Supreme Leader Kylo

I'll show you the dark side.

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She had many opportunities, so many suitors, but she just wanted him. Ben Solo. Nysa had come around the universe, searching to forget him, but it was impossible. He was… no, he is her love of the life. But she can’t admit, because the truth hurts her too much. He is gone. Now, what is left is Kylo, and Kylo is only her master. Not her friend, not her lover, not Ben. Just master Kylo.

“ I could kill you now. I’m not doing it.”

She holds the blanket at her chest, to hide her nudity to his eyes; her eyes lower for one moment, then firmly get up on his. «why not? I’m weak and helpless in front of you. If you kill me, you will kill all of your past. Nothing more Ben. Nothing more Solo.» Nothing more US”

“I’m good.” He seems so relaxed now, and she feels so satisfied to that result.

She keeps her black clothes and put them on, feeling more comfortable. Nysa feels Kylo’s eyes on her back and her heart beats so fast. She is afraid of that beat is too much loud and he could hear it.

“Yes, we’ll work on the force today.” He walks to the door and she follows him with the gaze. “I’ll see you at the training post in half an hour.”

Nysa steps into the training post: her light-daggers are on her sides, her red hair is tied in a ponytail. She doesn’t care elaborated hairstyles, she prefers practicality.

She lits her daggers on, just for test her skills and have fun with those.

The sound of blades whips the air, while she moves elegantly and fastily. She doesn’t notice Kylo, in that place.

«why not? I’m weak and helpless in front of you. If you kill me, you will kill all of your past. Nothing more Ben. Nothing more Solo.» Nothing more US” Kylo took a couple of seconds to think - to avoid the sharp cuts that were hurting his heart at the thought of holding Nova’s dead body in his arms. he couldn’t bring himself to do it. That was why he was so cold and detached. He didn’t want Snoke to think that he needed her. He didn’t want Snoke to think that he loved her. When he showed he needed Han - he had to kill him, sure that that was the right step towards the dark side. It wasn’t. Well, Nova is dead now. Isn’t she? With that question, he dropped the subject, soothed by her powers - drifting in sleep. The morning after, Kylo could feel Nysa’s emotions going through him like a wave. He had his own to deal with, and her love was so powerful he felt overwhelmed, as he was looking at her bare back with hungry eyes. Then, he thought it appropriate to inform her that they were to train with the force, slipping out of that room -his desires with him. The sound of laser weapons slashing the air was the first thing Kylo heard when he stepped into the big hangar that was turned into a training post not long before. He stayed in the shadows, in silence, observing his apprentice with careful eyes. Nysa had a strong mastery of her weapons and of combat skills - she proved it on the Desert planet as well. Her movements were so precise, agile, strong and elegant that Kylo couldn’t help it - he had to watch her, consume her with his dark irises. Sit down. He finally stepped towards her, halting right in front of her. He didn’t wait for her to do so himself. He removed his hood and mask from his head, and sat cross-legged on the floor, waiting for Nysa to do the same. Close your eyes and breathe.

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She is there for him, that’s for sure. Does he know it? She hopes no. It makes some difficulties.

His mind is so complicated, full of forts and traps. Nysa is careful to not fall on one of these. Kylo’s mind is like a minefield where she searches to understand the way to go. His dark hazel eyes is so hypnotized, it’s really difficult to remain concentrated.

She sees Han Solo’s death and the pain of a son. She was near to kill her mother, but at the end, she didn’t do: she couldn’t kill Keyra because she was her mother. She is always her mother

“I didn’t hate him. But I didn’t need him”

«are you sure about it, Kylo? When you will not need me, you’ll kill me? Is this your way of dealing with things?» she’s not angry, but very sad and worried.

“Thank you” he is so lovely in that moment, she wants to kiss him, but Nysa doesn’t do, because it’s not right. He doesn’t love her. He can’t love anyone.

When Nysa opens her eyes, she thinks to be in a dream. He’s so handsome, as when they were at the temple, but more adult and charming. Her finger caresses his lips and then touch the tip of the nose.

When his eyes open, her heart skips a beat, while the finger –that touched his lips– grazes her lips, as the kiss she desires.

“How do you feel?” His voice is incredibly hot also when he is just woke up.

«much better. And you, master?» her voice is sweet and apprehensively, as it was in past.

Nysa stands up, forgetting to be half naked, covered only with underwear and the blanket. Her back is naked and studded of bruises. «we should… go to train, right?»

