* long life / dead friends!

my body is a temple and today there's another funeral.

[ashley----reinhardt-deactivated]

[anemonevonbaron-blog]

[murderedlotus]

yatogaminu:

kuroh can already tell something’s wrong. something’s very wrong. although he’s a rather abrasive person most of the time, he could never, ever, bring himself to even think about harming a child. 

perhaps it’s his own trauma that motivates him to protect. oh well. no matter. he shouldn’t think about it too much.

❝ or, rather… are you OKAY ? you seem a bit uneasy. ❞ the exorcist questions, voice laced with genuine concern.

     kanda shakes his head to answer the question.  no, he’s not okay.  he’ll never be okay.  && FOR AS LONG AS HE REMAINS HERE, he’s further at risk of angering his much older counterpart, at risk of making him disappear.  kanda doesn’t want that.

     but kanda also doesn’t want this stranger prying into his business.  so he tries to say ‘go away’, but the words just refuse to come out, being caught in his throat like so many others are these days.

[kk4rm4]

[murderedlotus]

lostepistemology:

He lifts Kanda off the ground by his arm to look him over. “Um.. Are you okay?” That’s a stupid question to ask someone you just rammed into a wall, but Naki’s not sure how else to proceed.

“I didn’t want to hurt you. But I gotta mentor you otherwise they’ll get mad.”

     yuu groans in pain, his body finally finished healing, before he glares at naki.  “ YOU CAN GO FUCK YOURSELF. ”  he says angrily, his body shaking a bit, before he tries to stomp on naki’s feet.  anything to get away from this complete stranger.

[murderedlotus]

elfen-archer:

Claire tilts her head as he runs. Why did he leave? He looked at her AGAIN, before he did. Maybe he wanted to show her something. 

She drops the small ball she was carrying, it bounced and rolled away, already forgotten about for this new, MUCH MORE EXCITING THING.

She’s now EAGERLY FOLLOWING A FEW FEET BEHIND KANDA. 

“ Hey, where ya going? Are you going outside, aren’t we supposed ta wait? “ His parents weren’t EVEN DONE TALKING YET.

     why won’t she just GO AWAY?  kanda inhales through his nose, exhales through his mouth, in a big sigh, before he looks back at claire with a look that CLEARLY demands to know if she’s just stupid, or obnoxious.

     but then he’s demanding it verbally:  “ are you STUPID or just OBNOXIOUS? ”

[murderedlotus]

yatogaminu:

kuroh was simply walking the halls and minding his own business before being shoved ahead a step by a sudden unknown force. he quickly looks behind himself, eyes darting to the child.

…why does he seem so FAMILIAR ?

kuroh turns around fully and kneels down to the child’s height. ❝ hello there, young one. ARE YOU HURT ? ❞

     kanda squeaks softly, nervously looking at the man.  he shakes his head upon hearing the question, before he looks around, softly muttering,  “ no. ”  right, right--gotta use the words, tiedoll says.

     kanda never wants to talk again.  he looks behind him once more, hoping that there’s nobody behind him.

[brokenplaything-deactivated2017]

What doesn't kill you

- Tears you apart - Gives you nightmares - Sets you up for unhealthy coping mechanism - Makes you wish it did - Doesn’t mean it’s over - Scarrs you for the rest of your life - Leaves you terrified - Overwhelms you - Gives you PTSD

[theunrequitedlover]

[murderedlotus]

SNUGGLES HIS FACE AGAINST AND THEN!!!! HOIST THE OTHER UP AND THROWS!!! “Now get ready!”

     nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.

[murderedlotus]

“Oh come on Yu! Course I remember that!..... like you’d ever let me forget.”

     kanda promptly tries to smack alma with the sword.

[murderedlotus]

kuroh's just gonna kneel down to kanda's height and ruffle his hair gently tbh. " are you feeling any better? " he asks with a soft smile. { sends u a big bro before i sleep

     kanda blinks at kuroh, not liking how GENUINE the man’s smile appears to be.  “ i--i think so.  i shouldn’t be here. ”

@yatogaminu

[murderedlotus]

Such actions makes Alma squeal in laughter. “YOU NEED TO STAR AWARRE!” Hes now pulling Kandas cheeks as well.

     SCREAMS.

[murderedlotus]

“..... mhm!” He smiles, though it’s a bit uneasy, he’s willing to get better with a sword if it could help kanda.

     kanda sighs softly.  “ do you REMEMBER how to block, alma? ”

[murderedlotus]

Sighing a bit. There’s a moment of reflection. Before long, he inhales, brings up the wooden sword then nods. But then, theres a goofy grin. “I’m not the best with swords so..”

      kanda grips his sword once more, holding it in front of him.  “ LET’S START WITH THE BASICS THEN.  high block, middle block, low block, til we can get a momentum? ”

[murderedlotus]

“....” for a moment, almas quiet, but there’s a sly smirk. Once kanda comes close to him, alma barrels into Kandas chest!

     kanda yelps in shock.  then he grumbles a bit, pulling on alma’s cheeks like they’re made of elastic.  “ WHAT THE FUCK?! ”

[theflowersmusings]

FINAL FANTASY VII MACHINABRIDGED (SEASON ONE. PART TWO) warning! themes not suitable for children

“ so, uh, can we talk about what just happened? “ “ i named it… “ “ yeah, i told you not to do that WHILE WE WERE KILLING IT! “ “ i think it’s kinda funny that he thinks his dick is that big. “ “ good to know i’m surrounded by people who love me! “ “ now make yourself useful and act like you’re something worth shooting at. “ “ they have a fucking waterfall! “ “ i can’t help but think you may have skimmed some parts. “ “ you know that’s not how adoption works, right? “ “ hey guys, i was eating this plate of cookies and all of a sudden this unicorn walked in! “ “ you know it’s not funny to laugh at the loss of life like that. “ “ can you guys keep your murder boners in your pants please? “ “ and that’s how you buy space! “ “ it’s just a word. repress… repress. “ “ that woman has no head. “ “ who the fuck says po-tah-to? “ “ because this. is. my. FETISSSSH! “ “ there will be no abominations created on this day! “ “ that dog can talk? “ “ how did i get into another sex dungeon!? “ “ oh fucking me would be the best you ever got! “ “ next time we meet, one of us will be dead. “ “ address the elephant, _____! “ “ oh my god are you guys dressing an elephant? “ “ now here i stand: armless, friendless, and homeless. but not talking dog best friendless! “ “ oh my god we’re best friends!? “ “ scouting report: were do i begin? “ “ follow the blood. “ “ how does the metaphor end? HOW DOES IT END!? “ “ i am no son of a bitch, i am an heir to a bastard. “ “ WE CANNOT HANDLE THIS! “ “ it looked hurt! “ “ sometimes you just need to accept the fact that you need to kill things to survive. “ “ neither one of you is as dumb as you let on to be. “ “ maybe the reason why you can’t like a grown up is because you can’t get over the fact that your father was murdered! “