madness shared by two

Will Graham independent RP blog based off the NBC show, films & books. AU's are very welcome. As are questions to Will! FC: Hugh Dancy. Multiverse and multiship. Will RP with any fandom & OC's are always welcome. Tracking: mrwilliamgraham this blog is no longer running. find me over on mvtricide

[mrwilliamgraham]

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dr-abel-gideon said: You could do what I have done with Alana, just say “That thing that happened? Yeah. That didn’t happen.” Canon Divergent we’re calling it. It’ll lower your pool of RPers from Hannibal, but you get to do whatever the hell you want.  

literally had messages etc with people suggesting it and i think i’m gonna do it but gonna need a few days to fully process the finale and think it through i guess >.<//

[mrwilliamgraham]

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abigails-revenge said: //I hated it, too. But perhaps this will make you feel better? ashes-of-r0ses.tumblr.c… Will tried to kill Hannibal.

gaaah i literally wish will had left hannibal to die. after everything that is a legit response!// 

[mrwilliamgraham]

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mizumonotears said: :((((( I’ll miss you. Love, the mun for mrsmollygraham

THIS LITERALLY MAKES ME SO SAD COZ I MISS YOU AND EVERYONE SO MUCH UUGHH! also sobs coz what has this show done to will and molly UUGHH//

[mrsmollygraham]

// MOLLY GOT SO SCREWED OVER IT MAKES ME SO SAD!! I miss you and our fluffy romantic dinner thread so much ; 3; 

I mean, like, do what you need to but i’ll hard core miss you.

[mrwilliamgraham]

//SHE DID I AM SO MAD!! i was so looking forward to a healthy molly and will relationship but she got fucked over its NOT FAAIRR! ugh our thread was so damned cute! ))): sobs i hope i can figure a way around this and come back//

[mrwilliamgraham]

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mizumonotears said: :((((( I’ll miss you. Love, the mun for mrsmollygraham

THIS LITERALLY MAKES ME SO SAD COZ I MISS YOU AND EVERYONE SO MUCH UUGHH! also sobs coz what has this show done to will and molly UUGHH//

[mrwilliamgraham]

//i had to come back just to official say that after watching that finale, i will never roleplay this character again. thank you so much to the tv show to completely destroying this character for me. if i were to ever rp this character? it’d be a long way from now and it’d ignore the entire tv show.//

[mrwilliamgraham]

//ugh i let it happen again, i've gotten so busy in the real world that coming on her and rping has just slipped to the side i'm sorry. i just feel no muse lately, for this blog or my margot one. and since i'm working the majority of the time now, different hours each day, it's hard to wanna come home and write/roleplay anything serious. i just dont have the energy for it. i've been rp'ing on omegle coz thats just more fun right now (and i can indulge in other fandoms) and it sucks but i think i like it more coz there's less commitment and expectations with it. i just dont have the time or energy for commitments in RP'ing right now... Again i know its awful coz i've made some amazing friends etc here and i feel like a jerk. :/ i'm always lurking on my main blog tho if anyone wants to keep in touch on there? Legoolas is the blog (cant add links coz on my phone) and i mean if anyone wants to exchange emails/facebook/snapchat and stuff then pls go ahead and i dunno maybe i'll be back? But right now i just cant and i'm rambling i'm gonna just shut up //

[royalbastardess-blog]

Historically Tied + Will and Dez +

[mrwilliamgraham]

“Ahh, Nah,” Dez said, waving her hand. “Same situation. Thought there was gonna be, then I was told there wasn’t gonna be, so yeah.” She shrugged and sipped her coffee, “Whatever man, I got my horses,” She laughed. Dez reached into her pocket and shut off her vibrating phone, rolling her eyes as she tipped it back into her coat.

Dez regarded Will for a moment, her blue eyes finally focusing on him instead of following everything else happening around her. Will had since bulked up in comparison to his skinny self in high school. His shoulders slouched a bit more, his eye lids a bit heavier, and Dez could see the dark tales in his bright eyes. But more than that, she saw the stillness in his hands, when six years ago they would have been shaking from the anxiety of being in public.Dez felt an open joy from him at her being there, and she very much felt the same, that familiar face stirring the deep bond from its dusty confines once more. “It’s so good to see you again, Will. I was so unhappy when I had to leave you behind again…” Dez placed her cheek on her fist with a warm smile, her eyes bright with memories, unspoken as they were.”So freakin’ good to see you again. How’re you liking being a teacher?”