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He knew that Nova was there for Ben. Always. They were so close, they were always having each other’s backs. However, life wasn’t kind to them in any way, as the two were torn apart in tho different paths. The truth was, Kylo thought no one could have been there for him. He thought he was unlovable. His mind was part of the problem. Too traumatized, he had been building wall after wall, trap after trap, in order to keep himself same from the utter invasion that Snoke committed every single day in the mind of his apprentice. Kylo’s sense of abandonment left him sore to the core, splitting his soul in half in the moment of han Solo’s murder. Kylo was born from pain and lived in it, unable to break free from the endless cycle of violence that his life had become. «are you sure about it, Kylo? When you will not need me, you’ll kill me? Is this your way of dealing with things?» He wanted to turn away, to leave. Nysa was only stating the truth - it was Kylo’s insane reasoning was motivated by Snoke’s manipulation, and he was too afraid to see it. To see that a master once again failed him, to see that he was a prey to someone who only kept him alive for his powers. I could kill you now. I’m not doing it. He simply stated, but there was so much more behind his words: he meant to say that he always needed her, and even if this wasn’t the case, he could never kill her. She was the only person he genuinely loved - although it was difficult to admit it to himself now. After a long night of dreamless sleep, Kylo woke up feeling Nysa’s soft touch on his face. Surprised at first, he closed his eyelids, enjoying a loving gesture - one that he hadn’t received in years. «much better. And you, master?» her voice is soft - softer than anything he’s ever heard. I’m good. He answered, and his lips slightly parted in surprise, as he saw the bare skin of Nysa’s back. His first instinct was not to look at her from obvious embarrassment. He’d never seen her this bare, and it made his heart flutter uncomfortably. However, he kept his gaze on her, examining her bruised skin. «we should… go train, right?» She asked, and Kylo nodded, standing up as well, trying not to look too much at his apprentice. Yes, we’ll work on the force today. He declared, adjusting his clothes before walking to the door. He was ready to spare Nysa some pain by starting the physical training the next day.  Was he being too good to her? I’ll see you at the training post in half an hour.

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no, no. you’re still holding on! let go! 

                                          ♥  happy birthday dear kath  ♥

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She doesn’t want the dark side, or the force. She wants him. If it’s the dark side to makes him happy, she follows him into the darkness. Kylo can ask her what he wants, Nysa is under his spell. She feels the pain and the violence, the dark and loneliness inside him, when she scans him. Now, while he’s there, she feels his conflict, his wounds, Ann she wants heal it. “None of that is true. Keep your mind clear.” He orders with low voice, as a whisper. Kylo’s lays near her on the mattress, surrounding her hips with one arm, as they did in the past. Nysa feels his tiredness, as if it continues for years. She obeys, clearing her mind and turning to face him. The apprentice approaches his cheek, seeing in his hazel eyes the nightmares torment him for years. «can I try?» She says, in a low voice, caressing his skin. Luke had taught her the way to drive nightmares away and cheer sleep up. Ben didn’t know it. She leaned her forehead on his, enjoying his hot breathe on her skin. She enters in his mind, where there are pain and horrible images. Han Solo’s death, Kylo’s hand on the red lightsaber. She looks in his eyes, sadly. «did you killed your father?» Nysa knows the reason: it’s the same of her. She always hates her mother. She continues to caress his face, while her mind creates peace and quiet in his. «don’t worry, master. I’m here» They sleep together, forehead against forehead. She is the first to wake up. She looks to him sleepy, smiling: he seems like the old sweet Ben. Her hand caresses his cheek, her lips kisses the tip of his nose: «Master… Wake up»

Kylo knew it. He was sure that Nova wasn’t there for the dark side. He knew her too well. He hoped that the lack of knowledge that the Supreme Leader had in regards to her was enough to keep her safe. Nonetheless, he kept telling himself lies in order to protect her. No, she doesn’t love you. Maybe, he was also trying to protect himself from pain. If he allowed himself to feel love again, it would have endangered the both of them and he couldn’t make it happen. Kylo sensed Nova scanning him, but he didn’t protest. Maybe, he really wanted to let her in, to let her see and feel what he was going through. He closed his eyes, but he wasn’t sleeping; Kylo laid down beside Nysa, wrapping one arm around her as he told her what to do. When he felt her gaze upon him, he opened his eyes, encountering hers in an intimate connection. He slightly flinched, as her fingers approached his skin - unused to being loved. «can I try?» Nysa asked, referring to her healing powers with the force. She was sensitive, and very powerful. She could heal what Ben could destroy. Kylo didn’t know anything about them, that was why he kept silent, waiting to see what she could do. Alas, she entered his mind, clearing it from pain and nightmares. It was impressive, as Kylo looked at her in slight disbelief. Her eyes grew sad. «did you killed your father?» Nysa finally asked, and Kylo didn’t need to respond; she knew what he was going to say. I didn’t hate him. He confessed, shutting his mouth the moment right after. The Supreme Leader asked him to do it, telling him that he would have been stronger in the force. But I didn’t need him. He concluded, trying to tell himself that it wasn’t a mistake, that what he did - he did for the best. However, he learned soon enough that his patricide did not bring him further down the dark side, it was useless; it only stressed the conflict in him. Now comforted by her strokes, Kylo gladly accepted her touch, tightening ever so slightly the grip on her hips. Her mind was soothing to his, in which a newfound peace arrived. It was so unexpected, so wanted. «don’t worry, master. I’m here». Thank you. He said in a whisper that sounded loving and grateful; it was barely audible. Kylo closed his eyes, finally managing to drift into deep sleep with the only person he would ever want by his side. Savoring every second of that night, Kylo had a hard time waking up. Nysa was the first. The only thing that made him slowly move out of sleep was the little peck he felt on his nose. «Master… Wake up» He quietly groaned, stirring a little before fluttering his eyelids open. Kylo’s eyes roamed on Nysa’s figure, trying to understand if she was feeling better. How do you feel? He finally asked, his voice raw from sleep. The day ahead was going to be challenging and intense. Nysa’s first training day.

