#probably tmi

[st-just]

tfw your socially awkward and withdrawn 15-year-old nephew who you have only seen wearing an oversized hoodie has an anime girl as a steam profile picture.

[niuniente]

I AM ALIVE! Despite all the medication for the anxiety so far trying to coax me to kill myself :'))) It's been horrible! When I realized I had been thinking about the best possible way to kill myself so that it doesn't cause any trouble to others (like how to protect apartment floors from blood and decomposition of a body), I quit the meds.

I have never been suicidal and have never been harming myself so I knew it was the medicine talking, as it's a quite common side effect.

My doctor is nice and has given me a permission to adjust my medication intake as I see fit and immediately stop if I get bad side effects. I have a new appointment next month where I will tell how it's going (bad) and I think we'll try new medication.

As both of my siblings are autistic with ADHD, and had the same issues with anxiety and depression medication, I think this happening also to me is a quite big arrow pointing towards the possibility of me being autistic with ADHD, too.

Withdrawal from the meds is a struggle of its own but I mentally feel so much better without them. I rather live with constant babbling in the back of my head, anxiety, social issues etc. without the meds than take medication which makes me like a zombie who actively plots her own demise (which is not who I am, and no, I don't plan to take my own life).

It's also telling that I started an online therapy for anxiety and after hearing my reasons for this therapy, the therapist immediately said: "Listen, this isn't for you so you can quit any time you want or decide not to go through this therapy at all. Have you considered an ADHD test instead?"

I plan to go through the therapy so doctors get some evidence that nope, this isn't just regular anxiety but something else.

[kira-serialfaggot]

call me santa the way my sack is red

I just had an orchidoctomy a surgical procedure to remove both my testicles which are the source of testosterone in the human body and thus freeing me of the constant curse of needing to take spiro every day but now my genitals are in a lot of pain as I heal. Ow owie ouch

[farahpxl]

in stars and time

[clemmmmmmmmmmmmmm]

If you saw my earlier post im sooo sorry😭😭 looking back on it ,it was really graphic so i apologises! Here is a less detailed version 💛

@sunsonnet )

Soooooo…

I moved out at 17 and lived with my brother for a while before i moved in with my husband(at our old apartment)

Brief detour Story time on how me and my husband met:

My husband is a huge guy always had been(6’5) but is genuinely the most wimpy guy ive ever met .We were 11 and some kid was taking the piss out of him by the way we didn’t speak prior to this point and i was genuinely satan reincarnated when i was like 11-17 and would beat up anyone.So i beat the hell out of the kid(sorry.) and i walked my husband home and he brought me ice cream and i said no because im lactose intolerant and he bursted out crying.

Back to the main point,After a met my husband my life genuinely got better,if i didnt meet him id probably be in jail😭. But now im getting a degree in astrophysics.

But..!! I truly love my life and im soo grateful for it and if anyone is having a rough time my dm is open

[bunnyb1tch420]

Just here to say I love balls. Balls in my face. Their smell. Their taste. Sweaty musky balls. It's humiliating how much I love them and it makes me love them more. It's so submissive and gross how badly i want them in my mouth and on my face. Oh I want to suck daddy's balls while he jerks off over me <3

[theoutcastrogue]

This keeps happening. I watch a movie, I like it, I look up related content on tumblr dot com to reblog, and ALL the content is "actor hot".

Which, sure, I got nothing against hot actors, and I am perfectly capable of appreciating hotness. But the movie also had a plot. Memorable lines. Visually compelling scenes that involve more or other than a hot actor. Direction, cinematography, themes.

And it's frustrating, it makes me feel insufferably serious.

I swear I'm not serious, I'm a fucking clown. The first time I baked cookies I stopped mid-way and said "wait, I can give them any shape I want!" and proceeded to mold dozens of cock-shaped cookies. And I'd keep doing that if the oven hadn't then exploded for unrelated reasons.

[doctordearie]

Finn kneads for everyone to have a safe and peaceful Caturday😻🐾😹❤️😘🌻

@mostlycatsmostly