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wip nmcu-centric matt murdock rp blog. penned by xan.

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a study in: redemption, justice & a struggle with self, divinity in violence, in split-knuckled guilt, blood on your teeth as communion, working with a flawed system, taking things into your own hands, faith in god, hope for humanity, love for your city & much more.

currently reading: daredevil: the man without fear ( 1964 )

allies. deathmaidened. moonsymbols. kenosky. nightingeal.

#pinned post.#6/16/2025 #xan / 26 / he-they #EST

saltypeepo

okay, everyone! i usually try to keep my struggles off of this blog because i do treat it as a safe place to draw & exist & not worry. however, my sweet little cat twix ( alternatively known as tweeb, twee bob boo bop or tweeby deeby ) does not have that luxury. i trusted my elderly cat into my sister's care two months ago because of a cross country move + a cat limit on my lease. i thought i could trust her with twix's special needs, but i was mistaken. she has gone downhill severely in those two months & i am trying to raise funds to take her to the vet & go & get her!

this is the only way i know how. so, for a limited time i am offering cheap commissions in order to do so! featured above are examples of the different kind of art i can offer. below the cut are going to be brief descriptions of what those include.

donations are greatly appreciated & encouraged. message me via tumblr im's if you're interested in a commission! venmo: @ xania-thurston

#q.#ooc.

saltypeepo

okay, everyone! i usually try to keep my struggles off of this blog because i do treat it as a safe place to draw & exist & not worry. however, my sweet little cat twix ( alternatively known as tweeb, twee bob boo bop or tweeby deeby ) does not have that luxury. i trusted my elderly cat into my sister's care two months ago because of a cross country move + a cat limit on my lease. i thought i could trust her with twix's special needs, but i was mistaken. she has gone downhill severely in those two months & i am trying to raise funds to take her to the vet & go & get her!

this is the only way i know how. so, for a limited time i am offering cheap commissions in order to do so! featured above are examples of the different kind of art i can offer. below the cut are going to be brief descriptions of what those include.

donations are greatly appreciated & encouraged. message me via tumblr im's if you're interested in a commission! venmo: @ xania-thurston

#commissions #personal tw #ooc.#im rb'ing these across all my blogs so sorry if you're following me on more than one #message me on my personal if you're interested please <3

ohisms

✱˚｡⋆ ↪ 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐅𝐈𝐑𝐒𝐓 𝐑𝐔𝐋𝐄 𝐎𝐅 𝐅𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓 𝐂𝐋𝐔𝐁. ( a collection of violence & injury - based action prompts. adjust phrasing / reverse roles as desired. mature themes ahead. absolutely do not use these for non-con. )

[ 01. ] sender takes receiver down to the ground during a fight. [ 02. ] sender leaves scratches / bruises on receiver's body. [ 03. ] sender cruelly applies pressure to receiver's [ wound / bruise ]. [ 04. ] sender lightly trails a sharp knife across receiver's cheek. [ 05. ] sender wraps a hand around receiver's neck & cuts off their oxygen. [ 06. ] after a long - winded chase, sender finally corners receiver. [ 07. ] sender holds a knife to receiver's throat, blade nicking their skin. [ 08. ] sender pushes receiver into a wall & pins them there. [ 09. ] sender has poisoned receiver's [ drink / food ]. [ 10. ] sender aims a loaded gun at receiver, cocking the hammer. [ 11. ] sender suddenly throws a punch at receiver during a confrontation. [ 12. ] sender hurls an item across the room at receiver's head. [ 13. ] sender forcefully pushes receiver's head underwater. [ 14. ] sender unexpectedly arrives at receiver's home covered in blood & bruises. [ 15. ] sender pleads for receiver to help them with hiding a body. [ 16. ] sender is knocked out during a fight, & wakes up in receiver's home. [ 17. ] sender gently dabs the blood from receiver's face with a wet cloth. [ 18. ] sender crafts a tourniquet from their own clothes to stop receiver's bleeding. [ 19. ] after severely wounding receiver, sender approaches them menacingly. [ 20. ] sender takes receiver by the throat & lifts them off the floor. [ 21. ] sender licks receiver's blood from their fingers. [ 22. ] sender viciously bites receiver during a struggle. [ 23. ] sender draws receiver's blood for the first time. [ 24 ] sender grabs receiver's hair, forcing their bloodied face up to look at them. [ 25. ] sender straddles receiver to pin them to the floor.

[ 26. ] receiver wakes up tied to a chair, sender standing before them. [ 27. ] sender threatens receiver with torture in order to extract information. [ 28. ] sender is severely injured & receiver must dial an emergency number. [ 29. ] sender, bleeding through their bandages, faints in front of receiver. [ 30. ] sender goes to strike receiver with a [ blunt object ]. [ 31. ] finally in position, sender can't make themself kill receiver. [ 32. ] sender intentionally breaks one of receiver's bones to demobilize them. [ 33. ] sender deprives receiver of sustenance for an extended period of time. [ 34. ] sender slaps receiver across the face in a moment of anger. [ 35. ] through [ coercion / force ] sender makes receiver kneel before them. [ 36. ] sender prepares to make the killing blow upon receiver. [ 37. ] sender jumps in front of a strike meant for receiver. [ 37. ] after a third party threatens receiver, sender takes revenge & attacks them. [ 38. ] sender has taken a third party prisoner as an offering to receiver. [ 39. ] sender, in a frenzy, hunts receiver through the vast dark wilderness. [ 40. ] receiver is trapped in a maze-like structure with sender hunting them down. [ 41. ] sender draws receiver a hot bath to soothe their wounds. [ 42. ] sender begs receiver not to succumb to their injuries. [ 43. ] sender harshly takes receiver by the chin, forcing eye contact. [ 44. ] sender is in the hospital, severely injured, & receiver just got the news. [ 45. ] sender is the first person receiver sees after returning to consciousness.

