Well, it’s night but you’ll see this in the morning. I just wanted to tell you I love you. Incredibly. I miss you, even more. The river that flows through me is calling you and when it finds home, when we next talk, I know I’ll be happy. You make me so happy.
I can’t stop grinning. I can’t stop smiling. I can’t stop looking at your pictures or listening to your audios. I can’t stop closing my eyes and feeling you. I’m entirely consumed and it’s the best drug I’ve ever been on. You are genuinely the light of my fucking life. If I’m ever sad, your name alone gives me serotonin. You alone, make everything okay.
I bury my love in the roots of earth and I preach about it to every star. Every being on this earth deserves to hear my voice worship you. I never want my head to stop spinning and I never want to get my sanity back. It’s yours. I’m yours. You have me in every shape you desire, you have me until the heavens and earth collide.
I love you. I belong to you. I never want to be away from that. I’m exactly where I should be, you’re my dream. We are my dream. I love you I love you I love you. I’ll be your monkey even if you get tired of chasing my tail, besides I love annoying you! It’s part of my fun ;)
Have the greatest day, as much as you can. You know I’m here for you. I’m right here. Always. You deserve sunshine and I pray, you find some this Saturday. Even if it takes form as me. My heart resides in you, you feel it. Press on it when you need me. She’s there, loving every crease of you.
I love the parts God can’t even touch. I love you so much, you don’t even feel me there sometimes. I am though, I always am. Like all-fire, I burn. Rare and radiant and all consuming. Plagued in your darkness, and my job? Turn on every light. I hope I’m doing okay. I hope I make you better. I hope I make you even the slightest part of what you make me — pure joy. Pure golden joy bursting from embers of solitude that disappears because I have you. You exist. You are mine. It feels like a dream every day.
Being your girl is a gift. Being your lover is holy, it’s the only religion I know. You have your faith, and I have mine. I am on my knees, for you alone.
Rest. Be well. Talk to me today as much as you please. I love you, Jennifer. I love you. Ti amo. My heart wrapped in waves of cotton, yours always.
I’m so incredibly happy we finally get to call today. So so happy. You make my days better. I know I often tell you I don’t feel well, especially this week. But no matter how much pain I’m in, you make it all better. Even if we’re not talking, you make it better. You remind me things are not black and white, but also every colour possible.
You already know how smitten I am for you, how flustered I get when you look at me. I can’t even begin to explain how greatly you have changed me, as a whole. I have never been so in love with anyone before.
You make me so happy, darling. So incredibly joyful and radiant and I am your light because you lit me. I am like a candle. I burn because you lit me with matches and now I’m brightening the room that you call life. And I couldn’t imagine a better purpose in life.
I love you so much, like all-fire. And I miss you every breathing second.
