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♀ | INFP | 4w5/469 | ♠ personal blog : crap blog

[violentwavesofemotion-deactivat]

Hi Artemis! I'm publishing a self portraiture photobook and I'm looking to include a piece of literature/poem that alludes to the masks of identity I've tried on in my past, only to shed them and their strictness. I'm having a hard time discovering something that says this, and I'm wondering if there is anything that comes to mind for you that I can reference? I'm sorry it's so specific but I could really use some help! much appreciated x

Hey! I love Sylvia Plath’s “3 Women,” too much not to recommend it and I feel that it fits perfectly to the project you’re currently trying to put together. You can read it here and best of luck <3

[tokyo-fashion]

17-year-old Japanese high school student Beni on the street in Shibuya, Tokyo. Shot during Tokyo Fashion Week for Vogue.com.

[forthehungryboy]

You know when people say “I watched this movie because you talked about it” or “I’ve been listening to this artist because I know you like it”, tenderness

[msmusicalbeans]

temp reviving my blog bc I'm a mega spiteful attention whore here to announce

that YES, me deleting all other social media IS a metaphor for me being suicidal, and obviously my "friends" in real life agree that I'm better off dead since none of them have fucking said a word to me in months. fuck everyone I know offline, fuck you, blocked

[fdsfjdsfjkf93723679267-deactiva]

someone: do you ever cry bcos-

me, a cancer: YES!!!!!!! YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YES!!!!! I CRY! ALL! THE! TIME! I WOKE UP THIS MORNING B4 MY ALARM AND I CRIED!!!! MY BREAKFAST WAS SO NICE I CRIED !!!!! I THOUGHT ABOUT A SMALL BIRD AND I CRIED !!!!!!!!! THE TIME TURNED 6PM AND I SOBBED. I CRIED 30 TIMES TODAY!!!!!!!!! I CANT SLEEP UNLESS I CRY BEFOREHAND

[silverhawk]

the fact that moray eels have a pharyngeal jaw that they can just…..move from the back of their throat is pretty fucking awesome but also terrifying. moray eels are filed under “sea creatures who i respect from a distance and that distance being on land from behind my computer screen”

[silverhawk]

crab: ah fuck im in a bit of a conundrum, maybe if i wiggle i can-

moray eels pharyngeal jaw: no

[mahouwl]

#when the jaws open wide and theres more jaws in side thats a moray via @frogbong

[adelle-ein]

this or that → @parallelanprincess asked: fairy type or dark type?

[nichtdaslicht]

[nepjaa]

Me if I had a mountain

[mournfulroses]

I want to do nothing today except empty my head all the way through

[1980vibes]

[achingchest]

“When you were seven, you got into your mom’s sewing box, and when she caught you, you stitched apologies into your skin until you were made of them. I know it hurt, but you are not seven anymore: open your blouse and unstitch yourself. When he wasn’t there for you, the floor shook so hard that your shins got limp and your knees gave in and your heart beat faster than seismic waves. I know you think missing people feels like crying in bed at noon, but missing should feel like how the sun still shines without the moon. It is okay to be embarrassed of brushing your teeth and finding his name hiding in the bristles, but don’t let that stop you from brushing. I believe in you. Remember when you screamed out words that were only disregarded, but you never stopped screaming? Remember when you filled yourself with water because being empty was comfortable and you wanted extraordinary? You started from dust and dirt and shame and you planted flowers in places where others continue to water without seeds. Remember how good it felt when someone told you how good you are doing? You can do that for yourself every day.”

— You are doing better than you think you are. Be proud of yourself.

[plutoswrath]

deep, rooted fear

Aries: powerlessness, losing a sense of their own self, never achieving their goal, losing their  flame, being seen/described as incapable and being underestimated, life being dull, plain and grey - and they are a part of it

Taurus: losing what is most important to them (materialistic/security/loved ones), never being able to expand themselves and being stuck on something they don’t want/think they don’t deserve, not reaching a higher level and worries A LOT about the future and how it might look like 

Gemini: being ‘caged’ in their own mind, being seen as stupid or of unsound mind, having no real connection to anything and anyone, being scattered and all over the place (internal), being judged for their words/intellect

Cancer: the future, never forgetting past trauma/overcoming sadness, not being able to let go, being used, showing their soft side, showing their real selves and coming out of their shell, having no home

Leo: being exposed to every flaw and insecurety they have, never being able to shine and show their true self, being lost, having no energy/optimism to go on, trusting the wrong ones too easily, not having the life they always wanted/admired

Virgo: being a failure to themselves and anyone else, losing control over their life, not being able to go on anymore, paranoia of everything that could go wrong, exposing themselves too early/easily

Libra: never finding the one, feeling no fulfillment deep within, feeling like a ghost/having no real face, not being satisfied themselves,giving too much, being hurt/forgotten, being completely alone

Scorpio: being hurt/exposed, letting the wrong ones in, (past) trauma, never healing scars, love (loving oneself and being loved), opening up, becoming the demon and the demons of the world/life, losing

Sagittarius: being trapped and caged, never being able to feel life, being exposed to their feelings and showing their caring/loving side, never being able to win (due to running away from their problems), never being truly content

Capricorn: being stuck on lower grounds, always losing, never winning, their hard built up reputation being shattered, losing what’s most important for them, inner conflicts and hidden emotions - not being able to express them and compensate for it, 

Aquarius: being the madman and not the genius they wish to be, being lost in the world, an inner standstill, having no one by their side, being alone, being judged for what they are inside, not knowing the answer/being completely hopeless

Pisces: never being able to truly love/be loved, being lost in their own mind/trauma, afraid of being hurt and used, an inner trance that they can not escape, a martyrer that is shamelessly sacrificed and will never be recognized, no understanding for their view/opinions

[veryfemmeandantifascist]

[themori-witch]

This is one astrology post that’s hit quite close to home.

[slowspinningredemption]

every fucking post involving personal experiences on this hellsite

op: don’t expect miracles from your therapist straight away! blah blah blah some other general inoffensive crap 

chucklefuck #1: uhhh wow miracles huh? tell that to my shitlord therapist who quite literally hated everything including me, sent me anon hate, got me put on the FBI most wanted list, and stole my spouse

chucklefuck #2: i’m sick of this anti-recovery crap. my therapist was literally holy and I would be nothing without her paying off my student loans, alphabetising my porn DVDs, and actually murdering everyone who was mean to me with her bare hands. you’re wrong. my single experience is actually the universal one.

responses: gifs and reaction images for chucklefuck #2, people muttering angrily in tags in support of chucklefuck #1

absolutely nobody on this entire cursed interface: hey maybe some people have good experiences and some people have bad experiences with the same thing and they’re both objectively correct

chucklefuck #3: stop reblogging this op has a piss kink

[88swife]

man: *gives his musty ass opinion on a girl’s body*

me:

[violentwavesofemotion-deactivat]

“Days that say yes, like lights which buzz, like sacred rain.”

— Olga Orozco, tr. by Elaine Stirling, from “Les Jeux Sont Faits,”

[violentwavesofemotion-deactivat]

“I am, each day, typing out the God my typewriter believes in. Very quick. Very intense, like a wolf at a live heart.”

— Anne Sexton, from The Complete Poems; “Frenzy,”

[wounden]

“My voice cracking like bones inside the radio. Silly me. I thought love was real.”

— Ocean Vuong, from “Eurydice” featured in Night Sky with Exit Wounds (via watchoutforintellect)