your rivalry with heeseung was something that came out of a rom-com. all of your interactions? predictable. it made people roll their eyesβ and did it piss you off? yes. the whole campus knew of you two.
during one of you classes, he was taunting you. a pencil eraser leaning against your forehead and eyes squinting at the question on your paper.
βwoah, for a top student, you sure are taking a long time.β heeseung whispered in your ear teasingly. your grip on your pencil tightened and you couldβve sworn you heard a crack.
his hand brushed against yours as he slid in the empty seat beside you. βwant me to show you how itβs done, princess?β
you grit your teeth and hiss out, βiβd rather die than let you help me.β heeseung chuckles, that stupid smirk of his plastered on his face.
he hums and says, βouch, that was harsh.β he fake-pouts and tilts his head. βjust date already..β riki who could hear the exchange, muttered loudly.
βshut the hell up!β you snap, ears turning red. you could feel heeseung staring at you, observing your reaction.
he doesnβt look embarrased in the slightest.
in fact, he looks at the whole class and asks, βshould we?β giggles, groans, and loud chants of, βdate! date! date!β fill the room.
you shove him away from you, scoffing. βonly in your wildest dreams.β heeseung can easily tell that you were flustered.
you both know he loves it.
ββββββββ
heeseung always put in more effort to annoy you than someone with hatred should.
he never gave you the satisfaction of personal space. he bumps into you in the hallways. he calls you the most unique, unhinged petnames ever.
βwhat the fuck is a βhoney bun munchkin?!ββ you yelled, screaming into your pillow one night.
during lunch, heeseung makes sure to stay within a 6-foot radius of you. always following you around like a puppyβ or more like a shadow.
βif you hate me so much, why canβt you leave me alone?β you accuse him after class ends, shoving your pencil case in your bag a little too aggressively.
βwell, i never said that.β he answers smoothly, adjusting his uniform tie. heβs leaning against your desk as if he owns the whole university. βmaybe i just like annoying you, seeing you react.β
you want to punch him across the face, but you donβt. instead, you shoulder past him stubbornly, but he somehow falls into step right next to you.
ββββββββ
you didnβt notice it at first. the way his smirk falters whenever he sees a boy lean too close just to βjokeβ with you. the way he suddenly interrupts your conversations with certain people, arm sliding around your shoulders.
βsheβs not interested.β heeseung says bluntly, giving the boy standing in front of you one of the nastiest looks youβve ever seen.
when the boy leaves, you push heeseung off you instantly, inhaling sharply. βwhatβs your problem?β
he just shrugs, jaw tight that he didnβt even bother hiding. βdidnβt like the way he was looking at you.β
you sigh and say, βyou donβt get a say in who looks at me.β your words strongly contradict the rapid beating of your heart.
βbut i do get a say in who takes your attention.β
ββββββββ
he can always tell when somethings wrong. whether youβre sick or youβre just in a sad mood. heeseung knows that to make you feel better, you had to laugh.
one day, when you were feeling down, you had your head down, buried in your arms. he was next to you and he groaned, facepalming.
the sound of it makes you look up with tired eyes. βyou know, if youβre trying to make me feel guilty, itβs working.β heeseung says, bumping his shoulder into yours.
or sometimes he uses a different approach. βi feel like crap.β you explained when he asked you why you were so snappy that day. βyou look like it too.β he just wanted you to take your mind off something else other than whatever was troubling you.
ββββββββ
heeseung just loves to tease youβ especially in front of people. heβd click his tongue, sucking in his breath. βy/n, you could really be a better friend, you know?β
βfriend? woah there..β you snort, glaring at him. βyou sure are funny..β
he frowns, sitting up straight. βwhatβs funny?β
you smirk and without thinking, blurt out, βyour face.β
this causes heeseung to genuinely start tweaking out. he scoffs in disbelief, staring at you. βyouβre so immature.β
βsays the one who scribbles all over his paper when he doesnβt know an answer.β
βshut up!β
βyou started it, idiot!β
in the background, everyone groans. βcan they just stay off each other for one damn second?β someone asks quietly.
ββββββββ
you were invited to the same party one night. dragged by your friends, you drank and got drunk. heeseung, however, remained sober, unknowing of just how tipsy you were.
until he saw you walking to him, smiling.
