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twenty two

[undadcrush]

Do you have to let it linger?

[mothermelissa]

My brain is so unhinged and creative

[mothermelissa]

At least my daddy issues make me avoidant and a people pleaser and not a mean whore

[mothermelissa]

I wanna cry

[mothermelissa]

Damn so he must hate me basically

[mothermelissa]

Waiting for marriage is so hard. Lord keep me away from temptation until you have prepared me to be a great wife and my future a great husband. Let us Glorify you. Protect me from bad men that don’t want me as their wife and grant me patience for my husband reserve our love for each other and grant us self control to wait till then. Protect his heart and spirit Lord. Protect him from the enemy and his temptation. Continue to prepare him for me as I wait for him. Thank you for the blessings we are about to receive through your grace and bless our future with plans to prosper and not hurt us. Let us turn to YOU first in every situation. Work on me Lord let me correct my flaws. Reveal them to me and help me work on them. May I not wander and search but Lord let me be found. I surrender to you and trust that you know what’s best for me. Lord grant me with discernment let me not be deceived. Thank you for every blessing you have given me.

In Jesus name I pray

Amen

[mothermelissa]

I’ve been watching kids first day of school and I’m literally crying so hard and I don’t even have a kid

[mothermelissa]

Me af

[mothermelissa]

Im actually a sweet girl and I’m gonna continue to become more sweet and kind and forgiving and most importantly gentle and maternal. Life is magical pain is magic (I will cry again) but it’s okay I look adorable and it’s building character I’m grateful for everything I experience (gonna cry still ) but it means I can feel deeply and what’s life without the feeling of adoration and absence

[sh4desofco0l]

[mothermelissa]

this is literally me

[mothermelissa]

I hope he genuinely is super happiness in life and he will stay in my prayers <33

[mothermelissa]

i can feel in my bones he’s done with me

[mothermelissa]

i miss hannah so much

[mothermelissa]

i just need a parent bro fuck

and i don’t see anyone changing or rising from the dead so

yea i’m very hurt and i shouldn’t be because it’s like okay same shit i should know better.

my only living parent is trash LMAO what kind of joke is this 😂😂😂i’msoclosetocrashingout😂😂😭😭

[mothermelissa]

i think atp i need to fight my mom like imma need the fade

i would never because i’m scared to answer for thqt but it runs through my mind😶

[mothermelissa]

having a trash mom and a dead dad really sucks

[mothermelissa]

new things are coming

independence is coming prayers

are being answered

[mothermelissa]

this verse right here explains me