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[mspotatoducklingson-blog]

Thoughts Pt 1

Well, just feel like posting something here. My post will be one of those that gets lost in time. But I feel like posting this at least will leave my mark here. So in case anyone checks it, they'll see it and hopefully they could learn something.

As of right now, I am in starbucks, trying to study. Which, on my defense, I'm doing pretty well with. The studying part. Not confirming I'll do well in the coming exam.

So much had happen. I had my depression episode yesterday . And as usual, it continues on today as well. It will always lingers around 2-4 days everytime it comes. I am tired. Yesterday, when class was over, I can't even get out of my bed. I just sat there. Crying. I don't feel "sad". Just so very empty. It all feel so hopeless.

And today, I woke up. Just like the other days. And as usual, I have to gather all of my energy and strength to convince myself to get out there. To continue my day. To live. I tried so many things. I tried to exercise. It won't go away. I btried distracting myself. Watching funny things or just try laughing and smiling. But it physically hurts. My chest hurts the whole time and eyes were teary.

I want to believe in myself. I want to believe that I have so much to give. I want to believe that I can do these things. I tried. Persuading myself. Forcing myself.

Right now, I'm trying to study, look for a part time job and all around trying to survive. I'm trying to hold on. With what I have left.

[forgamers]

[thunder-thighs-sfw]

Favorite video of all time, always reblog

[megatome]

this is easily the best one. the slight facial expression change once he finishes talking. the horribly unnatural fall into the water. the nailed swimming animations. the ragdoll. this man is a national treasure

[mspotatoducklingson-blog]

National treasure indeed

[no-strings-puppet]

Meet the JSE community official prompt list!

Hey there friends! Earlier this week I made a little post brain dumping for a little activity the community can do!

As someone who has gone on to really talk to and connect with people on tumblr through meeting them within the community, it’s made me realise that people are SO much more than their avatars and screen names, and I really want to get to know you guys!!

So I’d like to start a meme similar to “Meet the Artist”, where I list a bunch of questions you have to answer, with some space for creativity in there if you want to illustrate it or make your list stylised and have that #aesthetic.

This will be open for as long as you guys want to do them, but at the end of the weekend, I’ll post a little collage of everyone’s submissions!!

To help me find them, please tag it #meetjsecommunity, @ me and spam my inbox because I am the WORST at finding these things. Also, if you could reblog this post to share it around so other people can find it and join in, that would be awesome!!!

So, here we have the official list! Please keep in mind, these are prompts, and you all have creative freedom to not answer these questions, or add your own!! Some of these questions have a focus on Jack, but I really want to focus on YOU guys and who YOU are so the majority are personal :)

1. Name, Age, Country? (I always like seeing country Cus it’s incredible how widespread the community is sometimes) 2. Appearance? (For all you artists you can draw some pictures of yourselves!!) 3. Hobbies? 4. What is your dream job? 5. What kind of shit would we find in your bag? 6. How would you describe your personality? 7. When did you find Jack’s channel? 8. Put in order your top 3 favourite Egos! 9. Favourite/ most nostalgic video/series of Jack’s to watch? (Multiple answers are fine, I know I’ll find it hard to answer) 10. Would you describe yourself as an active member or a quiet member of the community? If you’re an active member, what is your favourite part of what you do? Do you write fanfiction? Fanart? Theories? Or do you just enjoy chatting with others?

Feel free to skip or add your own questions!! I’ve tried to make it so that these questions are easy to draw accompanying illustrations because I know how much you guys love to draw!!

Have fun guys! I can’t wait to get to know you all a bit better! #meetjsecommunity

[therealjacksepticeye]

Awwww I really like this idea! I love getting to know people more and seeing the people behind the profiles. I also just love little community events haha. 

[siqlyprince]

connieeee !! (( sends flying kisses ))

[neoperks]

PEAS 🦆

[c-rowteeth]

thank you so so much for sharing this. this video is so important to me. i would sell my laptop, my house, and my sister for this duck. this video has enlightened me. i can continue living knowing such a being exists. thank you.

[mspotatoducklingson-blog]

The cat was terrified

[dankmemeuniversity]

[michellepsychologist]

There are still good people in this world. If you can’t find one be one.

[thruthedarkside]

I really needed to hear this today, thank you Seán.

(From: A LONG EMOTIONAL NIGHT | Far From Noise)

[therealjacksepticeye]

Just remember, it doesn’t get any lower than rock bottom but there is an endless universe of possibilities above and before you!

[kalopsiadaemon]

Even the most horrible things in life happen for a reason. Some people are taken from us way too soon, but you know what? Maybe they were needed elsewhere. Maybe they were such a good person that that power was needed somewhere else.

@therealjacksepticeye (via spacejellybeans)

[supertinysean]

Life is one of those things that’s worth fighting for because the great times do come. And I really believe there is great times out there for everybody. That everybody has their moment, their shining time. It’s not just a case of getting that moment, and then that’s it. There’s plenty of moments to be had. And your moment’s right around the corner. Believe that, and hang in there. And trust in yourself to get there, I believe in you. And I know plenty of other people believe in you as well, so just… hold on, and keep on fighting that good fight…. Life’s weird, but life is fantastic.

@therealjacksepticeye (via supertinysean)

Thanks

[deadperson626]

Path

[lightshadow1990-deactivated2018]

Jacksepticeye fandom hug, pass it on! 💚

@therealjacksepticeye that means you too, green bean. We love you 💚

[therealjacksepticeye]

Everyone get in here and hug it up!!!! :)

[mspotatoducklingson-blog]

Hugs~ ❤❤

[succubusboyfriend]

replacing curses in sentences with harmless words like heck and then sometimes even censoring heck to “h*ck” is a good meme but an even better one would be, like, censoring the wrong word in a sentence entirely. example:

go fuck yours*lf

[valjestering]

example A

[bpd-dylan-hall-deactivated20190]

is this brave new world

[derzwiebel-blog]

I feel this very strongly everytime someone says ‘asshole’ on american tv and it’s censored as ‘assh*le’. Like, I think ‘hole’ might not be the reason for bleeping here.

[mspotatoducklingson-blog]

Hahahaha!!

[kiyoshilia]

2nd attempt on pixel art :3

[mspotatoducklingson-blog]

So cute~

[just-shower-thoughts]

Mammals both produce milk and have hair. Ergo, a coconut is a mammal.

[blogtitletaken]

I know you’re being facetious, but this is an actual issue with morphology-based phylogeny.

[castiel--for--king]

*leans over and whispers to person beside me* what are they talking about

[sonneillonv-deactivated20220218]

*leans over and whispers back*  Human ability to quantify and categorize natural phenomena is sketchy at best and wildly misleading at worst

[nonlinear-nonsubjective]

consider the coconut

[bemusedlybespectacled]

this reminds me of that time Plato defined humans as “featherless bipeds” and Diogenes ran in with a plucked chicken screaming “BEHOLD A MAN!”

[kascaban]

i love how you say “it reminds me of that time” like you were there.

[heartgemsona]

listen if an immortal feels brave and supported enough to come out we should respect them

[baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa]

This post is a journey

[virtuous-thing]

1 Reblog = 1 Respect

[mspotatoducklingson-blog]

INKTOBER 3 : POISON (毒)

[mspotatoducklingson-blog]

INKTOBER 2 : Divided (分割された) I actually thought of going the normal route, drawing a community separated and split personality. But then I thought, lets get crazier