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Alas, you’re no Vader.

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You’re just a child in a mask.

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You have too much of your father’s heart in you, young Solo

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She can act like a real lady sith: the dark side flows in her and she remembers her mom. Dark, charming and powerful, Keyra wanted only the power. So also Nova will act like this: as if she wants only the power, the force and the dark side. Only Kylo will see her true nature, because he deserves all her love.

Well, also if he can’t talk with her or do something, she feels all his presence at her side.

The supreme leader is very aggressive with her, slamming her body from a part to other, as if she is a porcelain doll but he doesn’t care that she will be broken.

Snoke smiles, it’s very funny: he can break some bone, that would be amazing.

At the end, he slams the girl at the feet of the knight of Ren, binding his hands.

“She is weak. Destroy all of her feelings, especially her love for you.”

She needs few minutes before she can recover herself –and the body–.

When Kylo enters in her little prison, she is completely bruised: 10 on her arms, 15 on her legs, 3 –very big– on the back and one on her cheek.

She try to hides her conditions under the clothes or low her face. It’s embarrassing.

He hugs her and accompany her to her new room, near him.

Pain is intense, she can’t sleep, but she feels very tired.

She sends that message with the force to her master, hoping he can help her.

In every position, she feels sorrow. Her eyes is so glossy and tired.

Please, master. I’m so sorry to disturb you, but it’s unbearable

She hears steps, then Kylo’s figure appears. He’s so dark and careless also in that context.

Nysa watches him as she watches a god in the shadows.

He sits near her, touching her shoulder with his fingers. His fingertips are cold and she suffers cause the bruises.

“I know, it hurts, but you will get used to it.” his voice is soft and gentle, for the first time after years.

She feels guilty and, in the shadow of the night, she silently cry.

«don’t worry, master. I feel better, now.»

She turns on the opposite side, slowly. She feels every part of her body in pain, but she doesn’t want that he have trouble because of her.

So she will bear the pain, the torture. Also the death.

“It won’t last long”

She tightens in the blankets, feeling cold.

«no problem for me, master. I bear all of these.» well, you don’t care. So, it’s not a problem. Really.

She closes her eyes while tears fall to the pillow.

Was being with Kylo what Nova really wanted? Was embracing the dark side what she desired? He wasn’t sure. Maybe she wasn’t either. He was in the process of discovering himself - however he had already made a decision on his allegiance. She could still escape. The more times passed, the more he was skeptic about Snoke’s practices. He tried satisfying him, but the truth was, Kylo kept on failing. His conflict was growing and growing, especially after having killed his father. He was tremendously powerful, but he didn’t plunge in the dark side as he hoped - on the contrary, patricide caused a deeper wound in his soul, now split in two. Nonetheless, things were different once again: Nova was there with him. Maybe she was an opportunity, a fresh start. It was complex, but nothing in his life up to now had ever been. Kylo bowed his head the instant the Supreme Leader smashed Nova’s body to the ground, having her land at his feet. He felt her pain, but he couldn’t do anything for her; not now at least. “She is weak. Destroy all of her feelings, especially her love for you.” He slightly nodded, pain devouring him from the inside. He didn’t want to do that, deep down he knew he needed her love as much as she needed him, but he could not lie. Not before Snoke’s eyes. That was why he seemingly handled Nova’s torture cold as ice. That suffering was so powerful in him, that Snoke would have sensed it nonetheless. Please, master. I’m so sorry to disturb you, but it’s unbearable. Those very words finally encouraged Kylo to step out of his quarters, to enter his apprentice’s. It was only when he touched her that he noticed the amount of wounds she had. His words seemed cold, careless. however, he lived with nothing other than pain and violence in those years, he didn’t know how to express love. He didn’t think he was lovable anymore. He didn’t think he was a human even: he was a monster - Snoke’s monster. He could sense her tears welling up in her eyes, although he couldn’t see them. «don’t worry, master. I feel better, now.» Slowly, she turned her back to him, curling herself under her dark blanket as she kept crying silently. «no problem for me, master. I bear all of these.» well, you don’t care. So, it’s not a problem. Really. Kylo clenched his jaw. Her pain was too strong, and he cared too much. None of that is true. Keep your mind clear. He ordered - his voice low, as he slowly shuffled on the mattress, laying beside her; he wrapped an arm around her hips, lightly, as they used to do when they slept together at the Academy - without Luke knowing. If she managed not to think of anything, Snoke wouldn’t be able to detect anything, and they would have been free - for one night. @knight-ov-ren