“People, aye?” Will sighed, shaking his head. They never were too lucky in love. Will had come to believe that maybe, he was just meant to be single forever. Maybe it was better that way. 

Will’s eyes lit up and he smiled, sitting more comfortably. “Teaching is probably the best part about my life now. It was the perfect choice for me because I get to shape new minds, set them on a path to save lives and catch bad guys. It’s perfect.” 

[mrwilliamgraham]

+open starter

“Starting to get real tired of the amount of blood covering me lately.” 

[mr-hawk-man]

Matthew clucked slightly as he helped the older man to his feet, starting to look him over for more extensive injuries. He didn’t care that he might have been too hands on for Will. “What happened?”

[mrwilliamgraham]

“Oh you know, just the usual.” Will rolled his eyes, waving it off. “Somebody just didn’t want to die easily.” 

[mrwilliamgraham]

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~Seven Minutes in Heaven: Person A is having a party, Person B somehow gets invited and decides to go despite how nervous they are. They don’t know each other personally, and it’s B’s first ever party. What happens when a bunch of teenagers get together and are unsupervised? Hook ups. This time in the form of being alone in a dark closet with someone a spinning bottle chose for you. In this case, B spun the bottle and upon stopping, it pointed at A. Great.~ //ahaha fuck teen mason and will! mason is definitely person A in this situation with will being person B awwhh//

It’s lame, sure, that Will has never been to a single house party in his entire life. But honestly, he was perfectly fine being lame, especially when the first party he’s dragged to is being hosted by somebody he doesn’t even know! Will grumbled the entire way to their party, convinced they should have just stayed home, but making a point that he was going to get so drunk that he wouldn’t remember how awful and embarrassing the entire situation was. 

“Oh come on Will, just play!” His friend, half way through the night and way too drunk to be making any kind of decision, insisted he just play spin the bottle because, no, it’s not childish, it’s perfect okay for seventeen year olds to be playing this. 

“Fine, okay, okay!” He sighed, sitting down beside his, friend looking around at the drunk teenagers, all of the strangers. Well, at least if this went badly he’d never have to see the person again! He spun the bottle, eyes on the floor the entire time. He only looked up when the cheering began, and when he did he froze. It landed on the host, the guy throwing the party. He swallowed thickly, he hadn’t even spoken to him all night, barely even caught his name! Will knew it begun with an M…before he could think on it anymore he was being tugged up and shoved into a closet with the guy. Will swallowed thickly, nerves ripping through him. 

[hautecreep]

Will squirmed. This was what he’d wanted, this was everything he’d bee craving and more. Mason using him, playing with him as if he were his toy was exactly what he’d been begging for. Will moaned deep and loud into Mason’s mouth as he kissed him. His lips had felt starved and Mason was the restoring force, bringing life to every part of him. Will’s hands clambered, clasping at his face and returning the kiss with more passion, his tongue desperately tasting him.

“All yours.” Will reaffirmed, in complete agreement. After this, how could he ever belong to anybody else. He wanted to be Mason’s in every way imaginable, entirelyhis to own and claim. Will’s breath caught in his throat as Mason slid inside him. Sure, he’d been fucked and stretched and used by two other guys but this…this was different. This was everything he’d wanted and it drove him insane. “Oh fuck…fuck….Mason…” Will breathed out, chest rising and falling rapidly as he knotted his hands in the bed sheets. “I’m yours, all yours Mason…” He stuttered out, his hips moving, grinding against Mason, cock painful between his legs.

“Please..oh god please, please let me come.” He begged, still not wanting to let himself go, not until he had permission, not until the words were said.

The slow build up of watching Will get fucked had made Mason on edge, and now all of that pent up energy was getting released on Will himself. He had no regard for how hard or fast he was going, but he knew Will was loving it from the noises he made. He grabbed Will’s hands and pulled them into him, so he was gripping his clothes instead of the sheets, his own hands grabbing the smaller man’s skin hard enough to bruise. 

Mason wrapped one hand around Will’s throat, pinning him to the bed as the other continued to grab harshly at his waist. “Will… cum for me.” He moaned, hand sliding from Will’s waist to grip his cock, pumping it and sliding his thumb over the sensitive head. That he would be the one to make Will cum brought immense pleasure to him, and Mason knew he was close to cumming as well, but not until Will came first. 