βlee heeβseungβ¦β you slurred out. your speech was pretty coherent but the way you pronounced things was a little funny.
heeseung snickered and asked your friends who were standing behind her, βwhyβd you let her drink?β
they shrugged, smirking. βwe didnβt know her tolerance was this lowβ¦β giselle says.
in the blink of an eye, they were gone. leaving you alone with him.
but your words bring his attention back to you. βbe βonest.. whaddya think of me?β you ask, trying to stay balanced.
βjesus christ, y/n.. just how many drinks did you have?β he ask, catching you by the waist. you blink up at him with glossy eyes and say confidently, βyes, yes i am.β
god were you drunk.
heeseung sighs, grabs his water and leads you to a more private area of the house. sitting you down on a sofa. βdrink this.β he commands softly, bringing the water up to your lips.
you push the cup away, pouting. βyou didnβt answer my..β you pause, losing train of thought before continuing, βmy.. question earlier..β
he tilts his head. βfine. iβll answer it.β he takes a deep breath before blatantly confessing, βi like you. a lot.β
you giggle and lean in close. βi like you too.β you whisper in his ear. heeseungβs heart skips a beat. heβs not sure if it was the alcohol or if you were speaking the truth.
βy/n, thatβs nonsensββ
you pull him by his collar, pressing your lips against his. the kiss lasts about 10 secondsβ after that, you look up at him.
βdid we ever hate each other?β
βi.. i donβt think so.β
and for the first time, you stay. stay with him instead of leaving like youβd usually do after every bicker session.
and the looks on your faces seemed as if you knew you and him were bound together somehow.
i know i said i wasnβt gonna post anything on this blog but heeseung?? what the actual fuck be:lift. you have two groups and both are now missing a member? on a random monday?
first off, i love heeseung. enhypen will NEVER be the same without him. he was the oldest, ace, and face of the group. itβs just not right.
i believe there could be some explainations to what even happened:
the first one, heeseung wanted to do solo activities WITHIN the group but be:lift didnβt want him to do that so they forced him to choose between solo or group or they forced him to go solo since theyβre petty. why canβt they just do what bighit did with yeonjun? off-topic but iβm sure heeseung has spoke with beomgyu about stuff like that. in his letter, he said that it was the COMPANY SUGGESTION. not his.
the second one is that heeseung broke/went against company rules and they didnt want that to come out and damage the groups reputation. it just doesnβt makes sense. they had a fansign the other day and seemed fine?? this one probably isnt true and heeseung wouldnt do anything bad to hurt the group.
i think all engenes are just very confused, hurt, and shocked by how sudden it was. iβm so sad rn.
love you, heeseung! weβll always support you throughout whatever journey you take! π
do you guys remember when literally a few days ago they canceled that fansigning event two hours before it started? and apparently all the members were βsick?β yesβ enhypen is overworked which couldve been the case, but this could also be the point in time when all the shit went down. if be:lift told heeseung to leave enhypen then; obviously the other members wouldnβt want to do the event without him.
take a look at their schedule for march;
they have SO many more promotions and alsoβ FANCALLS. this is really bad for the members because they will most likely be harrased with questions and knowing some psycho βengenes,β will (but i hope not,) receive death threats. we need to protect enhypen.
WHAT CAN WE DO TO HELP HEESEUNG AND ENHYPEN? please read below.
hi guys, i redownloaded tumblr again just to make this statement but heeseung leaving enhypen has caught many of us off gaurd. i think everyone is devasted by this and yes i know everyone is thinking about a future with enhypen as six and honestly I donβt want that either.
i came here to spread awareness about what we could do as a fandom. please refer to this thread first of all.
link one β HEESEUNG did not make the decision to leaveβhe was kicked out of ENHYPEN.
this shows everything that adds up to heeseungs departure if anyone was also fishy about his sudden announcement like me. honestly, it makes sense.
but now that we are aware, what can we as engenes do? thankfully, twitter engenes made a thread of everything we could do from our side to fully support heeseung and bring him back.
link two β things you can do to help enhypen
link three β template to email journalists about the situation.
link four β guidance on calling / faxing hybes investment companies !
link five β i found this account very helpful with keeping up with updates and finding out ways to help enhypen.
please sign the petitions ( as to my knowledge, we already have just over 500k ), rich engenes donate if you can. and most of all, do not stop talking about it.
