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[mousies-fanfic]

The office (sfw version)

summary: Loki is clingy when it comes to Bucky, but gets anxiety when they need Bucky while Bucky is busy. He ventured down to the office but gets anxiety and starts cleaning as a trauma response. Bucky’s just being a supportive boyfriend gets the others to clean their offices and just holds Loki while he finishes his work.

CW: mentions of abuse, trauma responses talked about, anxiety talked about. maybe hurt/comfort, angst with a fluff ending.

WC: 1055

Loki’s Pov:

I really don’t know why I was feeling clingy right now, stupid high anxiety. I always get clingy when I’m anxious. Bucky is probably still working too, he wouldn't mind a visit. But he’s so busy.

But I really wanted him. After all the reassurance he gives me and I’m still unsure on whether to go to him when I need him. Bucky understood why I was nervous to disturb him when I needed him. 

He understood the trauma my ex had given me when I did the same thing. Bucky never shouted at me like my ex did, he never hit me for it either. But I was still getting used to Bucky not doing that to me, I was still learning that I didn't have to worry when I was going to see Bucky for cuddles or just needing to be near him when I was feeling this way. Or when I was just feeling anxious.

I finally convinced myself to go to him. I was fiddling with my sleeve nervously the whole walk to the elevator. I chewed on my cheek, and fiddled with my fingers in the elevator. I kept telling myself that I would be fine, that he wont be mad that I went to him. I knew he wouldn’t, but my anxiety kept telling me he would be.

I would be fine when I got there, outside his office. I would be fine when I saw his incredibly cheeky smile, god’s his smile was beautiful. It’s a smile I would never get bored of that's for sure. But even with the thoughts of that incredible smile, my anxiety managed to worm its way in my head. I got down to the floor of the offices that were reserved for the team. There weren’t many of us down here today. It was just Sam, Wanda, Steve, Nat and Bucky. The rest were elsewhere.

I walked down the corridor, giving my colleagues a curt nod as I walked. They all smiled at me as I passed by. I got to Bucky’s door, the walls were glass so he could see me. He was very focused on his laptop though, he hadn’t noticed my arrival.

My anxiety kept telling me he was too busy for me, he didn’t want me right now. I stood there for a while before the thoughts won, making me go to my own office. It was opposite Bucky’s, so he could look up and see me.

I just pretended to work, pretended to be busy in my office. I could see Bucky at least. That should settle my anxiety, right? Wrong. I couldn’t sit still in my chair, my leg bouncing up and down while I pretended to read paperwork.

Then I got up and began cleaning my office, it didn't need cleaning. The cleaners already cleaned my office. After wiping everything down, I decided to rearrange my already perfect decor. Then I didn't like it, so I rearranged again. I did the same thing fifteen times before putting it back to its original layout.

I then moved to rearranging my book order, I only did this three times until I saw Steve's office was a mess. It was next door to mine, he was still working in it but I couldn’t help myself. I always cleaned when I was anxious, it helped keep my anxiety at bay. I walked out of my office door and straight into Steves.

“Oh hi Loki, how are you today?” His question was mixed with confusion, as I started frantically cleaning up all the mess. I needed everything to be in a good place, it needed to look right. “Erm, is everything okay?” I still didn’t speak or even explain what I was doing. I just carried on cleaning. It must have caused Bucky to look up from his work and come over to Steve's office as well.

“Hey sweetheart, come here Steve trying to work.” He wrapped his arms around me, his voice was soft and soothing. But my anxiety was still telling me to clean, I always had to clean when my ex was busy. My anxiety just kept telling me to clean. I struggled in Buckys tight grip, he always applied pressure to help soothe my anxiety. It just wasn’t working right now. 

He quickly realised this too and let me go. I went right back to cleaning and organising. The others had noticed too and watched me subtly, they thought I wouldn’t notice but I did. I noticed Bucky’s action too, he motioned for them to make sure their mess was clean so I didn’t go into their offices.

“He cleans when he's anxious. He needs me but because I’m busy he feels like he needs to clean. We’re working on stopping it, it just takes time.I can’t stop him once he has started..” Bucky explained to Steve.