“I want you hear you scream for me.” 

[mrwilliamgraham]

Will groaned, his breath more heavy now as he struggled for air, driven insane by how good it felt though to be choked. It wasn’t something he’d experienced before but fuuuck was it good. Being so wrapped up in Mason, so lost in his touch and embrace was possibly the best feeling he’d ever experienced. 

When Mason grasped his cock his moans became a lot louder, more frequent and dirtier, littered with curse words. “Fuck...fuck oh god. Mason...Mason!” He cried out, body arching up into his touch, hips snapping back and forth, thrusting into his hand whilst pressing onto his cock at the same time. It was incredible, being deprived of touch for so long, now to be overloaded. It was a matter of moments before he came, screaming out Mason’s name, body arching and toes curling with it. “Fuuuck!” He cried out, his entire body shuddering with the intensity of it. 

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//sorry for no updates or replies today guys, its been on heck of a long day & tomorrow i have an even longer shift at work before an almost 2 hour train journey once i finish work. When i’m on the train i’ll be lurking around etc, maybe do a few replies, but otherwise i’m gonna be a little less active these next few days coz i’m going down to my boyfriends hometown so we can spend some time with his family :)//

[mrwilliamgraham]

//relevant for this blog obvs as well~ sorryyy!//

[mrwilliamgraham]

//*groans desperately loudly* i have work soon and wont finish till half nine tonight! Uuuugghhh and i'm gonna be on ticket check, meaning stood basically still all day other than when i go clean the screens/cinema & do checks... Uughh today is just one of those days where i wanna hide under the duvet forever!//

[mrwilliamgraham]

Lexi + Will |

[leximariefields]

“Sure thing, I’ll get to that now” she smiled back, walking to the pile and pulling a few files out, looking through for the right documents. She was silent for a while before she decided that since she had a job here, why not make some acquaintances? “So..Will. How long have you been working here?” She glanced up at him, then back down at the files.

[mrwilliamgraham]

“Oh not too long really… about a year and a half?” He rubbed his eyes, thinking back. “On and off.” He smiled, looking to Lexi, then back to his work, and back again. “I uh…I teach, at the academy. I come here and help out whenever I’m needed really.” It just so happened that lately, he’d been needed a lot more often. 

[leximariefields]

“Sounds interesting” she smiled “They must really need you then if they keep calling you back. You’re special” she chuckled lightly

[mrwilliamgraham]

Will smiled, even blushed a little. She was too sweet, really. “Its nothing really, I guess I just have a unique way of thinking.” He shrugged it off, looking to Lexi more intently now. “Why are you here though, Lexi? What’s your end goal, dream job?” He asked with a small smile, curiosity seeping in. 

[leximariefields]

“I plan to be an investigator, much like you. I found the job quite entertaining. Keeps me on my feet, y'know?” She looked at the other, noticing his blush, and one starting to creep up on her own face.

[mrwilliamgraham]

“Yeah I know what you mean, I like how busy it keeps me.” Will smiled, keeping to himself the downsides of the job coz, well, mostly that was on him, that was his burden to deal with. He looked to Lexi again, focusing back in. “I just like knowing that I’m making a difference, that lives are being saved because of the work I do here.” 

[leximariefields]

“Same, it makes me glad to know more people live because of the things we do. Every investigation counts” she looked down, stopping on a file, then putting it in a pile that she organized “Also I’m happier when things are organized, its better to find things that way. Then again, I’m more of a organized clutter myself” the laughed softly

mrwilliamgraham

[mrwilliamgraham]

“Exactly.” Will smiled, nodding in agreement. “Oh I like things pretty organized, my desk sometimes gets cluttered but it’s only because I take on so much.” He laughed, shrugging, eyes darting over some of the open case files on his desk that he’d been working on. “Although most of the files lying around on my desk are on the damned ripper case.” 

[mrwilliamgraham]

We Meet Again

[mrwilliamgraham]

“I’m not kidding.” Will said plainly, looking at Izzie with all seriousness. He’d thought about it so much in the last few months, only wishing there had been a way to appear back in Izzie’s life. It seemed fate had now given him a chance. “I could do it, Izzie. I have nothing holding me here, not anymore.” He squeezed her hand, pulling her closer and bringing his other hand up to cup her cheek. “We could make up for all the missed time.” He smiled softly, biting his lip as he looked at her. It would be sudden, and utterly ridiculous but…Will was so done wasting his life thinking things through. Maybe now was when he should just dive in. 