this is genuinely the least we can do and itβs heartbreaking to me that we have to take action when their shitty company canβt do jack.
reblog this post, share it, do anything you can to raise awareness because this isnβt a simple decision you make, this is injustice.
i know i said i wasnβt gonna post anything on this blog but heeseung?? what the actual fuck be:lift. you have two groups and both are now missing a member? on a random monday?
first off, i love heeseung. enhypen will NEVER be the same without him. he was the oldest, ace, and face of the group. itβs just not right.
i believe there could be some explainations to what even happened:
the first one, heeseung wanted to do solo activities WITHIN the group but be:lift didnβt want him to do that so they forced him to choose between solo or group or they forced him to go solo since theyβre petty. why canβt they just do what bighit did with yeonjun? off-topic but iβm sure heeseung has spoke with beomgyu about stuff like that. in his letter, he said that it was the COMPANY SUGGESTION. not his.
the second one is that heeseung broke/went against company rules and they didnt want that to come out and damage the groups reputation. it just doesnβt makes sense. they had a fansign the other day and seemed fine?? this one probably isnt true and heeseung wouldnt do anything bad to hurt the group.
i think all engenes are just very confused, hurt, and shocked by how sudden it was. iβm so sad rn.
love you, heeseung! weβll always support you throughout whatever journey you take! π
i know i said i wasnβt gonna post anything on this blog but heeseung?? what the actual fuck be:lift. you have two groups and both are now missing a member? on a random monday?
first off, i love heeseung. enhypen will NEVER be the same without him. he was the oldest, ace, and face of the group. itβs just not right.
i believe there could be some explainations to what even happened:
the first one, heeseung wanted to do solo activities WITHIN the group but be:lift didnβt want him to do that so they forced him to choose between solo or group or they forced him to go solo since theyβre petty. why canβt they just do what bighit did with yeonjun? off-topic but iβm sure heeseung has spoke with beomgyu about stuff like that. in his letter, he said that it was the COMPANY SUGGESTION. not his.
the second one is that heeseung broke/went against company rules and they didnt want that to come out and damage the groups reputation. it just doesnβt makes sense. they had a fansign the other day and seemed fine?? this one probably isnt true and heeseung wouldnt do anything bad to hurt the group.
i think all engenes are just very confused, hurt, and shocked by how sudden it was. iβm so sad rn.
love you, heeseung! weβll always support you throughout whatever journey you take! π
goat are u able to disclose whether this new blog will still be enha focused or are u planning to switch fandoms- either way it was beautiful and an honour getting to read your fics youβre truly the best and left your mark here WE FRICKING LOVE YOOUUU π₯Ήπ₯Ήπ
if you want to try and find meβ yes anonnie, this new blog has multiple fandoms attached to it! iβm still writing for enha, buttt, this new blog has others on it too! iβm really glad you enjoyed this chapter of my life on this blog and i hope you find me! π«Ά
13. hate me β your toxic ex just canβt stay away from you
14. change your mindβ the nerd you once thought was just a nerd and now is your tutor is actually hot | hyung-line only |
15. overnight β your prince sneaks out everynight just to see you. | fluff + kinda est. rela |
16. echoes β he hates when you set him up because he just wants you. | fluff + breaking girlcode |
17. wanna be yours β your quiet, cute personal stylist and you have a thick tension | fluff + employee & boss to lovers |
BOOKSHEπF #02 β’ INDIVIDUAL HEADCANONS + MORE
β’ YJW
O1. he canβt, can he? β jungwon insists he could treat you better than your ex did. | fluff + fictober β25 |
β’ LHS
O1. be like that β your boyfriend is your own personal brat-tamer. | fluff + esta. rela |
O2. take you tonight β keep you annoyed makes you stay with him | fluff + enemies to lovers |
O3. fight or fly β you fall for your enemy who was in a ghostface costume | fluff + enemies to lovers + fictober β25 |
β’ PJS
O1. feel good β you and your university professor have a little secret | fluff + esta. rela + secret. rela |