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«Pst…Ben…» Nova entered into her friend’s tent, moving silently to not to wake up their master.

She approached to Ben and watched him sleepy. He was so handsome, she thought.

Nova whispered in his ear, softly: «Ben… Wake up. Do you wanna come with me to see shooting stars?»

His face turned near her, groggy by the sleep. “What? Nova, I’m tired.”

«Oh, shut up, little princess… wake up»

He snorted and then followed her outside the tent.

The sky was full of stars, their hands squeezed each other.

“make a wish” he said, indicating a shooting star in the black, blue and purple sky.

«i have already what I want!» they looked at each other, smiling. «can you promise that you will never abandon me?»

“I promise!”

General Hux slams to the wall, Nova blinks, turning to Kylo and smiling. Well, at least he cares about her.

“Need I remind you that you should always pay your respects, General?” she follows Kylo, in silence, feeling fear and anxiety in her limbs.

Kylo… I have fear…

Her thought touches his mind, as a soft caress. She searches to be indomitable and fierce, but when they are in front of the door of the throne room, her heart beats fastily.

Her body is in the pain, she has many bruises around it. Also the clothes hurts her when touches painful parts. The fall had been very violent.

What I am now? A prisoner or a student? Ben…

The door open and Kylo’s dark figure appears. He seems so cold and careless, as he doesn’t care about her conditions.

“Nova Kieraan died today” She lowered her eyes, feeling the heart hurts. “Nysa Ren, you’re now my apprentice.” Fastily, her eyes look into his, surprised. Her irises betray a conflictive love, while he approaches his hand. As if she is hypnotized by him, she squeezes his hand, leaving him to do what he wants.

“I’ll show you your new quarters. We start tomorrow.”

He pulls her body, near him. She loves his soft voice, opening her mouth up but no word comes out.

Yes, my master.

Her cheek leans on his chest, listening his heart beat. Finally, yours. At the end, together.

Her room abutts with that of Kylo: it’s dark, cold and bare. She is on the bed, thinking about him.

Force brings her to his mind.

Can I…

How does she behave with him?

Can I disturb you, master?

Her voice becomes sweet and melancholic.

Ben… sorry, Kylo… I can’t sleep. Pain keeps me awake.

Kylo remembered. He wanted to forget everything, but he couldn’t. Everything about his past brought him to those moments in the present. However, the toughest part to cast away was Nova. He had promised that he would never leave her. Nonetheless, life tore them apart. Now that they found each other he would not leave again. As soon as general Hux slammed to the wall, Kylo smirked and kept going - Nova at his side. Kylo… I have fear… He looked at her, and did not speak a word. His eyes delivered a message that was much more powerful than any sound: I’m here. She would learn, eventually, how to dominate and erase her fear. Supreme Leader Snoke was particularly cruel with Nova, torturing her as if it was fun for him. Probably he wanted to test her strength - and the strength of his apprentice. Kylo didn’t flinch, didn’t move a finger as the best friend he ever had and the only woman he ever loved got severely hurt. It was an even harder act of love than saving her - if he dared only think of her, Snoke would’ve sensed it, and he would have killed her. As soon as the Supreme Leader declared his satisfaction with Kylo’s intentions, the heavy steps of the knight were almost running to get to the cell where the stormtroopers had taken Nova. When he came in, noticing the amount of bruises on her skin, his composure didn’t shake at all. He needed to be cold as ice. He was too worried the Supreme Leader would feel his care towards Nova; it was too soon to let it show. Then, Nova became Nysa Ren. Her amber-colored eyes looked at Kylo in disbelief and love, locking with his gaze. A very soft and almost inaudible sigh left his lips, when he felt the warmth of her living body against his -of her cheek on his chest; then, it was time to take care of her at least by moving her to a most comfortable place. Once in front of Nysa’s quarters, Kylo left. It was time to rest - for her. Of course, he almost never slept, and if he did, he was always troubled by nightmares. His soul was too broken to ever calm down. So he sat on his bed, gazing at the stars - the whole galaxy at his feet.  Can I… A force bond? With Nysa? Possible. He couldn’t see her, but he could certainly hear her. His head perked up, and his hazel eyes looked around. Can I disturb you, master? That voice. It was so sweet - so terribly wistful. Ben… sorry, Kylo… I can’t sleep. Pain keeps me awake. Kylo sat up. He contemplated what to do, before standing up and reaching Nysa’s quarters. The door slid open and he stepped in, finding her painfully laying on her bed. He sat beside her - the mattress slightly bending under his weight. He wrapped his bare fingers on her shoulder, taking a look at her. I know, it hurts, but you will get used to it. His voice was soft, as he almost blended in with the shadows in the room. Maybe when he pronounced the second sentence, he was not referring to Nysa, but to himself. He got used to the pain - he would not be like Snoke. He would be a different Master, he would pull the potential out of his apprentice without traumatizing her. It won’t last long.

