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LOOK AT THE BABY PIKACHU BEFORE PICHU EXISTED

It's just a lower level Pikachu that evolved early.

I am so fucking sick of trying to maintain a friendship with someone who never initiates conversation. Someone who so very clearly wishes to ignore me.

Fine.

I'm done with you. I deserve someone who wants my time.

brandfvckingnew

Aye I’m back n mostly mentally healthy and def in a way better place what’s good

The worst part of it all... Is that I still love you. I'm still in love with you. In spider of everything that makes it impossible. In the face of everything that tells me I shouldn't bother. I still want to give you everything.

mstr-bojangles

It’s easy for you isn’t it? To shift the blame. To make me feel that I’m the one who’s wrong. To let me feel like I’m just over thinking things because you don’t want to admit that I have a point. I’m lonely and depressed because no matter how often I express interest in doing something with everyone, not one of you ever wants to do anything. Not a single person ever invites me anywhere. And when I tell you that it makes me feel as though I’m unwanted and that no one likes me, you brush it off by telling me that I’m just over thinking.

You’re not even trying to accept that I’m feeling this way. You’re dismissing it as me just over thinking. Paranoia. And that’s proving my point. All you’re doing is cutting me down as I try to open up to you.

Thanks. It really helps. I’m going to go for a walk. Hopefully I get hit by a fucking bus.

mstr-bojangles

And it's easy for you to just fucking ignore it because you constantly have people who want your attention. Who want your time. Sure. Just blow it off because it's uncomfortable for you to accept the fact that I'm actually right.

Whatever.

I don't know why I let you in.

It's easy for you isn't it? To shift the blame. To make me feel that I'm the one who's wrong. To let me feel like I'm just over thinking things because you don't want to admit that I have a point. I'm lonely and depressed because no matter how often I express interest in doing something with everyone, not one of you ever wants to do anything. Not a single person ever invites me anywhere. And when I tell you that it makes me feel as though I'm unwanted and that no one likes me, you brush it off by telling me that I'm just over thinking.

You're not even trying to accept that I'm feeling this way. You're dismissing it as me just over thinking. Paranoia. And that's proving my point. All you're doing is cutting me down as I try to open up to you.

Thanks. It really helps. I'm going to go for a walk. Hopefully I get hit by a fucking bus.

Do more

Do so much that your body collapses.

Die.

gardeninglovers

zero light plants

blackwoolncrown

THIS IS SUCH A SPECIFIC AND SUPER NECESSARY POST.

lionesshathor

Spider plants are among the best natural air filters you can put in a flowerpot. They don’t just produce oxygen, they clean out other gases and toxins and whatever else is floating around the room.

Also they’re easy as fuck to grow more of because they reproduce by putting little mini plants out on stalks. Clip one off, stick it in a pot and you’re good!

braincoins

Spider plants are safe to have around cats, too!

pettankoprincess

If you can’t handle being with your pet in their final moments, you don’t deserve to have a pet, period.

You take them into your life, you feed and give them water every day, you clean up after all their messes. That’s the duty to owe them, and in return, they give you love.

Do not neglect the last duty you owe them. The very last thing that is your RESPONSIBILITY is to make sure they don’t leave this world alone. That’s why so many of us don’t want to leave their side when they get sick or you know they won’t last much longer. We know we owe it to them.

So I don’t…I can’t even FATHOM someone choosing not to be the last thing their pet sees before they close their eyes for good. I fucking read this post at work in the bathroom and started crying. I don’t care about you, or your feelings, you fucking PICK YOURSELF UP OFF THE FLOOR and do what you need to do. Or. You. Don’t. Deserve. A. Pet.

You do it for THEM.

mstr-bojangles

I wanted to be there. But my vet very strongly recommended that we don't. His reasoning was that it causes more stress for your pet

Scrunchy was nearly 20 years old. She had been in my family for nearly my entire life. I put myself nearly $10,000 into debt just to try and help her get healthy again. I gave everything I had and even more than that to keep her happy and healthy. But it wasn't enough.

I stayed at my vet for three hours. I was stoic. My little sister was with me bawling for hours because she felt as if she didn't do enough. I took care of her as best I could. When our vets returned to us they made absolutely certain to us that she did NOT struggle for freedom or comfort. The vet tech especially assured me that she was strong and calm. And she was purring like a fucking Harley the entire time.

When I handed her off to the tech when it was time, she tried to get loose. But only for a bit. She pawed out to me and pulled me in and licked my nose one last time before pushing me away. My Scrunchy was the strongest and most understanding cat in the fucking world. She was strong for me because I had to be strong for my sister, her original momma.

I don't remember driving home. I was in tears the entire fucking time. I couldn't see the road or the lights. It was just a blurr of colors and my own sobbing. I lost the most important thing in my life for years. Even now I still call Bobby or Penny by her name on accident.

Scrunchy spent the last two years if her life kicking more ass than any cat I've ever seen. One of my roommates was so manipulative and deceitful. She brought in more and more pets every day. At one point, other than Scrunchy, there were 11 cats and 3 dogs in my house. Scrunchy stood guard on the stairs whenever I wasn't home and made sure no other animals went upstairs.

Scrunchy was the one pet who was with me for my whole life. From the time she was a kitten until the very end she wanted nothing more than to be close to me. At at the end, she pushed me away.

I was pleading with the vet to let me stay with her. Their honest recommendation was against that. To this day I feel like I should have been there. But I wasn't. And I don't believe Scrunchy wanted me there.

I believe that every pet is unique. And it is up to their owner to know how their pet is going to react and take action accordingly. That is the responsibility of the owner l. Not just staying there.