I'm currently working on a fanfiction of Castiel in god mode and I'm leaking some of it, to pique your curiosity. I have several drafts that I haven't finished yet but I'm very exited to post (keep in mind that I wanted to make Castiel a bit more cruel than in the original story). J'ai eu l'inspiration de la musique "how deep is your love by mitski"
So there it is (no context needed, otherwise it's not funny):
"My father has no preference, but I do, for the simplest and most miserable creature. You devoted yourself to me even before I was the new god, I saw the wavering of your soul before I could even see its color."
I won't reveal anything more, let me know if I've trigger your curiosity enough!
I feel like this rn trying to be better at writing without posting my main fic because its not finish yet , so Tell me what you would have liked to have been given as a tip, comment, idea etc. as a new writer.
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Never let fear, judgment, rejection, or lack of engagement prevent you from writing something you enjoy.
Your passion and enjoyment will shine through your words and craft. The fact that you show up to write it is an amazing sign! Keep going!
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I believe in you so believe in yourself, too!
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Nobody understands how fond I am of this creature, I would play twister with him, I’d play board games if it made him happy and if he made the finger pulling joke I’d cackle hysterically
I'm trying so hard to make my first fanfiction interesting and with a compelling plot, even though I know probably no one will read it. I feel like I'm having a psychotic episode all day long and that I'm hallucinating what I'm writing
Description: Dean has been teasing Cas relentlessly about his feelings for you but Cas doesn't care because of how happy you make him.
The bunker was unusually loud.
Which, in Dean Winchester terms, meant he was being louder than usual.
"You know," Dean said around a mouthful of pie, boots kicked up underneath the table. "I've seen teenagers with crushes act more subtle than you, Cas."
Castiel looked up from the book he was pretending to read.
"I am not sure what you mean."
Sam didn't even bother hiding his grin.
"Oh, you know exactly what he means," Sam said. "You've been staring at Y/N for the past 10 minutes."
Cas blinked.
"I have not."
Dean snorted. "Buddy, you just turned three pages without actually reading any of them. You're holding the book upside down."
Castiel slowly looked at the book.
It was, in fact, upside down.
"...I fail to see how that is relevant."
From across the room, you sat curled up on the couch, headphones in, scribbling something in your journal. Your hair fell into your face as you concentrated, completely unaware that an angel was currently malfunctioning over you.
Dean followed Castiel's gaze and smirked.
"Case and Point."
Castiel straightened his trench coat. "I simply enjoy observing her. It brings me....comfort."
"Comfort," Dean repeated, wiggling his eyebrows. "Sure, Cas. That's totally what the kids are calling it these days."
Sam laughed. "You're really bad at hiding it, man."
"I am not hiding anything," Castiel insisted.
Dean leaned forward. "Oh yeah? Then why do you smile like an idiot every time she walks into the room."
Castiel paused.
"...I do not smile like an idiot."
At that exact moment, you stood up and walked over.
"Hey, Cas?" you asked softly. "Can you help me reach the top shelf later? I can't get to the lore books."
Castiel's face lit up.
"Of course," he said immediately. "I would be honoured."
You smiled back. "Thank you. You're the best." Then you walked away again.
The moment you were put of earshot, Dean slapped the table.
"AND THERE IT IS."
Sam laughed so hard he almost choked.
Castiel frowned. "What?"
"You," Dean said, pointing at him, "just smiled like you won the lottery."
"I did not."
"You absolutely did."
Castiel considered this.
"...Perhaps."
Dean leaned back, satisfied. "Face it, Cas. You're in love."
Silence.
Castiel didn't deny it.
Instead, he turned his gaze back toward you, watching as you hummed softly and slipped through your journal.
"I find that statement...acceptable," he said softly.
Dean blinked. "Wait. What?"
"I am in love," Castiel continued, his voice gentle. "With Y/N."
Sam raised his eyebrows. "Wow. That was easy."
Dean stared. "Hold on. Hold on. No dramatic denial. No 'I don't understand human emotions'? No existential crisis?"
Castiel tilted his head. "Why would I deny something that brings me joy?"
