Moth

[mothlicht]

this post will be edited in the future and over time.

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We have the EDS special: autism, MECFS, ADHD, and many other connected disabilities.

Depending on who is fronting and what is effecting us the most presenting, we queue reblogs or posts(rarely) to be posted over time.

We are semiverbal. We are trying to reduce speech load. We are sometimes effected in our writing ability because it effects our language processing.

Our DNI is very literal. We block freely and regularly to anyone hazardous to our mental health or stability. If we interact with you we have determined that you are not hazardous to our safety based on your blog content.

If you are under 20/21 we are likely to block you simply for comfort if you post about disabilities. Feel free to do that for us. There is a time period between 20-24 where many individuals transition from teenager to actual young adults.

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DNI: explicit nsfw, we are too autistic to figure out a full list of DNI that is more complete than "anyone being a dickhead to others", which includes the act of denying basic human rights. humans don't have rights until they are born. people trying to assume rights before they are born do nothing to protect mothers and do nothing to protect the children that are born.

[mothlicht]

literally blocking everyone who has a like button poll in my feed from now on

it's fun the first time. fuck you for copying the original and making it useless

[my-dailydreams]

[mothlicht]

stop PUTTING THE FUCKING LIKE FLAG POLLS ON MY FYP ONE WAS ENOUGH STOP POLLUTING THE FEED WITH USELESS POSTS

[kodasaac]

READ original pinned & requesting info here

please reblog

commissions open, my shop is open, in need of money to move out.

Support koda / bear / EcoSystem

Support koda / bear / EcoSystem

please consider commissioning me, getting an adoptable, sending a tip or just rebloging for reach.

my current living situation is genuinely so fucked. my food and money being taken, i’m not allowed to use the bathroom during the day, half the time i can’t bathe, dog conditioned to try and attack me when i come out of my room or the bath, basic human needs are being taken away from me living here and i cannot keep living here. me and my partner plan to move this fall (august being the latest) into our own apartment and hopefully get into sam uni.

i tried door dashing again after awhile of not being allowed to and they completely changed the app. making it borderline unusable. entirely glitching out to where i can’t complete an order. it’s done this to my partner as well. i cannot run around wasting gas, time, and energy on something that doesn’t even work.

i’ve tried so hard to get a “real job” and no one will hire me. i’m a full time disabled student & have struggled getting my shop out there (i make physical products as well and i’ve tried etsy, teedoo, facebook groups, fb marketplace, depop, instagram, leaving physical ads around, & my shop server. i’ve made 3 sales in the past 2 years. and they were all to the same person.)

atp i’ve had to resort to begging for help.

any money i get is being saved to directly go to the apartment. i currently have $315 saved. ($190 that i’ve been able to save over the years, $100 from my aunt, and $22 from todays dash.)

[kodasaac]

little reminder that we have a ko-fi !

and still are in great need. i’m not even sure if i can move out soon but at least for gas, food, and car note.

sharing our stuff helps even if you can’t buy !

[mothlicht]

nsfw tw impl.

squirm. writhe. you cannot escape your calling

[mothlicht]

... tw

"leave it. Leave It."

[kodasaac]

people & groups things

[mothlicht]

Quality of Life stuff I find essential for my functioning

Not varying my foods other than the vegetables in them or maybe switching chicken for black or kidney beans sometimes.

Having the same series of foods for breakfast every day.

Having a piece of fruit before sleeping.

Access to play Minecraft or watch videos about it and Stardew Valley

Ear defenders and ear plugs

My blankets

Soft, loose clothing

The ability to code what I want, when I want, especially in response to needs I have

Low level of verbal communication

Medium to low level of communication persistently/default

hm

[mothlicht]

vent post, semi verbal stuff, probably language processing issues in general

I'm tired

exhausted/fatigued

I'm at my limit for language processing today already with conversations

i need my ear defenders to make everything shut up

i don't have enough words

I'm angry and stressed

frustrated

why does everyone demand so much words

why can't they accept low words

i wish i looked and sounded disabled enough for people to stop pushing me

i am glad i dont look or sound a certain way because people are more respectful

but when it comes to this they aren't respectful

I'm exhausted

why can't i give up on words already

[kodasaac]

lavender, smudge stick, palo santos, plain candles & stones enlarged and centered / separate from altar

[waneella]

apocalyptic version

[kodasaac]

lit candles pt.1

altar post

[veryluckyclovers]

[chronicallyleggless]

‘Keep intersex people in your pride’ banners

Idk, I keep seeing people using the inclusive pride flag that doesn’t have the intersex flag on it and it may just be me but it makes me really sad. I feel like we are being forgotten and I don’t want to be forgotten.

[this-is-trans-joy]

I think the best part of this blog is the fact that online spaces have been trying to act like the trans community is divided and that transmascs and transfems are inherently opposed to each other, meanwhile every other ask in my inbox or addition on my posts completely debunks this.

Transmascs are loving and supporting their transfem partners or friends or family and vice versa, they’re swapping clothes with each other or helping each other with their HRT injections or buying each other plushies and cute little trinkets, they’re playing video games with each other, asking each other out, dating and marrying each other, they’re saying such beautiful words about each other hoping that the other will read them and smile, they’re protecting each other from transphobes or helping them to escape their families or offering them a place to stay and a couch to crash on, they’re sharing music recs and teaching each other new skills and creating new things together. They’re meeting and talking and laughing and sharing and building new lives together.

Never let anyone tell you that the community is divided. There is so much solidarity out there, happening every second, and it will continue happening until the end of time.

Transmascs and transfems loving each other forever and always, okay?

[ambermaitrejean]

Black-capped chickadee. Jefferson County, Colorado. Photos by Amber Maitrejean

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CHICKADEE CHICKADEE CHICKADEE CHICKADEE DEE DEE DEE DEE DEE DEE