbed in your home, i feel like im having a really overdramatic reaction to it

but also people keep telling me that i've been extremely composed and handling this really well

which i'm not bc everytime i think about it i feel like im going to throw up

[neoitem]

[mostlyy-a-ghost]

everything's gonna be ok but i am very worried

[mostlyy-a-ghost]

just got settled at the house where i'll be cat sitting for the next 2 weeks (a break from couch surfing for now)

also just dropped off the first load of stuff to storage at the house i really want to move into (still not a sure thing yet but vaguely promising)

no new answers but suddenly starting to feel like everything is going to be ok :)

[mostlyy-a-ghost]

man everything is such a drag rn

[mostlyy-a-ghost]

it is so fucking difficult having no idea where i'm going to live next and just having to find a way to sit and wait comfortably until i can talk to the potential new landlord next week

i filled out everything i need to do on a printout calendar and this week, my focus needs to be on the 4 classes i have left to teach (the hell week i planned for myself) and then i just have to wait a little longer

im so fried that i can't even wrap my mind around looking for other places right now. i just want to sleep in my own bed again but that won't happen for at least another month unfortunately

[geopsych]

Flowers out front, late July

[mostlyy-a-ghost]

i have so much to do for the classes i'm teaching and so much to pack for the move but this heat just makes me so nauseous and tired

[mostlyy-a-ghost]

my gofundme is picking up a lot of traction and doing really well!!!! and also a couple of my friends are planning a fundraiser event for me!!!

[mostlyy-a-ghost]

i've been couch surfing bc i don't feel safe sleeping at home anymore and im so fucking exhausted

im so lucky to have friends who i can stay with this time around but my god i just want to be sleeping in my own bed in the new house

there's just so many hurdles in between now and then and it's still not a sure thing

[modelsof-color]

Akuol Deng Atem by Berta Pfirsich for Lofficiel Ibiza Magazine July 2026

[mostlyy-a-ghost]

just found out that moving into my friends house will cost exactly what ive managed to accumulate in savings and i won't be able to afford any other moving expenses on top of it guhhhhhhhhhhh

writing a gofundme fucking sucks

[mostlyy-a-ghost]

this is gonna just be one of those months where i make a lot of text posts because i am so overwhelmed processing everything i found out about my landlord last night

it affected my sleep so badly and i hope i can get a good night of rest soon because i am so wiry and on edge when i'm home now

his crackhead friends who tried to get into my bedroom from my roof space are still staying in his apartment even tho he's still in the hospital and trashing other parts of the house

i just want to feel safe in my own home so bad i literally want nothing more than to be able to relax while im home and i know that a lot of people want that for various reasons but uggghhh

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people are obsessed with how they look and how other people look. close your eyes