all i ever wanted was to help

i wanted people to know wip

[mrblhrnts]

im not gonna start posting my entries unless i find something, and i might not even do that until i have a good camera. i’ll probably make a youtube channel for them or something. i definitely won’t be posting them here.

[mrblhrnts]

looks like im reduced to recording entries again. my phone will have to work until i get ahold of an actual camera. even if nothing comes up, this is kind of easing my mind.

[kastichen]

don’t fall asleep.

[mrblhrnts]

i remember the first time we did anything and you felt like you took advantage of me because it all started because you caught me crying and you were just trying to comfort me and then we kissed and then it got out of hand and you ended up smoking all night long and i dont think you slept any but i think that was the moment i realized i wanted to spend the rest of my life with you

[mrblhrnts]

did you manage to find me even in this life ? oh god whats happening to me.

[that-millennial-chick]

When I love I love hard. When I hate, I hate harder.

Capricorn, Scopio, Taurus, Leo (via astrorhea)

[painstation-deactivated20181026]

[mrblhrnts]

im only making this post because im so so desperate, but im jay merrick from marble hornets and i really really really want to find my tim. i miss him so much that im literally reduced to tears at every tiny thing that reminds me of him,, this blog is nowhere near done being set up, but you can read any jay memories i have written down (here) and ask me about anything else. im slowly getting more memories back and i wouldnt mind talking to anyone else (besides alex, but you can still reach out to me. ill be extremely wary of you, though.) but i mostly want to find tim. feel free to tell me about any of your memories that arent on my page and if it sounds familiar i’ll let you know. you can rt this if you want. i dont want to share my main blog with anyone right off the bat, please respect that. feel free to RT this and message me if anything sounds familiar. thanks.

[love-you-and-i-us]

[lch0r]

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[pressed-roses-and-tea-stains]

[ellahenry-blog1]

“every sunset brings the promise of the new dawn”

[lch0r]

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[inwardlyscreamingcurses]

sitting in my room, listening to music, and secretly wondering if i’ll ever have a future

thoughts (via inwardlyscreamingcurses)

[drdissociation]

East Coast blues

[sadistic-mind]

[lch0r]

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