Allow me to introduce myself...
my whole life i attempted to live right and do the right thing.. even up to this point i have no regrets on how i lived or the things that i have done.
people come and go in ur life for a reason.. hahahaaa. ya'll keep believing that if u want to.
I have always looked at life different but these last few weeks i have become mortal as to where i feel pain, hurt, deceit , misguided, misinformed and stranded. the last time i even felt these emotions was when my cousin passed away.
so i guess once again i am back to being a mere mortal...
when major changes have happened in my life, i cant say that there was always someone there because i always felt alone.
that includes Family and friends. i am known to isolate myself at times..
because i know only i can pull myself out of it. yes i do have people that care for me. but the one person who has never left my side, who was always there for me is at a stage in their life as to where, i may no longer have them in my physical presence anymore.
i always have spoken in the future tense when i talk to friends cause the present is just that the present and the past is behind us but the future is something we can look forward to and alter with our words and ways and actions.
those words i speak are for a reason...
i have come to realize that we live in a world of selfishness.
i can not live in that world cause i was not raised that way and i know and understand that i am here to have a major impact on life thru my words and ways and actions..
u feel my aura when you meet me or if ur in the same room as me. I command attention with out asking…
i stand strong and will continue to do so. there are people who def played a role in my life and i am forever greatful and there are people who have come into my life to remind me that i am alone in this world..
i gave so much of myself to others that at times i feel i have non left for me. but once again i have been reminded that i am not of this day and age and my energy has come back to me and i will evolve and grow from this as well.
if for some reason this has touched you, i hope it has in a positive way.
Cause for my whole life i have finally realized that I Am her creation and was destined to achieve greatness with wisdom...
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