[takeabiteoutofyou]

Ridiculous is what she thought of this idea. Two years passed by and they both could be different. Sure, both changed because of circumstances, but what if they weren’t compatible. What if it was awkward, bumbling, and they couldn’t get along? Not without the excitement of almost getting caught and now being apart due to Hannibal? She shut her eyes, warmed by the touch of his face, but could this really work? Was he trying to cling to something that passed a long time ago? Did she want this?

Yes.

“Are you sure Jack isn’t going to try and poach you, even try to find you when a big case gets to be too much for him?” The time she spent with Jack, she saw how much he relied on Will to get inside the killer’s mind no matter the risk to Will’s mental and emotional state. “I don’t want him coming into my safety net in Sweden and bringing Death to my doorstep. Will you be able to break away? I want to have you there with the dogs and everything, but he might not want that.”

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[mrwilliamgraham]

“He knows to leave me well alone now.” Will said simply. “And I have no reason to explain to him or tell him where I’m going if I leave. I don’t work for him anymore.” He stated, shrugging. “He wouldn’t make it to Sweden, he wouldn’t seek me out that desperately and like I say, there’s no-one to tell him where I’d gone.” He smiled just at the thought of picking up and running off to Sweden with Izzie. 

It was insane, a ridiculous idea and highly impulsive... But it was him and Izzie. They had never been smart or clever when it came to each other, but it always worked and it always felt incredible. He wanted that again, he wanted happiness and he wanted to be able to find it with her again. And if by chance it all went wrong, then at least they’d given it a shot. He wanted this, more than he at first realised. 

[mrwilliamgraham]

Charity Ball

[mrwilliamgraham]

Will knew that for a lot of people, their jobs had been life saving and he understood, for him, it had changed his life, maybe even saved it. He didn’t want to think about where he’d have ended up had he not chosen the path he had. But it meant a lot for Izzie to actually admit to him such things. Perhaps she felt just as ease around him as he did around her. “Well I’m glad then that you got into it.” He smiled softly, bringing her hand up and placing a kiss on it. 

“Got it. I’ll keep my hands to myself, I promise.” He nodded, knowing the had to be professional here. There were far too many people around, far too many higher ups. It was a night for being on the best of behaviour. “I look forward to later.” He grinned. 

[takeabiteoutofyou]

The kiss on her skin warmed it more than the bright lights at the event. The fact Will hadn’t pushed or even given her a long look told her something. He accepted a flaw of her most people would’ve made to brush her off their list. It gave her a little oomph to her step as she slid out of the car. The knowledge someone she liked to have around accepted a part of her was freeing. Though she shuttered her reaction to the crowd of paparazzi set outside the rope line of the event. Crap, she hoped none of them were overseas vultures.

Several of the paparazzi waved at Will and his ‘date’ to pose for the camera. She walked over to Will, smiled, and tried to mutter for him to keep a small space between them. “Make them feel like we’re just friends,” she murmured before throwing her hair over her shoulder to give one last post. “Let’s go inside.”

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[mrwilliamgraham]

Will swallowed back the nerves that the cameras provided and just focused on getting inside. He did exactly as Izzie advised, knowing that if they stood any closer, any misplaced hand would be wildly misinterpreted by any paparazzi. That was the last thing the wanted. 

He walked up towards the entrance with Izzie, stopping and posing, a small smile being given for photo’s every so often. It was a whirlwind but luckily it was over soon enough and Will and Izzie made it inside. 

Inside there were many people gathered, many FBI agents, many different people involved in the field and Will had to struggled to remember a few names. He was just thankful to have Izzie at his side so they could struggle together. 

“Glad to see you made it tonight, Will.” Jack’s voice appeared at his side and he jumped before relaxing, shrugging and almost smiling.  “Mhmm, well dressed and everything! It’s a miracle.” He joked.  “And may I say you look outstanding tonight, Izzie.” Jack complimented, ever charming to everyone but Will. 

