[msaroraborealis]

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[msaroraborealis]

hi i just want to say i love your writing so much i know you are going through a lot but you are so talented and your work and the way you write these characters is seriously so beautiful. when you wrote about memory loss from addiction i was so touched and torn up. i am an addict in recovery and it's something that never gets talked about and that i struggle with so much and it is so heartbreaking and frustrating so even having it brought up in one of my favorite stories meant more to me then i can even put into words. i felt so so so seen. the way you have written these characters is so relatable and raw and real and they all mean so much to me because of it. i think you are so amazing and seriously so strong.

also side note i saw your post about wanting to write a jegulus f1 fic and had ideas for a street racing fic and hear me out what if you combined them?? like one of them is an f1 racer and one of them is a street racer?? maybe like an enemies/rivals to lovers situation? anyway just a lil thought i had.

i hope you have had a good easy day and just wanted you to know i think you are an amazing beautiful talented strong lovely person. <3

ps idk if you have/want or need beta readers but if you ever needed one or even someone to just idea and word vomit at to try and help get your writing and thoughts from brain to paper i (and i would bet many of your other readers) would be more than happy to be that for you. anything to help someone so talented get their beautiful ideas out and shared with the world.

Hi, I just want to say that this message truly means so much to me. I am so proud of you for your recovery and journey. Addiction isn't easy and it's a long arduous journey. I'm glad that I was able to handle the topic with enough care that you felt both seen and comforted. Also omg...your mind...now I have to write this. Also this message brought me a lot of comfort. I've been struggling a lot with my writing and have been steadily losing confidence in it. I recently just got a beta for HoC but I could always use another set of eyes/ears on my writing or someone to bounce thoughts off of. I find that often when I am struggling the most with actually writing things out, if I talk it out with someone it can help get things flowing.  <33

[msaroraborealis]

Not to be real vulnerable on main but trying to write with a TBI is actually so difficult. I have written 1500 words in 6 days and have cried 15 times. I used to be able to write better and quicker and now I just..can't. And I fear if one day I just won't be able to write at all. My brain doesn't work the way it used to. There are times I am trying to string together words and I can FEEL my brain working and there is just static. It's honestly devastating. And then on top of that there's my own impossible standard of perfectionism and my OCD also putting constrictions on how I write. And then, as if that weren't enough, I think about the people who read my work and the people who ask for the next chapter and I fear disappointing them. I haven't updated HoC since september of 2025 because of the absolute behemoth of a task it is writing for that fic. It's so intricate and requires a lot of research and planning and man I've been struggling lol I haven't touched trying to write the next chapter of TSoYV because my brain just...IS NOT WORKING and I end up in a loop of despair lol

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[msaroraborealis]

What do you mean 1D is 16 years old today.......nobody talk to me

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Getting reeeeeal tempted to write a jegulus f1 fic.........but I already have the idea for a street racing fic and then a supernatural fic and then 500 million other fic idea

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Sending my business lawyer the link to my fanfic is so funny lol

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Periods and PMDD are crazy because what do you mean I become severely depressed during my period and I can get almost no writing done? I literally spent over 10 hours on one line and I just can't get it right and all I've been doing is cry like I HATE IT HEEEEERE

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I'm gonna start keeping a cry tally for how many times I've cried out of frustration trying to write each chapter I am currently at 8 cries trying to write chapter 6 of HoC lol

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People think writing is so easy and so fun and sometimes it can be and then other times I am sobbing and frustrated because I can't get the god damn line right

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fuuuuck i just realized that the future idealized version of myself cant exist without current me being the catalyst for change and doing hard things. has anybody heard about this

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The horror and humiliation of messaging mutuals/friends more than once (across a period of time) and they don’t respond….

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Okay y’all I need an opinion on something. I’ve been writing with s’s so “James’s” and “Regulus’s” because when I researched, that actually came up as the standard but maybe because of my academic background I’m so used to AP style’s s’. What do you prefer as a reader? Does it not matter? Please I need help 😭

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HoC lovers, fear not I will be unprivating her soon <3

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help....the little worm in my ear is telling me to write a hollanov fic...save me.

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Thinking back to the time that I found out my dad remarried via facebook lmao.....