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They were children when they met the first time: he was one year old older than her, Leia and Keyra – their mothers – hated each others, ma but their children got along very well.

Not Skywalkers, neither Kieraan wanted that relationship, but Ben and Nova didn’t care. They continued their friendship and work group.

Until the day he was gone.

She remembers the last words of Leia: “why you didn’t stop him? Why you don’t go to bring him back?”

Because it’s my fault.

Now they are together again and she will not abandon him anymore. She would hug him, but she is intimidated by his personality, so she limits herself to stop him and give him her help. She wants show him how much she care about. She cares about him.

Later, when they finish with the smuggler, she follows him on the ship, blocked by the troops at her first step on it.

“Sir, this girl, is she a prisoner?” “No. She is with me.”

A redhead man approaches them, stern and military. He grabs Nova’s wrist, clearing his voice: “The supreme leader wants see you, Ren. And also the legacy of princess Quir’el.” The finger of General Hux caresses her lock of hair, smiling: “The only one alive. Right, princess?”

«I’m not a princess. And you should keep your hands off me.» She growls, while Hux drags her to the corridors.

The hall of the supreme leader is very minimal and RED. And Snoke is really disgusting.

When she arrives in front of the leader, she feels his force press her to the ground.

“Princess Nova Kieraan…It’s an honor, finally, has you here.” His voice is provocative and evil “so… do you decide to join us? To join Kylo as your master?”

She raises her eyes up, on him and nod. “Kylo, when you think to talk about to me?” Snoke’s force presses on her throat, she misses breath. “Do you love him, right, princess? Love is for the weak. You need more train and more force. You’re just a girl with unknown power.”

The supreme leader beats her on the floor, violently.

“Take her and bring her to the prison cell. I’ll decide what to do with her.”

The prison cell is cold and narrow: she feels physical pain caused by Snoke’s force.

There are clean clothes, black as the dark side.

Nova starts to change her clothes, remaining only with her underwear on.

Her force scans Kylo’s vital condition and when she sees he’s ok, she checks new clothes.

