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[mrsmojorizen]

So Ben and I are at the gas station I have asked the proprietor if it is okay if we remain here until I get money for gas the problem is they close in one hour and then there is no nothing till tomorrow I made the bed before I left Camp thank God a lot of things fell over onto it but there's enough room for Ben and I to lay flat continue my therapy for my face I have my medicine I have bread and butter and marmalade and we will make it through the night if so be it before they close at 8 I'll pop in there and I'll let her know that my money is not arrived yet if that should be the case and if it would be okay for me to be here until the morning

[mrsmojorizen]

WELL I JUST PULLED DOWN MY KNICKERS AND TOOK A PISS IN THE FOYER!

[mrsmojorizen]

I want to scrub the judgement off my skin and not have it become a part of my make up. I dont wish to put on rose colored glasses anymore. I wish to see everyone as they are and appreciate their beauty from my own beauty!

[mrsmojorizen]

They dont seem to understand i do not wish to be in their loop anymore i do not wish to be apart of that scene. Whatever the energy is. I wish to focus on the loving part of my life. I never seem to do anything good enoufgh for anyone.

[mrsmojorizen]

My love is pure true tried tested and fired into a diamond just for you.

[mrsmojorizen]

Okay my love I am at 3% the power sitting on the ground I've got ants all over me I'm okay with that. I just don't want them to get on Ben I'm going back up to the camp I've got everything relatively sorted out enough for me to make room for Ben and I we stopped being abstinent then I will have a little bit of funding and be able to get on the road to the next spot and then we will do the next round of the van

[mrsmojorizen]

I must go into the dead zone now my darlings. I love you be safe stay well be good be happy!

[mrsmojorizen]

ALL LOVE NOW LOVE NO MORE FEAR FUELED TANGENTS. WE ARE COMMITTED TO LOVE.

[mrsmojorizen]

Today we begin the official riding of our Well the treatment for it anyway no writing our screenplay right The one about Wait a minute I have to feed the chip monkeys Hey our story is about post-traumatic stress disorder and how we can intervene it by rewriting the story I'm playing it out over and over for the victims of PTSD until a new stories in their brain can we do this for the Wounded Warriors and for everybody that's ever been traumatized

[mrsmojorizen]

Let's get one thing straight I am a holy sacred Immortal Soul inside a body I am no vampire

[mrsmojorizen]

Were rolling those dice and betting on ourselves one more time

[mrsmojorizen]

See im the guy that was trying to help and honor your free will by helping you get your choice right. So there is no win here for me! And thats okay. We learned. Next time maybe we will win!

[mrsmojorizen]

You see so I'm a different kind of guy I'm not the guy that's looking to justify I'm not the guy that's looking for Revenge I'm the guy that came to avenge the love that they shared and to help them get it right and allow them to practice through me so this whole thing to me is painful I'm a different kind of guy

[mrsmojorizen]

I am not interested in hearing the testimony of the Johnny Depp case anymore I am I never was I thought Johnny Depp back when he was having problems with his wife to Greg Vaughn senior to help them to Greg and I could have helped them get it right we could have walked it through with them if they really wanted to get it right life coaches are very helpful if people want to get it right because you get to see yourself from another perspective you get to see what you're doing and when you see what you're doing because it doesn't always play out the thought does not always transcribe perfectly into action but when you see the action then you realize where you're going wrong and when something breaks it isn't one thing that breaks it's a couple things that breaks and yes it is both partners that have either entered into the situation already broken and thusly they have a handicap that needs to be considered and brought into the equation or something breaks along the way perhaps because the other partner has a handicap and that handicap is wearing the strength of the other partner whatever it is I came to love them both as a unit and this constant sorrow I've had enough of it this is not a win to me

[mrsmojorizen]

So if you see me on the road and you need a hug come and hug me cuz I came to love you exactly what I said I was going to do I came to walk this land touch as many Souls with love as I can

[mrsmojorizen]

You are mean to eachother and cruel and im sorry bad things happened to you. I may say some naughty things but every day i try to be the best person i can be and maybe thats not good enough for you guys but no one here seems to be complaining about me! And I'm not going to let you guys go be home so you can take your car and leave me out there I'll buy myself a tiny little piece of property set up a teepee make my own tiny little farm and me and Ben will be just fine thank you

[mrsmojorizen]

I want to go to a place like i am right now with my dog and be peaceful and happy and secure and i dont want to be in a kingdom and i dont want to be A QUEEN BEE I JUST WANT TO BE A FLOWER AND HAVE EVERYONE LEAVE ME ALONE!