#meme.#okay lets get bacn into it >:)

picking up this blog & shaking it like a snowglobe

#ooc.#tbd.#i am reworking some graphics BUT #i've got internet / the new [ used ] pc & reset / set up now so #it's only a matter of time

stickytm

when you help someone, you help everyone.

indie mixed canon peter parker, by xan!

promo lovingly crafted by moon!

#self promo.#gentle reminder that im a LITTLE active here #im not doing much but peters energy has been what ive needed during this v stressful time of my life

touches pool. soon.

#ooc.#tbd.#the virgnia move went incredibly well #just waiting on the internet man to come in the next few days #then i will be in full swing across al of my blogs

im officially moving on Thursday! Give me a week & I'll be back to writing here xoxo

#ooc.#tbd.#peter is just easier rn for me #ive been writing him since 2018 so his voice is just a patt of my writing at this point #i have SO much fun on matt but he requires a little more energy & time i Just Dont Have Right now #we're going from indiana & moving to virginia #i dont mind to dox myself bcs i found one of my best friends that way #+ if i dont tell u where in virgnia youre probably not gonna find

stickytm

when you help someone, you help everyone.

indie mixed canon peter parker, by xan!

promo lovingly crafted by moon!

#self promo.#where I’m at a lot of the time recently #with being in between living situations & computers & everything else it’s just fun to write on Peter #he’s one of my oldest muses & tho I go in & out of phases of writing him on tumblr he always feeds my soul #moon also killed this promo shot it dead she made an infinitely terrible night so much better

This weekend is about to get SUPER busy for me. Tomorrow im face painting the biggest event i have ever done, ive got three events for Saturday, one for Sunday & one on Monday after too. Needless to say i will not have a whole lot of time for writing this weekend! Im going to officially change all my blogs to very low activity for the next few weeks. I'll update all the pinned posts when I have time LOL

#ooc.#tbd.#plus im still situating all my stuff in the new house #i can at least finally breathe again #mostly

im still here! Just moving & sick & busy overall. I've been lurking a ton on @stickytm just because peter always makes my brain smile & I need that desperately right now but im not really doing a whole lot of writing & probably won't be able to right away!

#ooc.#tbd.#i want to write so bad i just can barely breathe rn #i do a few tasks and have to lay down #i helped a friend clean some mold from behind her washer & i think it got me severely sick tbh #im hoping to feel better soon though

mmmurdockss

The hottest thing a man can do is be Matt Murdock in the kitchen cooking for you with his massive arms on display 🤤

#visage.#whore ( positive )

bladeweave

It just works better with a North Star to guide you. 🌠

#musings.#study.#visage.

do you really think i believe that?

matt had cut down an alleyway. if anyone asked, he would have told anyone it was a shortcut… but he'd had ulterior motives. he knew there was a man lurking there, the sort of man he usually expected to try & help himself to any passerby's wallet. a blind man was a fine target, in many circumstances. just not this one.

he ignores the chill wind creeping up on them & he ignores the blatant truth as well. he had needed to blow off some steam & this low-life had done the job. he hadn't expected anyone to stumble upon the scene before he fled it.

" it's the truth, " he lies, confidently. in one of his bloody hands is his cane, in the other are the pair of glasses that had been knocked off of his face. a bruise already blossoms on his cheekbone, which might have seemed nasty if weren't compared to the unconscious body at his feet. it's clear the other isn't a fool, his lies may as well be falling on deaf ears. he puts his glasses back on before digging in his heels.

" he attacked me, then he fell. it was very embarrassing, " a wicked smirk pulls at his features, " i only wish i could have seen it. "

#cipherova #HELLOOO!!!#usually i move asks to a new post BUT it wouldnt let me tag you??? so i am responding to the ask directly #however i thought this might be extremely funny thank u for sending me this #lmk if i should change anything <3

“ people don’t get what they deserve. they just get what they get. " || @cathydoll

" now you've got me in your corner, " perhaps it isn't as comforting as he might want it be. how would a blind man lead her to anywhere better? he could use the law to feel out a path, or maybe the white-knuckled fist wrapped around his cane. cathy had been dealt a great many injustices in her life... she had to fight & fight to survive. there was something to admire in that, but was it so terrible for him to want her to know justice? just once?

" I believe in retribution. by god's hand or mine, " matt's voice is pleasant, polite, but there is a fire burning beneath his words. a certain sincerity that could only be seen in the cracks of his facade, the piecesof himself that slipped through his fingers. he continues, confident, tempered, controlled, " ... & retribution happens to be one of my greater passions. "

#cathydoll #shaking them in a jar #but shaking every jar we have when we write together tbh

touches pool

#ooc.#tbd.#at last i have some tumblr time #& i still have those drafts sitting in my notebook for each of my blogs God Bless #i have been so insanely busy though i appreciate everyone's patience w me #we packed up most of my apartment today it was very uhhhh #well it made me feel a lot of things #but!!! im gonna write some & try to condense those feelings #turn them into a can of soup #lmao

fmsoys

"Wherever you run, I run with you"

Daredevil | 2.13

#kenosky #elektra #visage.#musings.#q.

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