…daydreaming…
When darkness overtakes the sky & I slide between my cool sheets.. I dream of him in the stillness of the night.. I feel his presence.. not knowing how.. nor when.. but I feel him.. the endless longings.. the cravings for his big strong bear of a body.. to surround me.. with my eyes looking into my memories.. l see.. his world weary soul.. his dulled eyes.. my eyes tear up.. my longing to ease his pain.. I open my arms.. myself up to him.. he knows his victory in making me crave him.. every touch of his roughened hands like the softest caress on my silken skin.. his eyes start to shine.. with his notoriously merry devilment.. teasing me a favorite.. he knows.. he knows I am on fire for him.. my fingers uncontrollably seeking.. but it's not enough.. it never is.. he knows.. getting both the alpha kat & the submissive woman.. to bend & reach & beg.. for his touch.. whispered naughty words.. his need.. he has that midas touch.. he found the key to me. In all my years.. the pain, the abuse, the hard won war.. he alone saw my depths.. he alone.. for the whole of me.. wanted & pursued & didn't let my walls stop him. My thick castle walls. His key lowered the bridge with such a boom.. it still resonates through eternity.. So ya see.. when I lay here.. my body enflamed for his touch.. it's not just that whisper fleeting across my skin.. the shiver it creates sliding over me.. he watches the goosebumps ripple.. no it's his soul beginning to glow once again in his eyes.. as I pour my love to him.. it flows freely between.. our fingers curved like claws.. fierce.. demanding.. as he is renewed.. the whole of him is who I long for.. his heart, mind, body, soul & spirit. All of him. My being will long for him until.. I will search.. "for 10,000 years, through a thousand lifetimes.." though I will be whole, I cannot be my greatest self until.. No pleasure is enough. He holds that key. ~Your Tkat. H,m,b,s&s. M.4.20.20