Seraphine @murderistaken - Tumblr Blog

Seraphine was curled up in the corner of their bed. His legs were close to their chest as their head lay on his pillow. He stared blankly at nothing, their eye bags even more prominent than ever. The necklace around his neck weighs heavily on his neck. They haven't rested in...how long? Maybe it had been a few weeks... It all started when the voices began screaming. His stomach started rumbling but they just ignored it. it isn't even worth getting food if the souls' voices will scream if he tries to get up. They were tired of the screaming. They screamed at him to hurt themself. To give them his blood. To give the necklace his life.

They took away his ability to speak to his loved ones first, speaking over them whenever they spoke to them. After every interaction, the voices made him doubt everything they said. He couldn't even talk to them without one of their doubts popped into his head. He started to distance himself from them. Or at least he tried too. sometimes he breaks and talks to them. he doesn't want to be alone.. but they say that he wouldn't be if he just joined them. So... he stayed away. he doesn't want to think badly about his loved ones. he couldn't have that happen. He trusts them too much to even start doubting them. so he stayed away from them. As far away as they can.

Then, just being outside and with other people made the souls' voices scream. He did his best to ignore it. Their screams of fear, of anger, screams begging him to join them. they stayed inside their home. they wore the necklace once to see if it would calm them.. and it did. They wore the necklace more often as they would calm down and let home do things without screaming. Until it didn't anymore, but he had to hold on to hope that it'll calm them again. so kept on wearing it.

Until the voices wouldn't let him leave his home, wouldn't let him eat. Making him vomit after every meal. Saying that his safer inside, that he shouldn't eat as he'll just vomit.

Now, all he does is spend the days staring blankly at nothing with a blanket lazily thrown over him. Having no energy to do anything. The souls' voices not letting him think, calmly told him amid all the screaming that if he just joined them. this will be over. That he should just let this happen to him. After all, they asked for it the moment they picked up the necklace. It hangs heavily on their neck a constant reminder of what he had done.

@ablesdemise )

finnsfruitsnacks

Abel came from out the necklace again and stared at Seraphine, such a pitiful person. She walked closer to Seraphine and a crazy smile got on their face.

“What wrong? I thought you were doing fine talking to all those people? Why is our shining star moping on the bed?” Abel said as she started to hover and move on top of Seraphine dramatically. Everything would be so much easier if Seraphine just joined them already.

murderistaken

Seraphine frowned the moment he heard Abel’s voice. They didn’t want to hear their voice right now. She’s always there at the worst moments.

“I’m too tired and hungry…” They yawned, not bothering to cover their mouth as he does so. He curled on himself tighter. “You won’t let me do anything…”

danny-nightingale

OOC. Damn I just woke up and y'all brutal. 😭😭

murderistaken

OOC.Bro I feel so bad, no one gives Danny a break 🫠🫠

TW: Isolation, manipulation, gaslighting, thoughts of self-harm and suicide, sleep deprivation, and starvation.

Seraphine was curled up in the corner of their bed. His legs were close to their chest as their head lay on his pillow. He stared blankly at nothing, their eye bags even more prominent than ever. The necklace around his neck weighs heavily on his neck. They haven't rested in...how long? Maybe it had been a few weeks... It all started when the voices began screaming. His stomach started rumbling but they just ignored it. it isn't even worth getting food if the souls' voices will scream if he tries to get up. They were tired of the screaming. They screamed at him to hurt themself. To give them his blood. To give the necklace his life.

They took away his ability to speak to his loved ones first, speaking over them whenever they spoke to them. After every interaction, the voices made him doubt everything they said. He couldn't even talk to them without one of their doubts popped into his head. He started to distance himself from them. Or at least he tried too. sometimes he breaks and talks to them. he doesn't want to be alone.. but they say that he wouldn't be if he just joined them. So... he stayed away. he doesn't want to think badly about his loved ones. he couldn't have that happen. He trusts them too much to even start doubting them. so he stayed away from them. As far away as they can.

Then, just being outside and with other people made the souls' voices scream. He did his best to ignore it. Their screams of fear, of anger, screams begging him to join them. they stayed inside their home. they wore the necklace once to see if it would calm them.. and it did. They wore the necklace more often as they would calm down and let home do things without screaming. Until it didn't anymore, but he had to hold on to hope that it'll calm them again. so kept on wearing it.

Until the voices wouldn't let him leave his home, wouldn't let him eat. Making him vomit after every meal. Saying that his safer inside, that he shouldn't eat as he'll just vomit.

Now, all he does is spend the days staring blankly at nothing with a blanket lazily thrown over him. Having no energy to do anything. The souls' voices not letting him think, calmly told him amid all the screaming that if he just joined them. this will be over. That he should just let this happen to him. After all, they asked for it the moment they picked up the necklace. It hangs heavily on their neck a constant reminder of what he had done.

@ablesdemise )