O2. into your arms β βaccidentallyβ shoved into the arms of your enemy | fluff + getting together + fictober β25 |
β’ SJY
O1. ms. fine shyt β your older brother, riki, has known jake for as long as the dinos. what happens when jake starts to fall for you? | fluff + smau series -ongoing- |
β’ PSH
O1. solace β sunghoon as your toxic bf | angst + toxic!hoon + esta. rela |
O2. similarities β park sunghoon, the student body president, has a thing for you | fluff + kissing | π
O3. killinβ it girl β heβs falling for his co-star | fluff + co-workers to lovers |
β’ KSN
O1. youβre happy β your ex boyfriend wants you back & still loves you | fluff + yearning |
O2. get some β seven minutes in heaven with your brothers bestfriend | fluff + slight angst + fictober β25 |
β’ NRK
O1. my bike & my girl β the school playboy who rides motocycles for a living just canβt get enough of you | fluff + flirty!riki + mutuals to lovers |
O2. hold on β although heβs your bestfriend, riki adores you | fluff + yearning + bsf!riki |
O3. still a feeling β your ex-boyfriend whom you ended things with wants you back | angst + ex!riki |
O4. thank my biology class β what happens when youβre paired with the nonchalant riki | smau + occasional cursing |
O5. the boynextdoor β the girl that moved was too cute to ignore | fluff + strangers to lovers | π
yes, this is noa/murastqr in the flesh. thank you to all my followers who never left my side while just abandoned you all. this is (most likely) my last post on this page. thank you so much to all my moots for supporting me through this journey of my life. i will be moving accounts on an entire different blog. i will not be disclosing the blog name however.
publicity. thatβs all it was for. the marriage, the two companies merging. all for the media. you and him were just too unfortunate to get caught in it.
heeseung was olderβ mature, and intimidating to you to say the least. you were younger, shyer, and more friendly. complete opposites. one night after you had an argument with your parents, you decided to sneak out.
you tiptoe toward the front door, your slippers making faint sounds against the marble floor. you thought he was still sleeping, but his hand sweeps around your waist, warm and firm.
swallowing hard, you turn your head up to see heeseung towering, brows furrowed. βrunning away from me, darling?β his tone is teasing, but thereβs a quiver in his voiceβ as if he was actually hurt.
you immediately soften your gaze and tension. your heart was aching. βi was justββ he cuts you off, cupping your face gently. βyou couldβve told me you couldnβt sleepβi wouldβve walked with you.β
thereβs a small yet somewhat intimate moment as the world slowly slows down. he pulls you closer and immediately, you melt into his chest, feeling his heartbeat tremble.
βy/n, pleaseβ¦β he begs, taking your hand and kissing your wrist. βpleaseβ let me be your comfort, not your prison,β he says quietly. you didnβt have time to process the genuine need in his voice before his lips were on yours. maybe you could handle this marriage. just maybe.
PARK JONGSEONG
you thought he didnβt want this either. because it was all so quick. the media never stopped stalking your familiesβ it was as if the marriage was the only solution. it worked and it saved your family and his. but you didnβt love each other, right?
your bare feet slap the cold hallway, trying to stay quiet as possible. then, you hear his voice. βwhere do you think youβre going?β jay was framed by moonlight, robe loose around his strong shoulders. βi.. i just needed some air.β you lie, cursing yourself in your head.
hurt crosses his handsome face, jaw tight and clenched. βyou couldβve woken me, baby.β he always called you that. you were unsure if he ever meant to on purpose or if it was just for show.
his hand envelopes yours, warmer than you expected; he brings your fingers to his lips, chastising but gentle.
pulling you to the window, he wraps his arms around you from behind. the city sparkles below, the stars accompanying the moon in the sky. but it seemed his attention is only on you. βi worry, you know?β
his lips brush your head, and his voice is a fragile thread. βi-iβm.. iβm starting to really love you.β you turn your head, meeting his gaze.
then, he kisses you softly, then harder, pouring apology and hope into it. βnext time, take me with you,β he murmurs, refusing to let go.
