I haven’t had an orgasm in over two weeks and I don’t even care I’m not even wanting to masturbate im back
Branching off of this. I’ve realized most of the time if I wanted sex it wasn’t because I was horny, but more about validation. It made me feel like I was wanted and appreciated and important, and getting a no made me feel embarrassed, ugly, and unimportant. I always believed that guys always approached me for my beauty and wanted to have sex w me and that made me feel special. These beliefs took a toll on me and my past relationship because if I ever got a no it would harm both parties.
I will see more value in myself than just my looks. I will not use sex as a coping mechanism
I posted this 8 years ago and I still use sex as a coping mechanism but this time around i wanna keep my promises to myself
as of today 18 days without sex woo!!!!