That shut Dean up.
For about five seconds.
"Okay, that's...actually kinda sweet," he admitted. "But still. You're whipped."
"I am not 'whipped'," Castiel said seriously.
"You reorganised Heaven's archives just so you could find her favourite poem," Sam pointed out.
"And learned how to make tea," Dean added. "And started wearing that stupid blue tie she said she liked."
Castiel touched the tie reflexively.
"...She said it reminded her of the sky."
Dean grinned. "Exactly."
A little later, you wandered back over.
"Cas?" you asked. "Are you ready to help me with the books?"
"Immediately," he replied, standing so fast he nearly knocked over his chair.
Dean snorted. "Easy there, Romeo."
Castiel ignored him.
He followed you down the hallway to the library, where towering shelves stretched up towards the ceiling.
You pointed. "Top shelf, third row."
Castiel stepped closer, easily reaching up and grabbing the book.
"Here," he said, handing it to you.
"Thanks," you said, smiling. "I don't know what I'd do without you."
Something warm bloomed in his chest.
"I would remain regardless," he said quietly. "Even if you did not need me."
You blinked. "Cas..."
He looked suddenly nervous. "I apologise. That was - too forward."
You laughed softly. "No, it wasn't. It was sweet."
You hesitated, then gently took his hand. "
I really like having you around," you admitted. "You make me feel...safe. And happy."
His breath hitched.
"You...make me happy as well," he said.
From the hallway, Dean peeked in, whispering to Sam, "Oh my God, it's happening."
Sam shushed him.
Castiel squeezed your hand.
"Dean teases me," he confessed. "About my feelings for you."
You smiled. "Yeah? He teases everyone."
"He believes I should be embarrassed," Castiel continued. "But I am not."
"Why not?" You asked softly.
He looked at you with complete sincerity.
"Because loving you feels...right. And because when you smile, I feel closer to Heaven than I ever did there."
Your heart melted.
"Cas," you whispered. "That might be the most romantic thing anyone's ever said to me."
He blinked. "Really?"
You nodded. "Yes."
He leaned in slowly, giving you time to pull away.
You didn't.
Your lips met in a gentle, tentative kiss - soft and warm and full of unspoken promises.
From the hallway:
"YES!" Dean whispered. "Finally."
"Dean!" Sam hissed.
You pulled back, laughing.
"Was that-"
"Yes," Castiel said calmly. "That was Dean."
"Figures," you said, grinning.
Castiel wrapped his arm around you, unbothered by the inevitable teasing.
Let Dean joke.
Let him mock.
Let the world be chaotic and dangerous and uncertain.
Because right now, with you in his arms, Castiel felt something he never thought possible.
ㅤA SMUT WRITER'S RESOURCE — smut vocabulary, ideas per sex act, kinks list, etc.
ㅤI originally made this to be a resource for myself whenever I felt out of practice writing smut, but I thought it might be helpful for other writers who may be new to writing smut/feeling uninspired/translating from another language.
ㅤSometimes I've felt awkward or have cringed about writing smut (especially when I was new to it) but then I realized that sex is art; in all its nasty, sexy, heavenly, gross, glory — sex is art and a beautiful part of life. So after that I just let myself write freely without feeling ashamed.
ㅤWith that out of the way, I present to you my fundamental list of smut writing essentials. Hope it helps you even if it's just to find a word you're looking for.
