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@musicallymaniacal

Catherine//39//married to R// coming to you live from UK👻 from US moved to UK 🏳️‍🌈 ✨🌛Spookybaby🌜✨ ❤️⚰️🪦love you to death🪦⚰️ ❤️, creepy enthusiast,local pigeon lady, gamer gal,true crime researcher and advocate of solving cases and missing persons. A total dork & chronically ill. trauma and abuse survivor 💪🏻, music fanatic

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I wonder if my older sister knew that it would fuck me up forever with grief and complex PTSD if she would have still took her life?

sometimes I wonder will this make me crumble or will I finally be able to exist without the grief controlling everything and burdening my mind always in the background waiting for the slightest thing to reignite the grief all over again?

Will I always feel so completely wrecked by her loss? Will I overcome the grief? Will I be able to exist or find solitude or peace?

Constant thoughts, all the time.

Brenda, I wish you would have lived. This is proof of how important YOU WERE.

#sometimes I feel haunted by the grief #like I’m in a perpetual state of mourning that will never end #I feel like I can’t truly live some days #others I feel just fine #suicideawareness #suicideprevention #personal stories

I’ll never forget where I was when I heard Adam’s Song by Blink 182 in 1999.

I won’t forget where I was when I heard about about Columbine survivor Greg Barnes taking his life with this song playing on repeat in 2000.

And I’ll never forget how devastating the song was after my older sister took her life in 2003.

How can a song give you goosebumps still 23 years later.

#personal #suicideawareness #suicideprevention #suicide survivor #Adam’s song #blink 182 #Greg barnes #columbine survivor #enema of the state #Spotify

#hedwig and the angry inch #Michael Pitt #john cameron mitchell #Tommy gnosis #hedwig

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Night thoughts

- oh my god heat rising to an upstairs flat is awful

-it’s too hot to eat, sleep, work, exist

I would lay in walk in freezer if I could

I would absorb cold water through my skin if I could

There is no relief. I can’t remove clothes I don’t have access to aircon or can afford even their cheaper units yet.

what I would give for cold rain, or a cool breeze

How am I supposed to sleep in this?

My poor cat, I’ve brushed through his coat twice in a effort to deshed so he can get relief- moisten his fur with towels, give him cold food and treats and refresh his water with cold water or ice often he is finding refuse behind the furniture. Honestly I would join him in the nearest cold dark place if I could

bluegrayconsss

British heatwaves are not for the weak.

fushia-fairy

I may actually perish in this heat😭

My visa renewal got approved!!!!

Yaaaaay!

noah-wyles

it's too hot

musicallymaniacal

Please god cool down. Please I am begging

thelovewestole

☀️🥵

mewl3tte

It’s that wonderful time of the year where I watch non UK natives get incredibly humbled by uk heatwaves thinking that they won’t be as bad as ones closer to the equator

andrewrannellsfr

To all the americans saying that british people are weak for not being able to handle 30⁰ while they can handle 40⁰-50⁰, WE DONT HAVE AIR CONDITIONING 💔 UK homes were built to retain heat because its cold most of the time. But one a year in may/june it gets up 40⁰ and unbelievably humid. We have fucking radiators and janky fans from Asdas.