[vergeriisms-inactive]

+1

[mrwilliamgraham]

Will took a fair amount of time to properly think through what it was Margot was asking. He knew this was a big decision for her, and part of him wondered why she was coming to him with it. But really, he didn’t need to know that. All he had to realise was that she was coming to him, she was in need of an objective opinion and he had to really think about this. “If you do this then you’ll always look at that child and see your brother, see how you still needed him to get what you wanted…” Will paused, taking a sip of his drink before leaning forwards, rolling the glass between his palms. “But you know what, after everything? Fuck him.” He said simply. “You deserve every last bit of that fortune and you can raise this potential heir to be everything Mason wasn’t. You can start your own legacy and know that he’s probably turning in his grave.” The idea of Mason never getting what he wanted was something Will could really grasp onto and he knew Margot would too. “Think of it as closure, the final payback for everything that happened. Then close that part of your life and move on, happy with your fortune and an heir.” 

[vergeriisms-inactive]

She thought about it and nodded. silent for a long time, Margot ran over all the options again. She could always raise the boy to be soft and loving… that alone would turn Mason’s stomach.      “You’re right Will… I could raise him easy enough… Maybe I’ll even pick a woman of colour to carry the child, that way I’d never have to see Mason, and it would probably piss both him and my father off.” She said with a small chuckle. She wouldn’t do that, it was … strange enough for her to be raising a child, but to raise one who didn’t even look like her family would probably make the transition of the fortune even harder.        “So What I guess I’m going to be having a baby… well not me myself of course, but close enough.” She said with the smallest, weakest of smiles on her lips as she raised the rest of the Whisky into her mouth.         “Are you… doing better?” She asked wondering just what had happened when Hannibal left the house with Will that night. She knew Hannibal had been caught but not much else around that.

[mrwilliamgraham]

Will chuckled at the idea, amused by the idea of Margot raising her child in all the ways that she knew would make her family turn in their graves. But still, he knew she wouldn’t be entirely that bitter. No point in using a child as a weapon in a war they knew noting about. 

“Close enough.” He smiled, leaning forward and extending his glass to tap against hers in toast. “To the new Verger heir.” He said sincerely, honestly glad that Margot had found a way to beat her demons and find a new life for herself. 

“I uh...” Will laughed a little tensely. “I’ve been better, honestly.” He shrugged, a weak smile on his lips. “But I’ll be fine. It’s just...taking some adjustment, over coming everything that happened.” 

[mrwilliamgraham]

☀ (imnotaturnkey)

~Friends With Benefits: Person A and B have been in the same group of friends since Junior High and now that they’re older, everyone else has seemed to found love, leaving A and B the only singles in the group. After a while, everyone stops hanging out as much as their free time is taken up by work, family, and their significant others, leaving A and B with loads of free time to be spent together. They love their relationship as friends too much to risk going out on dates and becoming a couple, but that doesn’t mean they don’t get lonely and have needs. Will anything change once they agree to have sex ? Will sleeping together bring them closer or push them apart?~ 

Part of Will had to wonder whether or not this was really a good idea. He and Frederick had been friends for year, there was a lot of history there and if this ended badly or didn’t go well then what would happen to that friendship? And what if they got found out? How would their friends react? God, it could get so messy. Will had a hundred different thoughts but it somehow didn’t stop him from inviting his good friend over for dinner that weekend. They both knew where it was going, both of them had been feeling lonely and after spending so much time together anyway…surely it was bound to happen? 

When the doorbell went, Will swallowed thickly, unbuttoning his collar and placing the freshly opened wine on the side before approaching the door. He couldn’t help but break into a smile as he opened up the door, seeing Frederick stood there, well dressed as ever. Honestly, how was he meant to resist this when he looked that good all the time? “Hey, sorry, come in.” Will chuckled, standing to the side. 

[mrwilliamgraham]

Frederick smirked and began to fill the sink with hot soapy water. He set there plates and utensils in. He didn’t bother with the wine glasses since he was sure they’d be having more. He washed up the dishes Will used to cook and before long he was drying them. He finished before Will finished cutting the fruit. He looked over and grinned at the suggestion, “I’d love to. We could watch the sunset and your dogs.” He wandered over to where Will was cutting fruit and he plucked some out of the bowl. “Mhm. Very good.”

