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little desert glass, recruited into the crystal gems. she’s a timid thing, but she has hidden strengths

fullten i found your many flower crowns v inspiring

the prompt for this one was roots and heritage :T

funny thing about this one - i was having trouble explaining my feelings behind it. i was like “it’s a sense of warmth and softness, and being tired, but also comfortable, with brightness and a light breeze outside.”

and presenting it, one of my classmates was like “it reminds me of waking up”

and i was like “oh yeah. that.”

#i took those pics from my boat!!#where i live!#!!!

another from that digital art class. the instructor was basically like, here’s some stuff you can use in a computer, go express your feelings.

idk what this one was about, but the words in the background are Robert Burns’ “To a Mouse.” i still rly like that poem

#i can recite it by heart!

check it out, i found some stuff from that digital art class i took a year ago. here's the artist statement i wrote for this one wow, such feelings :>

i’m not sure that night vale quote quite fits... but i like it still

I started at Cuesta hoping to figure out what I could do as a career to make money—have a stable income, see where I could continue in terms of four-year universities, make my mother proud with a great job from the sort of education she wasn’t able to get. After a few years, I learned that what I was good at and what I loved doing was performing and creating art.

And I thought:

“Well, shit.”

An artistic career is not something most would associate with stability and security… sometimes it’s not even something I’d even associate with myself. Because as much I enjoy drawing, writing, acting, singing, and creation in general—there is always a part of me telling myself that I’m not good enough.

I fear the fact that I don’t know where my life will go—that I don’t know where I want it to go. I fear missed opportunities, making the wrong choices, how quickly time can pass, and all the ways I could let people down. With familial expectations and my own doubts hanging over my head, my greatest enemy seems to be my hesitance to move forward and face the risks.

I fear stagnancy. The illusion of safety from staying still. And at this moment my only hope is to find the courage and the drive to break free from that. Because I know that while the nebulous uncertainty of the future is daunting, it also holds a universe of infinite possibilities.

#i drew the person!