Corequill

I don’t know who I am or why, Yet u find ur calm when I pass by. Call me any name u choose— I’m the quiet u go to when u bruise. Insta: @kavi.pod

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Destruction before creation is impossible,

Death before life is bizzare.

So live first, death should be the last thing to worry about.

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The sun will come up just like it does every day. At this point, it feels as if the light is not reaching me; all I'm left with is night, and the most astonishing part is that I never asked for it either.

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Now the sky feels more beautiful. The air feels lighter, and the world around me seems as if it was always waiting—quietly welcoming me back, patiently waiting for me to step out of my shell and walk alone with full presence.

I could feel everything. And somehow, more than everything. Feelings that were never mine to carry, yet I found myself deeply intertwined with them, as if I belonged to every passing moment.

I’m sleepy. I’m exhausted. But sleeping feels like such a waste tonight. I’d rather spend this time with myself.

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We find love when we don't look for it, and it leaves when we want to hold onto it tightly…

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A sorted happy life doesn't ask for a good salary, a busy work life or a routinely structured schedule…

It asks for a moment of silence to sit with your thoughts, the pause to smell coffee, the peace after that small nap, and that happiness after a hearty conversation with loved ones.

Happy life everyone✨🤍

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There are so many things I want to write down, so many things I want to say, but I'm unable to find words for them.

This sometimes frustrates me that what's the use of languages and voice if we can't even relay our feelings properly?

But i would like to discuss one of the most overrated and misjudged things in this world “LOVE”

If u r up for it pls comment…will be waiting…

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I'm sad that I didn't find your blog earlier. I've never been jealous of a Tumblr blog until yours. I took my time to enjoy each and every post. And I'm happy that I'm following you now.

You have a beautiful blog.✨✨💐

This is one of the sweetest messages I’ve ever received. Thank you for taking the time to read through my blog and for appreciating it so deeply. I’m really happy my little corner of the internet found its way to you. ✨🤍

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“Somewhere, I want to stop for a while. A place so serene that it makes my brain shut down.

Somewhere, I want to be free: an entity of endless ambiguities, undefined and unbound.

Somewhere between this body and soul I want to find myself and peek over all the nuances that I never knew existed.

The nomad whom I have always carried within me, now wants to settle down.

There's no agony, pain, or despair in her. Only a calm silence — that put forth a condition;

Condition to listen to her, her stories, her doubts, her questions, her perspectives, her fictions… without any judgment.

Do u think I can do that? — I asked.

She looked at my eyes with that same calmness. But why does her calmness make me anxious?

Aren't we the same? “

Birds have wings to fly but that doesn't mean they are the epitome of freedom.

After so long, I felt like writing a poem…leaving it here as my digital diary.🤍

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I have a habit of zoning out without any warning. From the outside, I may look uninterested or rude, but it's just my way of saying I'm comfortable and safe enough to zone out in front of you…✨

Also morning walk in between woods is the best thing one ever.🤍

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Happy happy 🌚🌝

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The past few weeks were no less than a rollercoaster ride; I laughed, cried, worried, anxious all at once… and I also happened to get with it through combo action. For example: anxious=study, cry=doodle, worried=walking, happy=eating, stress=horror movie, etc etc worked best for me.

So here are some glimpses, which on the surface feel like grabbing a meal with a friend, going to a new place, studying with friends, but in reality these are the glimpses of me being anxious worried and sad…

Though it's a part of life, being worried, breaking apart, and stressing but I believe the way u react to those emotions matters a lot.

:) happy living!