“Hey!” The tender voice of a little girl startled the small boy with dark hair who played in the sand far from his mom - she was busy talking with uncle Luke. Hey. The child replied, directing his gaze towards the red-haired companion. “What’s your name?” She asked, kneeling down beside him. Ben. Yours? His big brown eyes looked like the ones of a small fawn. “Nova! Can we play together?” She came closer, e the boy stood up. Only if you can catch me! He started running, she girl followed him.
 Then, everything changed. The boy and the girl took different paths; they grew up and faces different challenges in their lives. They became two very different people. Destiny however - or it may be the Force - wanted them to be together. Kylo’s creation stemmed from pain - and pain nurtured the dark side, as much as rage and fear. Now, things were going to change again. Nova and Ben - Nova and Kylo were together again. They belonged together, after all. He didn’t want to think of her love, of the intensity of that passion that burned within him as well. The more he though of it - the more he felt it - them more Supreme Leader Snoke would detect it, and use it to manipulate them both. Business was done, Inyak Seer and his weapons were things of the past. The First Order was going to be the most powerful military regime in the history of the galaxy. Satisfied of Nova’s performance, Kylo boarded his ship, Nova at his side. Not long after, General huh approached her, grabbing her wrist. The knight’s head snapped towards him. “The supreme leader wants see you, Ren. And also the legacy of princess Quir’el.” He nodded, but Kylo stepped very close to the other man as soon as he touched Nova’s hair. “The only one alive. Right, princess?” «I’m not a princess. And you should keep your hands off me.» Under his mask, Kylo smirked. Nova was fierce, she could handle herself. However, looking at how harshly Hux was dragging Nova around the ship, Kylo took hold of him with the force, slamming his body to a nearby wall. Need I remind you that you should always pay your respects, General? He hissed, and then started walking again with Nova at his side, not bothering to look if Hux was keeping up with they pace. Finally, the two of them arrived in the throne room where Supreme Leader Snoke was sitting. Kylo bowed before him, taking his helmet off. As soon as the old man saw Nova, he used the extreme power of his force to press her head her body to the ground. “Princess Nova Kieraan…It’s an honor, finally, has you here. So… do you decide to join us? To join Kylo as your master?” The Supreme Leader inquired, as the woman nodded. “Kylo, when you think to talk about to me?” Kylo remained silent for a few seconds. I just found her, Supreme Leader. She’s strong in the Force. He replied, restraining himself from putting any emotion in his words - his head still hanging low. He could feel nova’s torment under Snoke, but he could not do anything if he wanted them both to get out of there alive. “Do you love him, right, princess? Love is for the weak. You need more train and more force. You’re just a girl with unknown power.” As soon as he spoke those words, the Supreme Leader brutally dropped Nova’s body to the ground, and Kylo’s head snapped upwards, his glare now evident in his eyes. His heart skipped a beat. “Take her and bring her to the prison cell. I’ll decide what to do with her.” Snoke declared, and Kylo looked at him while perceiving the intense pain from Nova’s own body. A couple of pretorian guards grabbed her from the arms and gave her over to two stormtroopers, who brought her to the cells. Supreme Leader, I believe she will be a very powerful Force-wielder, once her training will be complete. Snoke agreed, maybe too easily. Something was off about him - however, there was always something off about him. “Very well. Give her her name a Knigt of Ren. You are now her master. “ After this brief but effective conversation, Kylo went to the cells, where Nova had changed into black clothing - similar to his own. He was so glad to see that she was okay, although he could not show it. Nova Kieraan died today. He stated, stepping into the tiny black room.  Nysa Ren, you’re now my apprentice. Kylo extended a hand towards her and took her tiny one in his, helping her standing up. I’ll show you your new quarters. We start tomorrow. His tone was softer, as he purposefully puller her body close to his, as if he wanted to feel her warmth once again.

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sHe nods at her sentence and she knows he understands: Nova reads Kylo not so much good as he does with her, but some things are clear. Maybe also her feelings are so, but she tries to keep them to herself, buried inside her soul. A soul bounded with his.

She remembers that night: Nova had decided to confess her love to the friend, but, when she came to his stay, he wasn’t there. She remained involved into the destruction of the temple, after she saw the corpses of other padawans. It was horrible. Luke saved her and told her it was all Ben’s fault. She couldn’t believe it. Nova disappeared the next day.

Maybe if Ben was becoming a Sith, it was her fault. She could help him, or loved him more. Or told him that she fell.in love with him. Maybe that could stopped the dark side in him.

She continues to repeat it. It was my fault.

Another tear goes down her cheek.

I’m sorry, Ben.

She accepts the fact Ben was gone, and now she wants to stay with his new one, Kylo Ren. Nova can’t stand one like him, so she knows her past would die. So, she accepts to follow him.

And her first test is that Inyak Seer: she knows very well the Bimm smuggler and he knows her because Nova stole his stuff. “Inyak Seer. Do you have what we need?”

She appears from the back of the masked guy with a cheeky smile. “«Hey, Inyak, man. I don’t see you so much better. What did you do to make this bad guy angry? Tell to uncle Nova.»

“Oh, Fuck you, Kieraan, I don’t say anything to you, neither to that asshole.”

«i don’t call him asshole. He has a bad bad bad nature And attitude. Do you wanna lose the head, gorgeous?»

“N-n-no. But what I have to do, Nova? I am a poor merchant”

«smuggler. Merchants don’t steal stuff”

“Well, you are a smuggler too.”

“I’m too much pretty to be a smuggler. So, give them what they want.»

