Louise 💕

Diary ni Louise 💕

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It hurts knowing that I am not anyone’s priority

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You’ve changed more since I mentioned your past. :(

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You don’t want to let me go yet there’s no changes, I’m still not your priority. You’re only sweet when it’s convenient for you. :(

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Why am I even prioritizing you?

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I kept telling everyone that it is a perfect relationship but it’s now:

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No matter how much we talk about it, Im just not.

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I was never your priority.

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🤷🏻‍♀️

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Golden Scenery of Tomorrow Finale made me cry! Huhu Arkinn

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So yun na nga, it’s Ramadan. Thursday ngayon. Since Sunday pa kami hindi naguusap kase nagpray siya then he completely forgot to call me ( cause we always call before we sleep to say goodnight and the call stays on ) Then after that he never initiated to call me on Facetime. Sure he says Goodmorning. Our love if forbidden, but ganun ba talaga yun? When you “ Truly” love someone kaya mong hindi siya makita for days?

Napapagod na kase ako. It’s always me who calls, who puts effort. I don’t know

Maybe I am loving him way too much.

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Hello Blog, It’s been 7 years. Haha a lot happened. Ofc finally I have a boyfriend we’ve known each other since 2020. Yun na nga the reason why I came back here cause I have no one to talk to…

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Akin kana lang

Akin kana lang :(

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Yung lalaking

Badboy na gwapo pero pag dating sayo super sweet. Yung may tinatagong kabaitan. Super kulit. Super magmahal ❤️ Understanding. Seloso qutiee. Matangkad. Responsible. Liligawan ako araw araw. Ipapaalam ako sa family ko 😭 Matalino of course! Yung iispoilin ako pero hindi masyado. Yung lalaking IPAGLALABAN AKO. Yung bossy pero cutie. Yung aasarin ako palagi at pipikunin pero kapag siya naman asar talo. Yung lalaking ipagluluto ako. Yung lalaking full of suprises ❤️ Yung may barkadang gwapong lalaki din na tatawagin akong prinsesa 😍 Yung lalaking nililigawan ka palang plinaplano na ang future niyo at kasal niyo ❤️ Yung lalaking tawag sayo “ WIFE” kahit hindi pa kayo hehehee... Basketball Player ofcourse! Yung lalaking kasama kang tutuparin ang BUCKETLIST mo. FAMILY ORIENTED. Yung bang pag nagkaanak kami sobrang sobrang mamahalin niya. Yung lalaking magaling kumanta pero sa harap mo lang tapos cute sumayaw. Then sayo lang niya pinapakita yung talent niyang tinatago. Yung lalaking MYSTERIOUS pero kapag kasama ka nagiiba ang mood 😍Yung LOYAL SAYO. Yung lalaking Kiss Monster 😍 Yung lalaking ayaw kang mawala sa tabi niya ❤️❤️ Yung lalaking lagi mong kasama ❤️ Yung lalaking kavibes na kavibes ang barkada mo 🤪 Yung lalaking god fearing 🥰 Yung lalaking papatulugin ka palagi 🥰 Yung lalaking gagantihan kung sinong mangbubully sayo 🤗 Yung lalaking super galit kapag may nangyare sayo like masugatan. Yung lalaking may katropang resbak aga Yung lalaking may katropang kasundong kasundo ko 😍 Yung lalaking hatid sundo ako palagi 🤗 At higit sa lahat yung lalaking magkakagusto hindi dahil sa itsura kundi sa kalooban... at yung lalaking MAHAL NA MAHAL AKO at HINDING HINDI AKO IIWAN

Syempre walang papatol saaking ganyan. Asa pa ako. Taba Taba ko at hindi uso ganyna sa Canada.

Does he really exist? If yes I’ll surely wait for you

DEAR FUTURE HUSBAND/BOYFRIEND

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I want

Isang Daniel Padilla naman o kaya King Daryl Smith 😭

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HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY TO ME

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Wala lang. Ang lungkot lang kase no one greated me exactly 12am on my birthday. Ang sad lang kase parang kinalimutan nila birthday ko 😔 Samantalang ako palaging una na nag-gre-great sakanila... Ang sad lang. But oh well 😭

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NOVEMBER 4,2018

I met you on tinder on october 24, but we chatted october 29,2018 cause you added me on facebook. Then we started talking and you asked for my number. You’re an electronic engineering. You always call me even though your studying. Nagpapahiwatig ka ng sweet messages pero hindi ko binibigayan ng meaning yun. Bakit ba kase mabilis akong ma fall sa iba. Buti sayo hindi. kase lagi mong sinasabi na busy ka, doing something, or busy ka but active now sa fb ng matagal. BUTI NALANG HINDI PA AKO NA-FAFALL SAYO. We do watch movies together sa rabbit, you always call me, but sandali lang cause your busy nga. I understand I TRIED na may school ka. I thought interested ka din saakin. AKALA KO LANG PALA.Pero bakit ganun kapag hindi ako nagtetext sasabihin mo “ buhay ka pa?” “ ikaw ngaa itong hindi nagtetext eh”. Hays. I asked you if you are still using tinder you said no. UNTIL I haven’t introduced you with my other bestfriend. Too bad magkasama kami when you super liked her. Im really thankful kay God kase he made me realize that I’m waiting to a person that is not worth it. Thank you for making me special though even tho it was all just pretending :)

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I just realized. I have no one to open up right now.