Will soon finished up the preparation of the fruits, adding them to bowls and taking them outside, gesturing for Frederick to follow him. Upon opening the doors, a couple of his dogs got distracted and came over, sniffing around for attention. Once Will settled down the bowls, he sat down, ruffling his dogs behind the ears, cooing at them before they settling down just in front of them. Will smiled, watching the sun setting ahead, looking to Frederick every so often, amazed at the entire beauty that surrounded him. 

[mrwilliamgraham]

☀

~Seven Minutes in Heaven: Person A is having a party, Person B somehow gets invited and decides to go despite how nervous they are. They don’t know each other personally, and it’s B’s first ever party. What happens when a bunch of teenagers get together and are unsupervised? Hook ups. This time in the form of being alone in a dark closet with someone a spinning bottle chose for you. In this case, B spun the bottle and upon stopping, it pointed at A. Great.~ //ahaha fuck teen mason and will! mason is definitely person A in this situation with will being person B awwhh//

It’s lame, sure, that Will has never been to a single house party in his entire life. But honestly, he was perfectly fine being lame, especially when the first party he’s dragged to is being hosted by somebody he doesn’t even know! Will grumbled the entire way to their party, convinced they should have just stayed home, but making a point that he was going to get so drunk that he wouldn’t remember how awful and embarrassing the entire situation was. 

“Oh come on Will, just play!” His friend, half way through the night and way too drunk to be making any kind of decision, insisted he just play spin the bottle because, no, it’s not childish, it’s perfect okay for seventeen year olds to be playing this. 

“Fine, okay, okay!” He sighed, sitting down beside his, friend looking around at the drunk teenagers, all of the strangers. Well, at least if this went badly he’d never have to see the person again! He spun the bottle, eyes on the floor the entire time. He only looked up when the cheering began, and when he did he froze. It landed on the host, the guy throwing the party. He swallowed thickly, he hadn’t even spoken to him all night, barely even caught his name! Will knew it begun with an M…before he could think on it anymore he was being tugged up and shoved into a closet with the guy. Will swallowed thickly, nerves ripping through him. 

[mrwilliamgraham]

Mason smiled, a hunger swelling in his chest, overwhelming him. He turned from a distant watcher to a domineering animal in the space of a sentence. He leaned over and grabbed Will, maneuvering him like a rag doll as he climbed between his legs. He put Will flat on his back and put his calves on his shoulders so he had full access to his hole. Leaning down he licked a stripe up his thighs, gathering the cum there hungrily. He cleaned Will with his tongue, stopping to ghost over his cock every few minutes, then sat up and kissed him, sharing the mixed taste of cum and his own tongue.

None of the other boys had kissed him. Mason had forbid it. Kissing was too intimate. Too possessive. And Will was his. He growled this, told Will who he belonged to before trailing kisses down his jaw and neck. “All mine.” He breathed. With his clothes still on, he pulled his own cock out and slid against Will, brushing against his entrance once before sliding slowly in, kissing him intensely.

“God Will… you feel amazing.” Mason stroked his hair, raining kisses down on every inch of skin available. “You look so beautiful, when you were being fucked by the others you looked positively radiant, and now you’re glowing.” He bit down on Will’s neck and sucked a bruise to the surface. “Mine.” He growled again. “Like you were made to be fucked.”

Will squirmed. This was what he’d wanted, this was everything he’d bee craving and more. Mason using him, playing with him as if he were his toy was exactly what he’d been begging for. Will moaned deep and loud into Mason’s mouth as he kissed him. His lips had felt starved and Mason was the restoring force, bringing life to every part of him. Will’s hands clambered, clasping at his face and returning the kiss with more passion, his tongue desperately tasting him. 

“All yours.” Will reaffirmed, in complete agreement. After this, how could he ever belong to anybody else. He wanted to be Mason’s in every way imaginable, entirely his to own and claim. Will’s breath caught in his throat as Mason slid inside him. Sure, he’d been fucked and stretched and used by two other guys but this... this was different. This was everything he’d wanted and it drove him insane. “Oh fuck...fuck....Mason...” Will breathed out, chest rising and falling rapidly as he knotted his hands in the bed sheets. “I’m yours, all yours Mason...” He stuttered out, his hips moving, grinding against Mason, cock painful between his legs. 

“Please..oh god please, please let me come.” He begged, still not wanting to let himself go, not until he had permission, not until the words were said.