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talking to my mom about things i want to do so i can make money is like pulling my teetj out
I forgot I have a shocking inability to accept/process changes in plan
sighs reallyreally heavily
oh the person I blocked for being weirdly terf-y went full on self admitted terf because of a cartoon buny. okay
seen more nonbinary character talk lately in a lot of spaces & i always get scared but me when i make a post. about nonbinary characterization & being nonbinary. idk. very glad to see the push to recognize that nonbinary character =/= "ambiguous mystery that we have to Solve to get to the Right Binary" .. and like i do not think this next bit is a Widespread Prevalent Issue in the sense that the nonbinary community just mysteriously hasn't considered it. mostly in the sense that i know exactly why people are talking about it because it also makes me uncomfortable.. it just seems like i've seen a slight push Away from like. the idea that a nonbinary person Can be in a lesbian relationship ? at the very least i've seen this re: nonbinary characters & as a nonbinary lesbian bug it can feel. idk not Scary just like.
people already view me as "woman lite" when that's not true... it's simply not what i am. & sometimes it feels like because the label of lesbian is so important to me, other nonbinary people do this Also.. which i know is probably a Me Issue. it just Can have potential to feel very alienating.. i feel like lately i have seen more "nonbinary x woman relationship should Always be trixic instead of lesbian" type stuff & iiii dont ljke it... very much... which again is probably a me thing & i have no issue with people doing this i just dont like the idea of it becoming a hard line kind of thing. because it was pushed on Me the Real Person in online spaces when i was discovering my nonbinaryness. nonbinary =/= third gender either... i dont want it to become a Third Gender where there can never be nuance in identity & sometimes it feels like people shut down exploration of subtext in favor of treating it like it is just. like. a third gender? i dont wuant a trinary? i want beautiful nuance?
& I don't even feel like going out of my room to get dinner :[
our insurance doesn't cover therapy out here so I can't even do that...... maybe i should get back into journaling
me when I type something out and then realize it sounds stupid. and delete it. I'm normal
keep getting shit for not doing things but when I say I want to do them I get told that I definitely won't and would never ever be able to commit to anything and idk. really demotivating. maybe this is part of why I have trouble committing to anything because I know people only think it's inevitable that I'll fuck up & they don't actually Care About Me
maybe if I keep trying I'll discover the secret to being good enough
my mom's been doing her really discreet body shaming lately & passive aggressive comments on my activity habits & such . yaaay .
I figured out what was making me lose my poor little mind.. and I think that'll make it easier....
literally what is up with this
wailing and clawing my eyes out I hate yearning at like 3 in the morning while hormonal and cramping this should be patched out
me when I voice my opinion (I will now Get Scared until someone else says something)
it bothers me somewhat that intersex has become a "progressive" fandom word for "has fully functional pussy And penis" or whatever under an ideal of being More Friendly to intersex people when in reality it's like.. not what being intersex Is in like the vast majority of cases if not None of them and if I say anything I'm gonna seem like the asshole. sad.
and it's like I'm intersex and I for sure don't have a pussy And a penis like I'm not gonna describe my genitals in detail or anything but . like . I keep seeing it and it frustrates me.... but I feel like I'm just being mean and evil for wanting to say "umm can we maybe use different language it makes me uncomfortable.." like I feel like I'm doing the "I am uncomfortable when it's not about me??" tweet thing..... sad. sad
it bothers me somewhat that intersex has become a "progressive" fandom word for "has fully functional pussy And penis" or whatever under an ideal of being More Friendly to intersex people when in reality it's like.. not what being intersex Is in like the vast majority of cases if not None of them and if I say anything I'm gonna seem like the asshole. sad.