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Kalinda.23.Australia.Nerdfighter.Starkid.Cosplayer. Doctor Who, Harry Potter, Sherlock, Marvel Comics (and movies), cake, Lord of the Rings/The Hobbit, Star Wars, Once Upon A Time, Cabin Pressure, Avatar: The Last Airbender/Legend of Korra, Merlin, Firefly/Serenity, Legend of the Seeker, sparkly rocks, Baman Piderman, The Hunger Games, Danger 5, Press Gang, Space. I don't really come around here these days NOT spoiler free, but I tag everything and try to put the big stuff under read mores There's currently of you creeps stalking my blog

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hello tumblr, it's been a while. I just thought I'd let you know though, I got dragon age inquisition yesterday, and I've been playing it, and it's my new favourite thing and I just thought you should know

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What are you doing today? #imgoingtohawaii

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boyfriend is in melbourne for work

instantly revert to foul bachelorette frog

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remember that time i quit tumblr and almost immediately got laid?

i just scrolled through a few pages and i sure am remembering now

and i know getting laid isn't the ultimate goal or whatever, and it's not what everyone here wants to do or anything like that

it's just

i feel a lot older these days

not in the ew gross old people lets glorify youth way

in the

i finally moved my butt out of my parents place and i'm pretty sure i found my life partner and i pay for my own health insurance now and i really am trying my damnedest to keep my anxiety under control and become a stronger person and i'm pretty sure it's working for the first time ever and wow that feels good

kinda way

and i feel like quitting tumblr and getting some was the start of that

i feel like i spent a really big chunk of my life here procrastinating

i don't regret a single moment, or a single friend. i shared something amazing with some wonderful people, and i'll love them (you) forever. i freaking planned an entire holiday on this website. and then blogged it.

and it was the best

it's just not the place for me anymore

<3

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hey there tumblr, just checking in, thought i'd say hi

it's 1:53am, and my boyfriend and most of my housemates are at a huge lan party that literally goes all weekend, so I took it upon myself to set up in the living room with two pizzas 2 litres of sprite and season 3/4 of Parks and Recreation

April and Andy just drove to the grand canyon and i'm crying

and i don't know

i cry while watching television and I think of you guys. so. yeah.

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Did I just add $3 to my pledge in order to get this screengrab?

Yes.

Yes I did.

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so hey, haven't really been around for like, a year (i have more followers than i did then???) but like, i need to blog.

past few months my previously very occasional panic attacks have sort of morphed into panic attacks everyday and anxiety all the time and i didn't go to work one day and i missed a bunch of uni because i just straight up couldn't leave my bed

and my man friend was like, yo, uni has free counselling, maybe you should hit them up, and i was like, yeah defo probs

and then cause i missed a bunch of uni, i had to go to my doctor and get a certificate for that, and she gave me a script for some antidepressants and said maybe try this

I've always been a bit weird about taking anything for my panic attacks that messed with my brain, or really any sort of medicine that does weird shit to my body, so i didn't get it filled for a few days, but i've been getting worse and worse and i just feel awful all the time and i worry about worrying and i worry about worrying my boyfriend and i worry about literally everything that crosses my mind and it was getting worse and worse and yesterday i got the script filled and started taking them.

yesterday was awful. they told me it would take about 2 weeks for them to start to work, and that also I'd get shitty side affects for those two weeks

yesterday i was shaky and nauseous and felt confused and nervous and sick and i had REALLY bad diarrhoea

today the nausea is gone. the diarrhoea isn't. i'm still shaky. i feel like my mind is running at twice the speed it has been and that's sort of nice because i'm pretty sure my brain hasn't been at full capacity recently but also kinda scary because it's sort of running uncontrolled and all over the place and i'm just really not used to it and everything is weird and my skin is tingly and i sort of feel like a hyperactive child

and i don't know. i feel bad about unloading on people irl so i'm dumping here. 

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hello tumblr is there an app so i don't forget which tv shows i need to catch up on, and which ones i abandoned because they're crap? i thought you might know because tumblr is good at this stuff

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salutationtothestars replied to your post

seeing this next Hobbit movie without you is gonna feel really weird but I hope you enjoy it over where you are!!!

salutationtothestars replied to your post

I've actually been thinking about you today and I miss you too

queenofeden replied to your post

:(((((((((((((( i miss u so much

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queenofeden replied to your post:other thing I should tell tumblr last night I was...

omg

I KNOW

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other thing I should tell tumblr

last night I was watching DAnger 5 with a bunch of peeps

and it was the one with the Victory Chainsaw, that I made gifs of one time that were then stolen from me and reposted all over the internet

And just as we get up to the scene I gif'd, my friend (who has not watched Danger 5 before) goes, "OH! I've seen a gif of this!!!!!" and he then describes THE EXACT GIF I MADE.

AND I TELL HIM

OMG I MADE THAT GIF AND IF YOU DON'T BELIEVE ME I HAVE ALL THE FILES ON MY COMPUTER OMGOMG

and then it turns out that like, three people in the room saw the gif in their various internet haunts

so it turns out that that cuil theory post is NOT my lasting legacy on tumblr and the internet

it is a Danger 5 gif of Hitler in a Nazi themed Power Ranger zord weilding a flame throwing chainsaw

And all was well.

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So it's been a year since Decemberween and when I got to hang out with my North America friends.

Miss you peeps like cray cray

Like, always. 

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i don't know how to reply to things anymore ugh everything is so different. I miss you guys everyday. maybe i'll be back for a bit over the summer. i need to figure out a way to regulate time I spend here, or maybe i'll use my other account or something.

also apparently i need to listen to the night vale thing

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also

what the fuck is the night vale??

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so like, I'm pretty sure I'm a happier and more productive person now I don't tumbl, but god damn I have no idea when shows are on anymore.

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random post in which ugh i miss people