“I’ll just get the stuff I need back out when he finishes.” Steve just stayed out my way as I worked. It took me 20 mins to clean and reorganise. I stood back to look at my work, I didn;t like it. It all looked wrong, oh god’s now Steve would be mad. His office looks all wrong because of me. “You did a good job, it looks really good baby. Doesn't it Steve?” Bucky dropped a hint.

“Yeah, my office has never looked better. I can’t remember the last time it was this clean.” Steve complimented and gave me a genuine smile. “I’ll make sure to keep it this clean from now on too.” I nodded and turned to my boyfriend. He was smiling sweetly at me, he kissed me on the forehead.

“C’mere you can sit on my lap while I finish off my work.” His fingers interlocked with mine and he guided me back to his office. He sat down first then patted his leg for me to sit and I did. Just perching myself on his knee. 

“I said sit on my lap not my knee sweet.” He chuckled pulling me against him, I smiled back and got comfy on his lap. Just watching him type with one hand as he wrapped the other around my waist. He really was a great boyfriend and I wouldn't change him for the world.

[mousies-fanfic]

My sweetheart

CW: omegaverse trope, its all fluff based, anxiety attack, abandonment issues, like 2 whole swear words.

Alpha Bucky x Omega Loki

summary: Bucky left the tower, while Loki was sleeping, to get some food for when Loki woke up. Without leaving a note informing Loki of his where abouts. Loki has a meltdown thinking Bucky has abandoned him, so Friday alerts Bucky of his Omega’s distress.

word count: 360

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Stupid, stupid fucking traffic. Just had to be bad when I needed to get back to my Omega. They were in distress, I knew I shouldn’t have left while they were still sleeping. Luckily Friday warned me so I would get back quicker.

I just thought they would like to wake up to a cooked, candlelit dinner and some flowers. Loki was probably thinking I abandoned them, I was desperate to get back. Desperate to comfort my Omega. I could feel the anger inside me bubble as the traffic didn’t move. 

“Fuck this, I’m running the extra 3 blocks. Thanks, Happy.” I thanked the beta driver as I tipped him largely, before sprinting the rest of the way home. I burst through the main doors of the tower and to the elevator. Friday took me to mine and Loki’s floor instantly, without me even saying a word. It didn’t take long for me to get up there.

“Omega! Omega I’m here. Where are you?!” I shouted into our space. I heard Loki’s bare feet padding towards me at a quick pace.

“A-Alpha. Is it really you?” He stood at the top of the hallway, cheeks damp from old tears and new ones threatening to spill. I could feel and smell his anxiety from where I was standing.

“Yeah sweetheart, it’s really me.”I spoke softly, I didn’t move from my spot, I didn’t want to spook them further. I opened my arms, inviting them to come for a hug.Loki dropped their stuffie and ran to me, collapsing in my arms.

Loki’s sobs racked their already shaking body. I held their body weight easily as I lowered us both to the floor. My heart was breaking seeing my Omega like this. I would give them anything to make them feel better again.

“I’m sorry sweetheart, I shouldn't have left while you were still asleep.” I apologised, crooning to give Loki extra comfort. “I’m never going to abandon you doll, ever.”

“P-promise?” Loki managed out between choked sobs. I placed a gentle kiss on his forehead.

“I promise” I whispered back, drying their tears with the pads of my thumbs.

[mousies-fanfic]

chaos follows

Loki, Bucky and Y/n are really good friends but are also known as he chaotic trio around the tower. Everywhere they go, chaos follows. It's the same for missions, almost 70% of the time the mission descends into madness when they're around. How will Steve, Sam and Clint cope with them during their hydra base invasion mission?

word count is 1886 words

Mentions of guns, swearing, knives, slight gore, death, explosives, Y/N stabs Loki for annoying them/her/him, near death experience! No pronouns used for reader!

“Y/N, we’re surrounded!” trust barnes to point out the fucking obvious. “Great, we can attack in any direction!” I shouted at my two teammates, Bucky and Loki. We had fucked up the mission, we didn’t follow steves plan but we were still going to make this mission successful. I was the first to raise my gun and shoot the first hydra agent in the head. There were about 50 of them, but that was nothing to 2 super soldiers and a god.

The other two followed suit stabbing, shooting and punching Hydra agents, But they kept coming. More and more of them. “Guy’s what's going on?” Steve spoke over coms. “ We’re kind of swarmed at the moment, any chance you could help us out?” Bucky spoke while shooting the opposing agents.