ACTS — breast play, dry humping, heavy petting, hickey-giving, grinding, lap dance, body worship, massaging, kissing/make-out, sexting, reading smut, mutual masturbation, bathing/showering together
VISUALS — Saliva/(pre)cum rolling down chin/neck, jerking what can't fit, making out with... (cockhead, shaft, balls, clit, etc.), cheek bulging with cock, hollowing out cheeks while sucking harder, rolling eyes back in ecstasy, tasting them, pulling in for a dirty kiss afterwards, juices smeared across cheek, lips glistening with slick
DEEPTHROATING — watery/glossy/dewy eyes, choked up, throat constricting, throating the length, tip prodding the back of the throat, choking, gagging, spluttering, coughing, gasping for air, using hair as a handle to control how much is taken, headrush when coming off for air, being held down on it, feeling bulge in throat
CUNNILINGUS — buttery soft tongue sweeping circles, flicking, nipping and kissing at clit, sinking inside, wriggling around, feasting on pussy, thumbing clit while tongue-fucking, curling against sweet spot, lapping at slit/folds, long strokes, squirting on their face
VISUALS — wetting palm/slicking fingers with juices, stroking at g-spot with fingertip, stroking his length, grazing fingertips down, eye contact as they ruin you with their handiwork
FINGERING — warming up with teasing, working at the clit simultaneously, using their whole arm, tensing their biceps the more they exert pressure, switching up techniques (stroking back and forth, sweeping/massaging circles, 'come hither'), curling fingers inside, sucking/tasting sweet slick off fingers
JERKING — cock hanging heavy or drooping from its weight, jumping in anticipation to be touched, throbbing hot in palm of hand, wielding at the base, brisk/quick or languid/slow strokes, balls jiggling each time wrist meets the base
VISUALS — the skin of the base of a cock wrinkling up when bottoming out, getting balls deep, skin sticking/slapping against skin, sweat dripping down, balls tightening up and muscles flexing (when a cock is about to cum), abs flexing, leaky cockheads and sticky precum oozing, splitting open hole on a big cock and watching it stretch into a wide O shape to accommodate its girth, holes twitching and spasming like they're aching to be touched or are overstimulated or have just orgasmed, heavy-hitting thrusts or short, quick strokes and which spots the tip is rubbing against, giving it to you/taking it/letting you have it, blissing out/pulling a lewd face/feeling high off an orgasm and rolling your eyes back, hissing through gritted teeth when it feels too good, the way your ankle wobbles over a shoulder in certain positions while getting pounded into, wet sounds getting sloppier/getting wetter and sweatier the longer it goes on, being splayed/trapped underneath them, letting you feel the stretch
SEX TYPES — hate sex, car sex, gentle/rough sex, phone/cybersex, shower sex, (un)protected sex
POSITIONS — mating press, doggystyle, spooning, cowgirl (riding), prone bone, holding ankles, standing, against wall, standing in front of mirror, pushups on top of you, side split, etc.
DIALOGUE IDEAS — behave, do as i say, watch that attitude of yours, let me guide you, watch me fuck you, don't take your eyes off me or I'll stop, use your words, on your knees, open wide, you love it don't you? filthy slut, don't hide your face, let it all out on me, fuck me like you mean it, all for me?, dirty mind you've got there, need me to take care of you?, just like that, you take it so well, then come and get it, you like that huh?, i know you're into it, cum with me, say my name, who's fucking you this good?, can't resist you, irresistible little slut, take it, spread your legs for me, try a little harder for me
SWEET PET NAMES — baby, bambi, angel, darling, bunny, doll, babydoll, sweetheart, butterfly, good girl/boy, little Aphrodite, goddess, baby girl/boy
VULGAR PET NAMES — (nasty, dirty) slut, whore, bitch, toy
VISUALS — ropes of cum, trickling down the shaft to the balls, balls tightening/tensing during release, squirting, creaming/gushing all over cock/hands/toy/etc., shuddering or caving into yourself, buildup to an orgasm being stronger or weaker, stopping or not stopping until their orgasm is over, creampie dribbling out hole
ORGASM TYPES — clitoral, vaginal, cervical, blended, hands-free, cumshot/facial, in panties, etc.
VOCABULARY — let me have you, can we...?, is it alright?, unless you don't want to, do you like it?, go faster/slower, let's take a break, are you okay (in the middle or after an act), can you take it?, is your jaw not sore like this?
AFTERCARE IDEAS — getting cleaned up together (bath, shower), carrying you, pillow talk, cuddling, having food, giving water, massaging numb/sore/tired parts, soothing bite/hit marks, brushing hair out of face, kissing forehead, praising for taking it so well, helping put clothes back on, making jokes, petting hair, telling you how much they love you, confessing their feelings