SIM JAEYUN
the marriage was quickβ meant to please the public and media. but you knew he loved you. and he knew you didnβt love him back.
you were almost halfway to the garden gate when jakeβs footsteps echo in the dew-wet grass. βy/n?β his sleepy eyes wide, revealing the pain and hurt behind them. βwere.. were you trying to leave?β
you shake your head, tears hot. βi just felt trappedβ not from you..β you reassure him before continuing, βjust everything else.β he exhales, and in a flash, his arms encircle your waist. βletβs run away together, then,β he teases, voice unsteady.
he tilts your chin, searching your face. βi get scared too.β jake presses a tender kiss to your forehead, arms unwavering. βif you ever need to escape whatever reality this is, letβs do it together.β
then, he carefully rests his cheek on your hair, his warmth seeping in, gentle hands soothing your uncertainty. the slight anger in his eyes releases, replaced by a soft, genuine look of love.
his mouth then meets yours softlyβquiet, sincere, a promise that youβre never alone as long as you had him. you could endure this. as long as he was with you.
when you met him, all he spoke about was business and things you had absolute no experience in. that was all you noticed. what you missed was the longing in his eyes whenever you laughed at something someone else said. the love in his eyes when he saw you get ready to go out.
you slip from the covers, only to be pulled back, sunghoonβs, long fingers grasping your wrist. βnot tonight,β he murmurs, pain and worry evident in his tone.
you bristle, feeling trapped, but the moonlight reveals the vulnerability shadowing his sharp features. βdo you really hate me that much?β he asks, voice cracking. sunghoon was.. crying. βy/n, please.. you.. you donβt understand. i love you. whatever it takes, just please give me one chance.β
βi just needed toββ you were cut off by his lips. the kiss was passionate and desperate as he slipped his tongue in your mouth.
βstay, even if youβre angry. iβll make it bearable, i promise.β he says, pulling away for a moment. you could only sniffle and nod. maybe you did have someone in your life that loved you.
KIM SUNOO
he was nice. but older. and only spoke to you in public. you could bear with himβ but it seemed like he couldnβt do the same. at least, that was what you thought.
youβre crawling through your bedroom window when sunoo flicks on the lamp. βy/n. really?β he huffs, pout full-force, but his glossy eyes betray his worry. βi.. i donβt know what to do or say.β sunoo says suddenly.
you ask, βwha..?β then he continues, βi love you, okay? and iβm sorry if i donβt know how to show it, but i really do..β
you shrivel with guilt, but he immediately softens, drawing you in for a tight hug. βif somethingβs wrong, just talk to me! youβre not alone.β
he cradles your face, peppering it with rapid-fire kisses. you swallow hard, letting yourself hug himself back. βyou mean it?β
sunoo kisses you on the lips and says, βof course i do.. who wouldnβt?β as he pulls you closer, without thinking much, you say outloud, βi love you too..β
YANG JUNGWON
jungwon. you knew him from your childhood but it was all a blur when you parents started the famous company you were meant to inherit soon. he loved you. he knew that all too well.
the click of the door wakes jungwon instantly. βdamn.β you say under your breath. he appears behind you and asks, βy/n. are you running from meβor the marriage?β he whispers.
you almost flinch at his honesty. βi just.. miss being free.β jungwon steps closer, gaze softening. βfreedom shouldnβt mean losing you,β he whispers, lifting your face to his.
βi can give you space, all the space you need. but donβt shut me out, please.β jungwon leans in closer. βyou donβt know, right? how long iβve pinned for you. how long i loved you for.β
you didnβt expect that. βjungwon, iββ then, he kisses you. you froze, but relaxed when he pulled you by the waist. βjungwon..β you mutter against his lips, letting him enjoy the moment.
NISHIMURA RIKI
when he was younger, he was immature and childish. you have no clue who killed that boy. the one youβre married to is the exact opposite of the him you knew.
riki caught your wrist at the staircase. his eyes showed clearly that he was mad and wanted an explanation. βwhy leave in the middle of the night?β his entire serious facade faded away in a second.
βam i really that bad? that you want to run away from me?β you blink, tears brimming, but he doesnβt let go. instead, he cups your cheeks, wiping stray tears away with gentle thumbs.
βat leastβ donβt go alone. whateverβs out there, face it with me.β you found him, at last. the boy you loved. you kiss him in which he responds instantly to.
you gently clutch his shirt, grounding yourself. he leads you to the kitchen, making hot cocoa, perched together on the counter.
wrapped in his oversized hoodie, you rest against his chest, hearts thumping in sync. he kisses your hair, vowing softly, βif you want to escape, letβs escape together. let me be with you, y/n.β
β’ let me know if you guys want more of this slight age gap or colder!enhypen type of works!
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