Not long after there was a loud explosion outside, wait they’re using my secret stash of explosives! How dare they?! I carried on trying to kill the last remaining agents, Bucky and Loki were just arguing about combat tactics. Why did I always get put with these two fossils? “Will you two stop fighting each other and fight the people we’re supposed to be fighting?” I scoffed, I had managed to kill the last agent in this area. All the others had run off, most likely to fight the others outside.

Now to go and get those damn files. “Will you stop running so fast!” Bucky called after me. “What’s wrong? Can't keep up old man?” I laughed while still running. I wanted to get to the room we needed and get out, tik tok was calling my name. I reached the hall the room was on before the other two, it was too quiet. Something was going on, I pulled the larger gun off my back. Getting ready to defend myself.

Bucky and Loki had different ideas and barged past me. I rolled my eyes and followed behind them, if we were going to die because of their mistake then they were both dying first. The room we had entered was a lab, it was very dimly lit and eerily quiet. “Loki, you get the files we need and more if you can. Me and Bucky are going to look around the lab and see what we can find.” I instructed, we could at least follow some of Steve's orders.

Me and Bucky split up, guns ready to shoot if needed. I went to the right, there were covers hiding things. I pulled them off to see multiple animal test subjects, all of them had sadly died from the experiments other than one. A little black cat, the tips of its paws were white and its eyes a deep shade of green. It looked scared, I couldn’t leave it here. I found the keys and unlocked the door, the cat jumped into my arms purring. “You’re safe now buddy, here jump in this rucsac. It’s bulletproof so you can’t get hurt.” I zipped the bag shut, making my way back over to Loki. Bucky was already there shoving what he’d found into his bag.

“Shall we plant explosives too? And maybe leave fireworks with them….” I whispered the last part to Loki, I wanted things to go boom. “That's a terrible, horrible and incredibly foolish idea. Let's do it and see what happens!” Loki took the fireworks to slip next to the explosives, he could do it without being caught.

We made our way back through the hydra base, checking for any hostages and planting explosives as we went. When we heard a sound behind us. We all turned around to see a small dragon thing. “What is that?” Bucky pointed at it. “That would be a dragon.” Loki confirmed. “It’s so cute!” I spoke way too soon. That small, little dragon grew 100 times bigger. Our group ran out the nearest fire door, surprised there was one to be honest.

“What the hell is going on down there?!” Sam shouted over comms. “Is that a fucking dragon!” Steve shouted a second later. “Steve Grant Rodgers watch your language!” I joked while running, Loki found it funny revealing in the chaos.  

“See Bucky, dragons do exist!” I shouted over the roaring of the beast behind us. “Now is not the best time for ‘I told you so’s’. We are quite literally running for our lives!” Bucky shouted back, still sprinting. Once we had all ran far enough away from the base I pushed the button to detonate the explosives. Me, Loki and Bucky had all ducked behind an old broken wall for cover.

“Did you really set off fireworks with the explosives?!” Bucky shouted at me and Loki. “I wanted it to be pretty!” I shouted back. “It was supposed to be subtle, you idiot!” Bucky shouted back while the fireworks decorated the sky. The dragon had run back to base when it heard the explosives go off. The sound of car engines and gunshots got closer to us, well shit. Now we had to fight more, the dragon began screeching as Hydra agents shot it to the ground. It hit the ground with a thud, it was finally dead. But we now had hydra agents coming for us.

Me, Loki, Bucky, Steve, Clint and Sam fought through our exhaustion. Loki was quite literally ripping people limb from limb, It was kind of impressive. I watched for a while while still fighting, until something muscular collided with my head. I turned around to see Loki standing there, then I looked down at the floor to see a torn off leg. “Did you have to hit me with a corpse's leg? Was it really necessary?” I huffed and poked the limb with my boot. “Necessary, no. Hilarious, yes.” Loki chuckled at himself, I rolled my eyes. I’d get him back for that.

We had all finally finished the mission and headed back to the quinjet. “Y/N, you need to get patched up.” Steve threw the first aid kit to me rolling his eyes, he wasn’t surprised I got stabbed today. I did as I was told, mainly because I was bleeding everywhere. It wasn’t a deep wound, the blood was more of an annoyance.  I then remembered that my little friend was still in my backpack. I sat down in my spot and opened the zip, my new friend was still alive.

