Truth moment, a few yrs back, my ex & I were arguing. He used to twist my arm behind my back & force his body weight on me to shut me up. I’d take some time, but it would work like a charm… Our son was a toddler then, most occasions, both of my children watched, screaming in terror & cried. The last time, he twisted my arm out the socket, forcing hospitalization. I had to walk around w/my arm in a sling for weeks, far away from any1 who truly supported me. I never felt so alone, but I dressed that shit up n made it look pretty. Thinkin after all, me n him (my ex) had children (my 1, his 3 & our 1) to raise. I come from a long line of domestic abuse, so I felt like it 𝓱𝓪𝓭 to be real love if he was beatin my ass. Besides, my Mom 𝓪𝓵𝔀𝓪𝔂𝓼 said this mouth of mine would attract a man who could “keep me in my place” n he was the type to do the discipline my parents failed to… Miami was his turf & he is something like a Gold Child. Ppl just looked @ me w/disgust, shaking their head & whispering about what he 𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓵𝓵𝔂 shoulda did… Tonight in kettle ball training, my shoulder popped out. I screamed out in pain. Per usual, my daughter came to my side. I went from asking her to touch me & screaming not to. Asking for help & reinforcing I can do it myself. Feelings of panic filled my body. I got as scared as I usually do. Then I called on the Gods for guidance. 2 mins later, I popped my arm back in place, but it’s 𝓪𝓵𝔀𝓪𝔂𝓼 sore af afterwards. I’ll be in a homemade sling for the next few days, just to support my healing… Behavior like this is predicted in someone’s MOON sign, which is why I believe in astrology as deeply as I do. My daughter is the product of previous lifetimes of domestic abuse. In fact, she died a violent death @ the hands of her partner her previous lifetime. So watching me this lifetime tears her up, but she 𝓰𝓮𝓽𝓼 it. Making all this pain have a lot more value. She’s watching & learning… I work out so often cuz I have quite a few battle wounds I usually keep to myself. This Capricorn Full Moon is reminding me of my journey. Can u relate!? #ElectricLady #truthaboutlove #Capricornfullmoon #abuse #healing https://www.instagram.com/p/CgBozRTOloU/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=