The Bimm sees the girl and then the dark lord: “in the hold, sir”

They were two soul mates, the two halves of the same coin. It wasn’t difficult to imagine why they were so close during their Academy years. Ben remembered the first time the dark side - Snoke - started tempting him. He was just a child, and a voice, something drew him to this power. It lasted for years and years. Now he was 29, and that force only grew stronger. However, although he was striving to honor Darth Vader’s legacy, Kylo felt a pull to the light. It hindered his process in embracing the dark side; and when he saw Nova, this conflict became more piercing. Why? Because he loved her, of course. He wasn’t ready to admit it to himself, but that was the truth. 
Now that she knew what really happened at the temple, she wouldn’t leave. At least, that was what Kylo hoped.Now that he had found her again, the last thing he wanted was to lose her again. He though for many years the he would have never seen Nova again in his life. It was my fault. She thought, teary-eyed. I’m sorry, Ben. Kylo heard her, and bowed his head, silent. There was nothing to be sorry of. Not anymore. Now they were together again, as two new people - but in a way as time had never passed. Nova peeked out from behind Kylo’s wide back, with her usual cheeky smile. “Hey, Inyak, man. I don’t see you so much better. What did you do to make this bad guy angry? Tell to uncle Nova.” She was smooth, it was evident that she could handle conversations with everyone in the galaxy - smugglers included. “Oh, Fuck you, Kieraan, I don’t say anything to you, neither to that asshole.” That Bimm suddenly became irritating. Kylo ignited his saber, hearing it crackle as he took a step forward, threatening. «i don’t call him asshole. He has a bad bad bad nature And attitude. Do you wanna lose the head, gorgeous?» Nova asked, mediating between the two. In these cases, she could be a very well-versed diplomat. “N-n-no. But what I have to do, Nova? I am a poor merchant” Inyak begged. «smuggler. Merchants don’t steal stuff” The girl specified. “Well, you are a smuggler too.” Kylo followed the whole dialogue intently, defensive as always. “I’m too much pretty to be a smuggler. So, give them what they want.» That was the Nova he knew, snarky and brilliant. Very well then. Since you were disrespectful, you’ll be paid a half of what you requested. Bring the weapons on board and give him the credits. We’re done here. Kylo finally declared, turning on his heel and walking towards his ship. The stormtrooper official who stood at the entrance of the space vehicle, stood still as Kylo walked past him. “Sir, this girl, is she a prisoner?” No. She is with me. He affirmed - without giving out any other detail.

[assian-candor-deactivated201809]

What do you see? The island. Life. Death and decay, that feeds new life. Warmth. Cold. Peace. Violence. And between it all? Balance. An energy. A Force. And inside you? Inside me, that same Force.

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Again.

“I abandoned you. He was right. But I needed to, I needed to leave that night. I wanted to..”

She lowered her gaze on her hands, hiding her glossy eyes. «And I needed you. Can you imagine how the world was collapsed on me when you abandoned me?»

She sniffs, opening her hands and showing the wounds. They are nothing, compared to those on her heart. Every part of her is suffering. And she doesn’t want this pain anymore.

His skin is smooth as she remembered: well, Luke had stopped all their physical contacts –at least those more shameless–, but Nova had touched his skin. She loved to touch his face, also now. And it seems Kylo loves too.

Their hands squeeze, she sighs and slightly blush, lowering her gaze for a few minutes.

“Come with me then.” His voice is authoritarian and military, still hot.

Nova nods, sighing: finally, her pain will stop and he helps her. At the end, they are together again

“Sir, the smuggler is here.” a Stormtrooper peeks out and disturb the couple, but the dark eyes of Kylo remains fixed on hers. That gaze destroys all her barriers.

“Pull the division out. I will handle this myself” He stands up, wearing that mask and covering his beautiful face. It’s strange: she doesn’t like that mask, it seems as he would imitate his granddad.

Their hands still squeeze, her is caressing that of the dark lord.

“I have to finish this, then we can go.”

He’s about to leave, when she reaches him and stop, grabbing his arm.

«Ben…» she blocks in front of him, looking in his shimmering eyes. «Sorry. Kylo… I can help you with smugglers. I am one of them and know everyone. I can approach him and capture him»

