JEALOUSY, JEALOUSY PT. 1 [SEASON 3 SPOILERS]
PAIRING: JJ Maybank x Female!Kook!Reader
WARNINGS: SEASON 3 SPOILERS AHEAD, doubt, social class degradation.
SUMMARY: JJ is in love with the reader but she’s just like Sarah; a Kook out of her element.
When you arrived back in the OBX with the Pogues, you weren’t expecting things to go back to normal.
For starters, your parents had moved back upstate to the main house, leaving the beach house they owned empty. You were heartbroken, but too angry at them to even call and tell them you were alright.
You split from the group with Sarah, needing to go home to get some fresh clothes. Halfway there you were reminded that a certain blonde didn’t have anyone to go home to either.
JJ Maybank.
At that thought, you made your way back to the cut and to JJ’s house, where he was sitting by his bike.
“Come stay at my house” You spoke and he looked shocked at bow blunt you were with him.
You and JJ met through Sarah and became almost instant friends. JJ was a bit wary of you at first due to your Kook status, but after a while, he warmed up.
JJ had always been jealous of how carefree you seemed. Even though you had a family and a future, you didn’t care to help the Pogues.
That made him angry sometimes.
A few times he had expressed his anger, either lashing out and yelling at you, or releasing his anger on inanimate objects. JJ should have scared you off.
But he didn’t.
You understood his pain. You understood his jealousy. You understood him. More than he believed to be true.
“What? Y/n, I’m okay here I don’t need-“ He started to protest but you cut him off, taking a step closer to him.
“We both don’t have anyone right now…please J” You said and JJ felt his heart tug. Your parents had left you?
JJ nodded his head and moved to get on his bike, leaving you a bit confused. He turned back to look at you with a smirk on his face.
“Get on, pretty girl” He said “You didn’t think we’d walk did you?” He added and you laughed, hopping on the back of the bike, wrapping your arms around his lower torso.
“To Figure 8 we go” JJ said and revved the bike up, on his way to your house.
How an argument started between you both was a mystery to you. As soon as you walked in, JJ’s jealousy of the Kook lifestyle overrode his thoughts and he blurted out things he shouldn’t have.
At that, you fought back.
“You’re a real asshole, you know that?” You said to the blonde, who was facing you with anger and hurt in his eyes.
“I’m the asshole? Says the goddamn Kook!” JJ countered and hurt flashed in your eyes, making him regret even calling you a Kook.
“I didn’t choose this, JJ.” you said calmly and he nodded his head apologetically.
“I didn’t mean that…m’sorry.” JJ said and you sighed, nodding understandingly.
“You can shower here, do whatever you want” You said, and made your way towards your room. You didn’t realize JJ had followed you.
You peeled your shirt off your back as soon as you got into the bathroom, revealing cuts and bruises on your back. You were about to untie your bikini when a soft hand touched your shoulder.
You jumped with a gasp as JJ moved to look at your wounds.
“Did Singh’s men do this?” He asked and you nodded your head.
“When we ran before we caught two of them, one knocked me down and he just kept hitting me over and over and over…” You trailed off and JJ looked hurt himself.
“Y/n..” JJ said as tear welled in your eyes. He held his arms open and you fell into his embrace, letting out the emotions you were feeling.
It felt good to have someone there. Especially JJ.
“Thank you, JayJ” You said and he hummed in response, looking down at you, already looking at him.
You both leaned in at the same time, emotions overwhelming you. JJ ghosted his lips over yours before he finally kissed you.
You weren’t expecting him to actually give in, wrapping your arms around his neck to pull him closer as your lips moved in sync.
Before anything more could happen, JJ pulled away, a frown on his face. This confused you and you were about to say something when he cut you off.
“We can’t” He started “What are we doing?” JJ finished and you were hurt, but you didn’t show it.
“Yeah- I’m sorry” You whispered and he nodded, apologizing as well.
“I need to shower, so…I’ll see you in a bit?” You said and he nodded his head, leaving you alone in your bathroom.
What the hell just happened?
“JJ?” You questioned after finally getting yourself ready. You wore a bikini top and some shorts, expecting to go out eventually.
The blonde looked up from his spot on your couch. You were perched at the top of your staircase.
He looked good.
He wore a green shirt and a blue hat with white accents.
“Want to go to the Chateau?” You asked the blonde and he nodded his head, moving to grab all his stuff.
“J, you can stay here.” You said to him and he shook his head “Please, I don’t want to be alone”
JJ looked like he was debating with himself before he finally nodded, putting his stuff back.
“Let’s go see the others” You said and began to walk towards the door.
JJ followed you like a lost puppy, not knowing where things stood between you two.
“Fuck” He said to himself, shaking his head.
TO BE CONTINUED…