“Y/N what the hell is that?” Clint questioned while I got the creature out of my bag. “It’s a cat….” I shrugged casually. “Cat’s don’t have 8 legs!” Bucky shouted at me, slightly freaking out. “It looks like a cat, so its a fucking cat!” I argued, snuggling the little bundle of fur in my arms. “We’re not keeping it.” Loki huffed, him and Bucky shared a floor with me at the tower so the cat would become a joint responsibility. “Yes we are and his name is tiddles!” I pointed at the god, huffing.

“Enough you three, you’ve just had a near death experience and you are all fighting.” Steve pinched the bridge of his nose. “You call it a near death experience, I call it a vibe check with god.” My response was slightly sarcastic, Bucky smirked and Loki held onto his laughter.

Three hours into the flight home me and Bucky started a staring contest, we didn’t verbally arrange it. It just happened. “Why are you glaring at me?” Bucky finally spoke after 10 minutes. “I’m hoping you’ll spontaneously combust.” I shrugged before Sam threw water on both our faces. Loki erupted into fits of laughter and me and Bucky shot him the same glare.

Our hostage, well prisoner as Steve said, was sitting in the corner slumped. “I’m no doctor but I’m pretty sure that body might not be alive anymore.” I pointed to the dude, he did in fact look dead. Clint nudged the dude to check on him. Prisoner dude startled awake and started screaming, causing Clint to scream it caught him off guard. Loki and Bucky began wheezing  while Sam sat in the corner and smiled slightly. Steve's shoulders wiggled a bit, I managed to make the old man laugh.

Clint knocked the prisoner out again before turning to me. “I hate you.” He scoffed, moving toward the front of the plane. “Why? I’m lovely.” I commented, still smirking. “Fuck off Y/N” Clint mumbled, Loki and Bucky still laughing.

A little while later, everyone had calmed down. But Loki was looking at me weird, then at riddles weirdly too. “Shut up.” I huffed at the god. “I didn’t say anything..” Loki scoffed in offence. “I don’t care. Shut up.” I shrugged, ignoring his offence. Loki did his famous eye roll so I threw a knife at him, lodging it in his shoulder. “You’re lucky we are friends, you heinous bitch.” Loki pointed at me before ripping the blade out of his shoulder.

Loki had finished being patched up by Clint, he was the only one besides me that could stitch people and Loki wouldn’t let me do it. Bucky stood up from next to me, why is he getting up? “Where are you going?” I raised my eyebrow curiously. “Hell most likely.” Bucky commented sarcastically. “Can you get snacks on the way back?” I requested, Bucky rolled his eyes before going to the bathroom.

“How are you feeling?” Sam asked Loki about his stab wound from me. “I don’t have feelings. I take them to an abyss deep within my soul and throw them off a cliff.” Loki responded almost too casually. “That was oddly specific but okay.” Sam just looked dumbfounded by the response but handed Loki a bottle of water and Bucky also did get snacks on his way back from the bathroom.

We had all finally made it back to the tower, Me and Loki and Bucky were still bickering, this time it  was over who was the smartest. “I’ve been alive for 1048 years, I am the smartest by far. I have centuries of knowledge.” It was a good argument but me and Bucky were annoying him for the fun of it. “But I can work out algebra and you can’t.” Bucky argued, it was petty but brilliant to piss off Loki. “They don’t have algebra on asgard! How many times do I have to say that?!” Loki shouted, he was getting pissed. Do I push his last button? Fuck it I’m going to push it. “I’ve met bread smarter than you…” I commented, Bucky burst out in laughter at the simple comment.

I did push Loki’s last button. “Take that back!” Loki screamed finger held up in the air. “No!” I held my finger, mimicking him slightly. “You better get running Y/N” Loki warned, I sprinted quickly through the communal area. I made it to my bedroom locking the door. “Y/N! GET OUT HERE NOW!” Loki screamed. “NO I’M GOING TO SHOWER!” I screamed back, I ignored him banging on my door to go and freshen up. “I’m going to get you back!” He shouted through the door, once he had heard my shower turn off. “I’d like to see you try!” I shouted back before hearing his door slam shut. I flopped on my bed, falling asleep instantly. That was a really long mission.