&;alessandra:
She knew that she needed to do something. though she wasn’t sure what she would do. there was a nervous look in her eyes even though she had been in the position with him before. only it wasn’t the same and she didn’t like it. she took a deep breath before pressing a kiss to his cheek,“ please don’t be mad at me,” she whispered,“ i love you and i miss you so much.”
He could feel her SHIFTING within his embrace, & he remained STILL until he felt her kiss, & HEARD her words. ❛MPH.❜ he made the truly SCOTTISH noise, but said nothing to her IN return. the memory of that TEENAGER with his hands all OVER what was his was etched into his BRAIN. it felt like it was never going to LEAVE. as though he MIGHT actually be STUCK with it until the END of his days. he hated the THOUGHT of her straying from his BED. even though he shouldn’t have HAD her there in the FIRST place, but now that he HAD there was NOTHING that he could do to CHANGE it. she was HIS, & he was HERS.