“And I needed you. Can you imagine how the world was collapsed on me when you abandoned me?” Kylo nodded. He felt the same. However, he had to let go of Nova that night because of the confusion it created. He killed the rest of the students who refused to join him, but he couldn’t find Nova. He looked for her, but she probably got trapped in the temple’s ruins, as Luke, and when he fled, he only wanted to get her back. Unfortunately, time passed, and he became more and more tied to Snoke - which meant that he needed to focus, to protect Nova by being far from her. Kylo knew pain and abandonment as much as her, and now he grew almost numb to it. It was rage and torment that drove him towards the dark side. Luke never liked the relationship that Ben and Nova shared. The Jedi code was very clear on this: There is no emotion, there is peace. There is no ignorance, there is knowledge. There is no passion, there is serenity. There is no chaos, there is harmony. There is no death, there is the Force. The two padawans were great force-users together, as they were too emotional, too passionate and to chaotic when they were alone. They were more like Siths and less like Jedis. Maybe, they were neither. Nonetheless, they liked each other, and Skywalker never really approved of their bond, especially when he felt darkness creeping in his nephew’s soul. Nova’s conflict seemed tamed when Kylo offered her to join him. He could perceive this change in her force. After the interference of the lead official, he was ready to leave; the business with the smuggler would have been brief. However, Nova’s hand wrapped around his bicep, stopping him. «Ben…» Although she stopped speaking, correcting herself, he seemed calmer now, even when she pronounced his previous name. «Sorry. Kylo… I can help you with smugglers. I am one of them and know everyone. I can approach him and capture him». Kylo didn’t know that, but maybe that would have been a good idea. He knew that Nova was a brilliant woman, so she would have been an asset also in formal occasions. She could prove herself. Stopping in front of the illegal merchant, Kylo took a step towards him Inyak Seer. Do you have what we need? He asked, as if it was a rhetorical question. The answer had to be yes. That young Bimm was smart, he could sell anything to anyone - weapon-wise.

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The fight is violent and desperate, eyes of redhead are full of tears, her hand-grip on light-daggers become more weak. She can’t do anything against him, because her love, because he’s more powerful than her.

It was always so. She was the reckless and impulsive part of the couple.

Knowingly, she surrends to him when he disarms her after a long suffering battle.

She finds herself on the ground, again, but after a few minutes, her old friend crouches down, in front of her. “Skywalker…He tried to kill me in my sleep, that night.” What? The amber eyes wide open, shocked: the master Jedi lied to her. She stops to breath, continuing to watch him.

“he was afraid of me, of the dark side. When I woke up I heard the buzzing sound of his saber ready to hit me. That’s when Ben died and I rose”

She looks in his memories and see he says truth.

Tears continue to wet her cheeks: Nova wants to hug him, in a first moment, but when Kylo said the last sentence, her nails penetrate again in her skin, making her hands bleed again.

«He said that you have chose the dark side and abandoned me as a dark lord would did. And I believe him, because it was true. Already a sith had abandoned me. And then you…»

She raises his face, her fingers hold his chin, then they run to the curly waves of his hair in a sweet caress.

«If Ben is dead, then even Nova must die.» she looks in his eyes, convinced on what she says. She wants follow him, now Nova understands.

«Help me to find myself. Help me to find the path.» her hand intertwines in his: only him can do it.

Emotions should never get in the way of battle. That one time however, Kylo didn’t think of strategy at all. His judgment was clouded by the feelings he was experiencing. He had to let her enter in his mind, in his memories. He couldn’t push Nova away any longer. She surrendered, and that precise instant he knew what to do. He had to tell her everything, no one else but him could do it. No one else was there - no one else apart from the Knights of Ren, Luke and Nova left the temple alive. After Kylo finally explained what really happened that night, he hoped. It was a new emotion, something new - but he hoped that Nova could understand why he did what he did. Why he needed to leave. Her eyes widened, as she kept listening. He never told anyone of that story. That was the reason why he never slept, why he always feared for his life despite the powers he held. Allowing her to see in his mind, Kylo’s gaze went to the sandy ground. “He said that you have chose the dark side and abandoned me as a dark lord would did. And I believe him, because it was true. Already a sith had abandoned me. And then you…” I abandoned you. He was right. But I needed to, I needed to leave that night. I wanted to.. He stopped speaking, clenching his jaw. He wanted to come back for her. He couldn’t. Thus, it would have been easier to be hated than to love and be apart. Her little cold fingers forced him to look back in her eyes - amber irises greeting his dark ones. Kylo slightly winced at Nova’s touch, not used to gestures of love anymore. However, he lingered in that caress. How he missed her. “If Ben is dead, then even Nova must die.” Her words surprise him once again, his eyes still fixed in hers. “Help me to find myself. Help me to find the path.” Her hand slowly grabs his, her fingers intertwining with his. His heart started beating faster, and his lips parted, releasing a quiet sigh. He squeezed her hand. Come with me then. His voice was unintentionally commanding, as he was used to talking to soldiers and officials, not to lovers. “Sir, the smuggler is here.” A stormtrooper announced, and Kylo glared at him, annoyed by his sudden presence in that particularly intimate moment - and by being caught without his mask on. He didn’t even turn around to face the soldier. Pull the division out. I will handle this myself. He ordered, and then stood up, without leaving Nova’s hand. He took a few moments to look at her face, then, he knelt and took his helmet, hanging his lightsaber to his belt. I have to finish this, then we can go. He said, referring to the smuggler he needed to talk to before taking off from the planet.